The true title was to big to fit on the thing so it is
Lets talk this over, Let me know that you hear me, Let me know your touch, Let me know that you love me, andLet that be enough.
It is from Switchfoot song Let Than Be Enough, but the first thing lets talk this over.
In the morning after, all is lost in despair for most.
Emma rolls over and looks at the clock and she hears a tap on the window. She looks up and see Sean there looking like a lost puppy.
Emma-Hey, so you came.
Sean-We need to talk.
Emma-I know. I have an idea Manny can help.
Sean-Okay?
Emma-You have to trust me on this no matter what might happen.
Sean-I will you know that.
Emma-(Gives Sean a short friend like kiss) I will be at your place as soon as I can.
Sean-What wait.
Emma-Don't worry I have everything covered just trust in me. Sean just go home and wait.
Sean-Emma don't get yourself hurt on this.
Emma-Okay I won't. Bye
Sean goes up the window and leaves. He looks down at her while she walks up the stairs.
Emma-Mom.
Spike-In her with Jack.
Emma-Can I hang out with Manny today and sleepover?
Spike-Sure I don't see why not. It seems some time away from Sean is doing you some good.
Emma-Okay (looks in the air). Thanks.
Emma heads back down stairs. Looks around her room and grabs a lot of clothes more than you would need for a couple of days. She goes over to her bed grabs a bag and opens a draw takes something out and puts it in the bag. Than picks up the phone and calls Manny.
Manny-Hello.
Emma-I have to talk fast, but you know how you owe me big time for that night.
Manny-So…
Emma-Well tonight's the night I need you. All you need to know is I am sleeping over your house have my cell with me so just in case my mom calls say I am in the bathroom.
Many-Okay, bye.
Emma-One more thing for I am going to get on the pill for sure. Bye.
Manny-What? Wait..
Emma hangs up the phone grabs her stuff pushes most of it out of the window but one bag and heads up stairs.
Emma-I am going now.
Mom-This is an early start for most humans.
Emma-Whatever, Bye.
Paige wakes up in her house and sees that Spinner isn't there and starts to panic. She gets out of her bed opens the door looks around for him, but nowhere. The bathroom door is shut and that the shower is running. She walks over bangs on the door.
Dylan-What?
Paige-Sorry, I will use the down stairs one.
Paige walks down stairs and looks everywhere. When she feels like he left her in the middle of the night she falls to the ground and cries. Meanwhile, Spinner was out getting her candy and flowers. Spinner comes home and sees her there on the floor and drops the bag and goes over to her.
Spinner-What is wrong?
Paige-(Looks up her face red and still crying.) I thought you left.
Spinner-I will never. (He picks up and brings her back up stairs. Puts her down on the bed. He walks back down stairs gets her a glass of water and picks up the flowers and candy. He shuts the door behind him and gives her the candy and flowers and sits on the bed.)
Paige-Why are you so nice to me when I am like this to you?
Spinner- I don't know? (He now sees her in a new light.)
Paige-When you are treated badly once you can never get over it.
Spinner-(Gets off the bed.) Damn it Paige! When are you going to see that Dean and me aren't even close to being the same person! He never loved you! All he wanted was you to use as a sex toy! I know that you were raped it has been over a year! Gosh! You have two gay men let them be your rock and me your boyfriend! You always think I am doing something wrong! (Opens the door and slams it. Goes over Dylan's room even though they both know that Spinner was loud enough to shake the whole house just be glad that the parents weren't. Knocks on the door to break it down and doesn't even wait for him to come to the door.) You deal with this now. I am tried. Call me when things are better.
Paige heard him and takes his bag and throws it out of her room along with the flowers and candy. Spinner grabs his bag and goes out the front door. Dylan than goes to Paige in her bed broke lying there. She is wishing that she were dead, because that is the way that Spinner made her feel. Also, she needs to know if she been like that to everyone what is wrong with her.
Aaron wakes up to a new day in his life. With Ellie in his life he could never do drugs again and can't even remember why he started doing them in the first place. He looks down out of his window and sees Ellie there with some one else who he has never seen. Ellie looks up too and quickly shuts the blinds. Aaron picks up the phone and calls over there to see what is going on, but Ellie didn't pick up, so he then goes over there and rings the doorbell. No answer.
