This is the night of the chapter that just happen and it just tell you what everyone is thinking.
Emma goes to bed wondering what is wrong with Sean. Is that I won't have sex with him. Maybe I should go and talk with my mom about everything, but I am ready. Why is Sean all up tight? Dose he wants to break up with me? I can feel it who want to stay with a girl almost for three years, when we don't do anything? I need to talk to him. What should I do? It all to foreign to me
Sean stays up most of the night with his choice. Was this the night Emma wanted to have sex with me? No, well she pushed for us to see each other, but I no she not ready or is she ready I am the one who cant do it. Emma give me a clue. He rolls over with many more questions in his head all of them are unanswered.
Spinner is sleeping on the floor after Paige went to sleep. He wakes up sensing something is wrong. He is watching Paige throw around on the bed. He can only image what he did just open up. He wants to know what hurts. Please baby let go you don't need him any more you have me. He creeps over not trying to disturb her as he move Paige up and cradles her in his arm. He yawning as he holds Paige. Then he grabs the blanket pulls it around the both of them and falls asleep.
Paige is in her nightmare being raped over and over again by Dean and seeing Manny be raped over and over again and can't do any thing. Only if I had told her more when she first met him. She would have to go through any of this. There is only one different thing between us she hides it well. I so want to hide it I want to be Paige. She wakes up in a panic when at the end of her dream Dean goes off free when they press charges. When she looks up and sees she is in Spinner's arms smiles and forgets about Dean for a moment.
Aaron is in his room looking back on his life. All the drugs he took are mixed-up in his mind. Just thinking about his old life makes him sick waking up and not knowing what happen the last night or any night of that week. He thinks about what great time Ellie and him had at The Dot with no drugs. I want to know you Ellie, what is in your past that makes you, you? Ellie you are my drug now, but when can I tell you about drugs, rehab, and everything else I did to fuck my life.
Ellie is sitting in a chair in her dark living room with her rubber band. Her mom is there too, but she passed out on the couch again. Why can't you get help when I got it too? Mom I am not taking care of you forever, but if I have to I will, but don't make me do it. Daddy, you need to take care her and I need to take care of myself. She rolls up her shelve presses her fingers against each scare she made and everyone has meaning, and the reason she wanted to control pain. She feels bad for Aaron he can never know about her mom and her body. Then she walks over to her mom looks her up and down, and make sure she okay. She walks into her room and looks up over to see if Aaron is awake but no he not. She wished that he could take her away forever and ever.
Manny sleeps she thinks of the next time she gets to Craig again and show off her new clothes. She begins to think of how Emma is so happy with out sex, but than again she is thinking about sex. When they go to the sex health clinic and both of them will be taking a step together with begin put on the pill at the same and making themselves more in tuned. Just when a happy thought gets put in her head the one of her getting raped will crush it. However she won't let her think of it as that or she will dawn on it for the rest of her life. She took Dean up stairs, and started to make out with him. In the end she actually liked it, but if Craig were to find out her life would be ruined.
Craig sits in his room writing a song. "They way this feels to me it all right babe. They way your moving to this music makes me want it more." Craig puts down the paper and looks up at the sky and wonders what Manny is doing. Why are you always in my head I think I love this girl so much it scares me. He puts on a set of headphones and picks up his paper and starts to write again and ever so often looks up at a picture of Manny in a bikini. "We are moving as one in a hot cloud of steam."
Dylan thinks of how well their relationship is going but what will happen when he is in college and than there is other guys and I won't be able to spend a lot of time with him. He wants more out of this relationship than just a weekend make out season when school starts. What if he finds someone new who goes to Degrassi? It is hard enough to be with someone but to go to different schools and hardly see each other I don't know if I can handle the stress of that and what the professors are wanting from me. I just don't know anymore.
Marco is thinking about how his family is and how they can deal with this him being gay something that goes against everything they have been taught not to like in this world. He knows that once school starts that Dylan the reason why he told his parents and why he is now living with another family is going to leave him. He knows that he is not leaving leaving him but that time on weekends would be nothing compared to this summer the summer of love. Maybe he should go and help Ellie that girl of his is being really messed up lately, but there is this new guy in her life that she did tell him about. Ellie may not want him there no one really wants him anywhere.
Ashley sits and wonders why she always goes back to Jimmy no matter how much she hates him and he just can't get her. Can you never get over first loves? Sits in her head. Jimmy is the nicest guy. Jimmy is the one for her and in her heart it will always say yes, but the head needs more time for another try at this. Tomorrow is another day for love to figure itself out.
Jimmy can't believe that Ashley acutely took him back. This is right for them to be together no matter what happens in this world they always come together some how. Even if they are two completely different personalizes they come together. Jimmy wakes up in the middle of the night and goes over to his laptop and checks to see who is online, but she not there waiting like him. He see how sad that he turns it off and goes back to sleep looking up a picture of her of a Goth and how pretty she was and how blind he couldn't even see it then.