Aaron-Ellie what is going on I know your home. (The house is dead.) Fine, when you want to hang out just come over.
Ellie (In her mind.)- I would right now even if I didn't know you. My mom is killing herself and me but who going to die first. I will pray it is her.
Aaron goes back to his house. Grabs the keys and goes to a meeting. Ellie hears the car pull out and looks out the window and see it is his car. A tear starts to roll down she want to be with him in that car even for a moment.
Emma walks up to Sean door. Knocks. Sean walks up to the door and sees that is Emma.
Sean-Emma why do you have bags?
Emma-I am going to sleep over. We are going to talk. (She walks in and goes to the back room and puts her bags down comes back to the living room and her and Sean are on the couch talking.)
Sean-It is about time I don't know what is going on. I love you so much and that I want you so bad but I don't want to put you in anything that you feel like you must have sex because we have been together for so long.
Emma-I love you too much more than I do tell you. I want to have sex someday even maybe soon. I don't you to start thinking just because I have sex with you that every time we see each other. I still want to be able to sleep in the same bed with out fucking each other. I think that where we are is good, but I happy with it right now but just never know. It is a feeling I want. It something like more than love that I feel like something more than I would die without you.
Sean-I get it now, so you're sleeping over how did you mange that one?
Emma-Manny.
Sean-Really I ran into Craig the other day.
Emma-O' where?
Sean-Umm walking down the street somewhere.
Emma-Okay I going to take a shower I ran over here pretty fast.
Sean-Fine.
Spinner walks the long way home. Thinking to himself. What did I just do? I hurt her more than anyone. I love that girl, but it got too much. I just couldn't take all that. What she wanted me to do. What she was thinking I would do to her. Any one would have left way before me. I did the right thing? Wait, what if I didn't. What if she needs me? Maybe I should go back, but she will never take me back after yelling at her like that. God, can my life be any more fucked up than it is at this very moment. He reaches his house and goes straight up stairs. He is up there all night.
Amber is sitting at home. She wants to party, but can never find a guy that she wants. She gets online and sees that TheJoker is on. She starts to type.
PartyHottie: Hey
TheJoker: Hey
PartyHottie: What's up
TheJoker: Nothing
PartyHottie: Is anything happening tonight?
TheJoker: No
PartyHottie: Do you want to do something?
TheJoker: What is it?
PartyHottie: I don't know…The Rave?
TheJoker: Are you going to get drunk?
PartyHottie: No, if I find something "else" to fill my time.
TheJoker: Okay why not.
PartyHottie: Meet me here around 9 and we will head out.
TheJoker: Okay.
PartyHottie: See ya.
TheJoker: Bye.
Amber gets offline. She grabs her wallet and goes out the front door and heads down to the bus stop. She gets on and stays on until the stop for the mall comes.
Craig wakes up. He rolls over trying get back to sleep, but he can't. He gets up wakes over to the door opens it and walks down the stairs rubbing his head. He sees Joey sitting on in a chair in the kitchen.
Craig-Hey Joey.
Joey-Why don't you sit down.
Craig-What's going on?
Joey-Nothing. How about you and Manny your girlfriend?
Craig-Nothing really. Manny is good.
Craig gets up and grabs a bowl, cereal, and milk. Pours cereal and milk into the bowl. Opens a draw gets out a spoon. Goes to take a bit.
Joey-(throws a wrapper across the table) When were you going to tell me about this?
Craig-About what?
Joey-You and Manny.
Craig-Doing what?
Joey-Craig, do you need me to draw a picture?
Craig-(Puts down his bowl.) We aren't doing anything.
Joey-Than with whom?
Craig-No one, god cant you trust me. (Goes to his room.)
Ellie is in her room. She takes out her journal underneath her matters. She starts to write.
If you can see the world the eyes of another. Why do you subject them to the things you know what you're doing to them? Even if you can't see it through the eyes of another you will still see it in their eyes. The Hurt. PAIN. Despairs of nothing in their life. People kill people. It is simpler that most people think. You drive them to it. What you tell yourself at night is wrong. You hate yourself for it even if you don't think you do. Blood is poring from veins into the water. Are you dead when you can't feel the pain anymore? Well, I think I am now. It slides across my skin pale in color with ease. I am digging in. Finding only the blood ruby in color. I count the scares afterwards remembering why and how you drove me to it. I thought I could stop it, but I can't. I stop talking to people. I need someone to start to take care of me now. I must stop taking care of you. You fuel me to do this. You are making me sick.
She stops writing. She hears a car pull in the driveway. Climbs out the window and walks over to Aaron's house. She is debating wheatear or not to tell him. He might understand, but how do I know I have only known him for a week, but most people know who are my friends. If I tell him maybe he will help me to stop, again. Aaron sees her sitting outside his house. He opens up the backdoor and goes to her.
Aaron-Are you mad at me?
Ellie-Why would I?
Aaron-Because I called and you didn't answer and than I walked over there and you didn't answer the door.
Ellie-I was busy. I am sorry.
Aaron-With what.
Ellie-Nothing really.
Aaron-Okay. You're bleeding. (Tries to pull up her shelve.)
Ellie-(Pushes him away) It is nothing I bet I cut myself coming out of my window.
Aaron-Come inside I will fix it for you. (He gets up and tries to help Ellie up but she won't move.)
Ellie-No that is okay. I will just go home.
Aaron-Come on it won't string to bad.
Ellie-No thanks, I want to go home. (She walks back fast not looking. She climbs back through the window. And closes it and the blinds.
Aaron goes over to window and knocks.
Ellie-Go away!
Aaron-Ellie, you cut trust me I know.
Silent
Aaron-You wear long shelves all the time. I was in rehab I have seen it before. I used. That is why I got kicked out. The only reason I am back is because I went to rehab. I did it. I am not on the streets anymore.
Ellie opens the window and climbs out. Aaron pushes up the shelves and looks down. Then he grabs her in the biggest hug ever. They go inside his house into the bathroom. He opens up the mediation cabinet takes out a bottle of peroxide. He takes her arm over the sink and starts to pore over but just enough to go over the cut.
Aaron-Is it burning?
Ellie-Kind of, but not really. I don't feel pain.
Aaron takes a towel and wipes her arm. He looks for a gigantic bandage. Puts it over her tiny arm. They leave the bathroom and Aaron leads her up to his room.
Ellie-Do you I have anything I can wear?
Aaron-Yeah here. (Ellie starts to take of her shirt and the pants. Then puts on the sweats.)
Aaron-Why did you start?
Ellie-I couldn't feel the pain.
Aaron-But why couldn't you feel the pain?
Ellie-You want to know the full story of my shit life.
Aaron-Yes, Ellie I want to help.
Ellie-If you wanted to help you wouldn't be here next to me you would be inside my house.
Aaron looks over and gets up- Is your dad raping or beating you?
Ellie-No it nothing like. I love my dad. He is never home, always away. It is my mom. She drinks, gets drunk, pisses her paycheck away. I hide it most the time. The first time I stopped was because a girl found out. I went to meetings, and thought popping a rubber band would stop me from what she is doing to me.
Aaron-What do your friends say?
Ellie-Marco and Ashley knows, but I haven't talk to them in a long time they have busy lives. (She looks over down her house.)
Aaron-We can get your mom help you know that.
Ellie-Why bother? She goes back time after time.
Aaron-I will get her into my rehab I went to, and you need to go back to your meetings I will drive you if you need me.
Ellie-That is so nice in all but… I don't know.
Aaron-Well it will stop your mom from drinking and you from cutting what else is there to do other than that.
Ellie-Okay, call them up.
Aaron-I will. (Kisses her on the forehead.) The number is downstairs I will be right back. Do you want anything?
Ellie-Yeah, something to eat.
Aaron goes downstairs to call the rehab. Ellie crawls into his bed and falls fast asleep. She sleeps better than she has in a while.
Aaron has a sandwich on plate-Good news they will take her in three days. (Aaron sees that she is fast a sleep. He walks over to his dresser puts down the plate. Finds his pajama bottoms and puts the on and then goes over to the TV and turns the sound down on low. He walks over to the bed right next to Ellie and holds her tight.
Sean is outside working on a bike. Emma is making dinner. Emma walks outside. It is just starting to get dark.
Emma-Sean, come in and eat.
Sean-Now, hold on I am almost done.
Emma-Okay. (She sits on the deck and waits.)
Sean-Sorry it took me so long. (Leans for a kiss.)
Emma-It is okay. (Opens the doors.) Wash your hands.
Sean-Yes mother.
Emma-Sean that isn't funny.
Sean-O yes it is.
Emma-I made your favorite.
Sean-O really what is my favorite by the way.
Emma-Chicken and pasta.
Sean-Yummy.
Emma-Yeah. Here is your bowl.
Sean-Thank you.
Emma-Your Welcome.
Sean-Why did Manny cover for you?
Emma-Because I coved for her and we are best friends.
Sean-O…
Emma-Yeah, so what has been going on with your brother?
Sean-Umm. He has been good. His work is paying great.
Emma-That is good.
Sean-Yeah I guess you can say that one.
JT is over his house getting out of the shower. He gets dressed and walks down stairs. Then, walks across the street to Amber's. He rings the doorbell. Amber answers the door.
Amber-Let's get out of here.
JT-Okay.
They walk down to the bus stop. Amber grabs JT hand. He looks down and blushes somewhat. She smiles at him. They get on and off the bus with out Amber making out with JT. They walk down the street to the rave. The person at the door sees that Amber is there and gets out the over 18 stamp.
Person-Hey, you're 21 right and so is your friend.
Amber-Not tonight.
Person-Okay. (Gives they both a weird gaze.)
JT-I am surprise, Amber.
Amber-Why? I told you I want going to drink.
JT-I just thought you were, just not in front of my face.
Amber-No, I wouldn't do that to you.
JT-Okay.
Chris is there with Missy.
Chris-Hey, JT and Amber. What is your drink tonight?
Amber-Nothing. (Shows him the stamp on her hand.)
Chris-I am very proud of you.
Missy-Hey, are we going to talk all night or dance?
Amber-Dance!!
Missy and Amber go out of the dance floor. Then JT and Chris see how they are dance together and get up right on it.
Craig is in his car. He is driving over to Manny's. He needs some of her right now. He gets out of the car and calls her cell phone.
Manny-Hey where are you?
Craig-Look outside.
Manny-Okay I am going, bye.
Craig-Bye.
He puts his cell phone in his pocket. Manny comes out. They start to drive. Manny starts to kiss him on his neck.
Craig-Hold on.
Manny-What is wrong?
Craig-Well, Joey knows that we are having sex.
Manny-What? Why did you tell him?
Craig-No, he found the condom wrapper.
Manny-No he didn't, I have that.
Craig-You are joking, right.
Manny-No.
Craig-Fuck. Well I guess I did kind of tell Joey.
Manny-O Well. (She starts back kissing.
They get to Make Out Point. Craig puts the parking brake on. Manny is on top of him. She takes off her shirt. Craig starts to breath heavy. They kiss harder. Craig kisses down her stomach.
Manny-Don't stop. Writers note Don't read anymore, if you don't want a big sex scene.
Craig gets down to her pants and un-buttons them and unzips them. Manny starts to kiss him. He takes of his shirt and she takes off his pants. Manny moves to the back sits. Craig follows her. They kiss again. Manny gets on the floor in front of Craig. She takes off his boxers. Then Starts down on Craig's penis. She is a pro. She even deep throats it. She takes it out of her mouth. Goes to the front and grabs a condom from her pants. She gets it. Craig is behind her and unlatches her bra. He grabs her around the hips and brings her back. Manny holds the condom in her hand. Craig grabs and puts a big kiss on her. He rips open the condom wrapper. Than, he rolls it on his penis. Manny lies down. Craig gently lays on top on her. Takes off her thong and slides his penis in. He knows she so wet. He goes back and forth harder each time and breathing deep. Car windows are streamed beyond belief. Manny is breathing hard too. Craig feels her coming.
Craig-Are you ready!?
Manny-Don't stop!
Craig keeps going for a good 20 minutes by thinking about the band.
Craig-Get ready.
Manny-Okay. (Her toes curl under as Craig sperm fills her.) That was assume!!! (She is out of breath.)
Craig-What time is it?
Manny-(She goes to the front and finds her cell. Then looks down at her cell.) Fuck, I only have 20 minutes to get home.
Craig-(Hands her bra and thong from the back. He takes off the condom and puts on his boxers) Hand me my pants. (Manny throws them back. He puts the pants and jumps in front and turns on the car.) Don't worry I will get you home, but just in case change your clock time back 10 minutes.
Manny-Okay.
Manny finishes get dressed while Craig drives her home. She then changes her clock back. They are outside her house with less the minute left. She jumps out of the car and runs inside. Craig than remembers that the condom is still on the back sit. He goes back there finds it and the wrapper and throws it in the next-door-neighborhood's trash cans. He then drives home and goes straight to his room to write.
Emma is getting changed. She goes into the bathroom to brush her teeth. Sean is on the couch and then Emma comes she goes over to him.
Emma-Are you going to change?
Sean-Well I sleep in my boxers, I only where pajama pants when you are over.
Emma-Right.
Sean-Yeah. (Rubs his head.) So, umm. Do you mind if I wear boxers?
Emma-No, not at all. (Smiles.) You are so cute.
Sean-Thanks, I think. (Laughs. Emma yawns.)
Emma-I think I am going to go to bed I am very tried.
Sean-Okay…I will go with you.
Emma-Okay.
(They walk to Sean's room Emma wants something. Emma kisses Sean hard on the lips. Sean kisses back.)
Sean-Are we doing this?
Emma-We are doing something?
They are on the bed, but Emma rolls off.
Sean-What now?
Emma-Hold on. Keep your eyes close.
Sean-Okay.
Sean closes his eyes. Emma takes off her shirt and her pants.
Emma-Open them. (She is in a see through bra and lace boy short panties.)
Sean-Wow!! When did you buy that?
Emma-A couple days ago. (Sean gets a big smile on his face.) Shut up.
Sean-What I near said anything.
Emma-But I know what you are thinking, though.
Sean-Okay.
Sean gets up and kisses her hard and takes his shirt off and then his pants. Emma is sitting on the side of the bed. He goes down and kisses her. He pushes her back. They crawl under the sheets. Begin to kiss again. Sean goes to take off her bra. Emma freaks out and pushes him away.
Sean-It is okay. (He takes his hands away from the bra. He than starts to kiss again.)
Emma gets up off the bed and goes into the bathroom-I am sorry I thought I could, but I can't.
Sean-(He picks up her clothes and walks to the bathroom.) Emma...I don't care… Well here are your clothes. (The door opens and her hand comes out. Like a minute later Emma comes out.)
Emma-I shouldn't have done this.
Sean-Why? I got to see you in hot lingerie.
Emma-(laughs and pushes a tier away.) Yeah that is good. Lets just go to bed.
Sean-Okay. (They walk to bedroom. Emma gets in the bed, but Sean grabs a pillow and walks towards.)
Emma-Where are you going?
Sean-The couch.
Emma-No, I will not stand for it.
Sean-Okay.
Sean gets into bed, but stays away from Emma. Emma moves over to where Sean was.
Emma-I love you. (She wraps herself around him. Sean wraps himself around her.)
Sean-I love you, Emma.
At the Rave Amber has yet to have a drop of beer. They are still on the floor dancing.
Chris-Hey what time is it?
JT-Umm let me look.
Amber-Who cares.
JT-It is 1. Fuck, Amber we have to go.
Amber-Why?
JT-We need to get on the bus.
Amber-Bye Chris tell Missy I said bye
JT-Bye.
They run and make the bus.
Driver-It is good that you made this bus it is the last one of the night.
Back at the Rave Missy gets back from the bathroom
Missy-When are you going to leave?
Chris-Umm I don't know. Do you have to go?
Missy-Well what time is it?
Chris-Like one something.
Missy-O my god. I better go see how much trouble I am in.
Chris-Okay I will go with you. You can never know who is out walking around.
Missy-Thanks.
They leave and head down the way to Missy's house. Chris reaches out and holds Missy hand. She smiles. They get to her front door and Chris kisses Missy.
Missy-I am going to go around to the back of my house. Bye.
Chris-Bye.
Chris leaves and Missy going through her bedroom.
JT and Missy get off the bus and walk down to their houses.
Amber-I never knew you could have fun without beer or drugs.
JT-You know the best part about it?
Amber-What?
JT-You will remember all of it in the morning.
Amber-Yeah that is true.
They walk hand in hand all the way to Amber's door.
JT-You want to know something I want to remember in morning.
Amber-Me dancing on you?
JT-Yeah that and this. (He kisses her on the lips hard. She kisses back.)
Amber-Yeah so do I. Bye
JT-Bye.
Amber walks inside her house. And JT walks across the street and to his house and in his room.