A/N: *Trigger Warning* Non-consensual sex. This is the last of the worse.

Sesshomaru takes a deep breath before he knocks on Rin's door. He knew trying to mend their relationship may take a while. But they were fated for one another. She would have to give in, eventually.

Hopefully.

He would make up for every wrong.

Rin looks through her peephole and yells at the door. She was sure he could hear her. "What are you doing here? This is harassment."

Rin could hear him breathe deeply against the door. "I realized my mistake. I have hurt you many times. I am unforgivable. I-I just want to say I am sorry."

"How are you coming to recognize this now… because I said enough is enough?"

"I was a fool… I hurt you!"

"You can't make me magically be in love with you again. It doesn't work like that. I need to heal first."

He couldn't understand why she wouldn't accept his apology. Could she not feel his apology was sincere?

She opens the door. "Give me time."

But…

He didn't have time. He pulls Rin by the arm and pulls her close to him, forcing her to embrace him.

Before, she would have been okay with this. He had to understand they were no longer. "Stop, Sesshomaru. I said my peace, respect it." Her arms lay limp, not giving into the embrace.

He couldn't let her go.

A child… childish behavior, he just had to have his way.

He squeezed her tighter. "Forgive me, Rin. I cannot deal with this pain."

"How do you think I felt? You cannot force me. You have to wait until I decide if I want to move on with this relationship." She closes her eyes. "You can't take the pain, you say?" She pushes away. "My feelings, you cannot… maneuver them the way you feel. Just because you apologize does not mean I forgive you. You cannot force my feelings to change. It takes time."

She looks at the front door and then points. "You brought this on yourself. It's time for you to go."

As Sesshomaru watch Rin grab the doorknob in slow motion, he never felt so uneasy in his life. Before he realizes it, he is reaching out to her and pushing her against the wall.

"I can't." He takes a deep breath. "I can't let you go."

He presses his mouth against her lips hard. Please, baby… Please Rin.

Rin used her nails to sink into his face to stop him. He lets go. "Please baby, I just want to make love to you. I just want to make love to my mate."

"You're crazy and don't call me baby! Release me, Sesshomaru."

"I will not, I can't!"

He lifts her and locks the front door. He then takes her to the bedroom. "Sesshomaru, please. I do not want this. Why won't you leave?"

Rin felt like she had nowhere to turn. Sesshomaru was undressing. She sat at the edge of her bed, not able to move. "I must be insane."

"You are not insane, Rin. I treated my mate unfairly. I will make it up to you."

"Mate?" she whispers.

"Yes, mate, Rin."

Rin thought about the conversation she had with Izayoi and Kagome. They briefly spoke about it, but it didn't take a rocket scientist to now put it all together. He would call her this randomly but… "I am your mate?" She shook her head. "That makes matters worse."

"That is why I need to make things right." He hovered over her, making her lay back on the bed. "I will make this up to you."

"Sex doesn't fix the heart."

Sesshomaru ignores her statement and tugs at her collar with his claw.

"Enough is enough, Sesshomaru."

"Stop saying that," he growls. With one slice of his claw, her shirt was off.

Rin felt the cool air. It was happening… again. "This will not bring me happiness."

He once again ignored her. He lifts the bottom of her bra up and takes a breast into her mouth. She was so numb, his touch barely made an effect on her.

As he devours her breast, her thoughts drift off to when she first met Sesshomaru. She should have known then… the red flags… but how could she have known they were fated?

She moaned when Sesshomaru sucked her other breast.

A fool she was… She thought she could make him love her. She pitied him because he sold her a story.

Whatever!

Was he truly afraid of love? Was her love too much to handle?

"Ahhh!" She hadn't realized Sesshomaru moved so fast. His face was between her thighs, tasting her. She was bare.

Was she so lost in her thoughts that she hadn't realized he had undressed her? It was scary to think of how deep of a trance she was in that she hadn't realized his movements.

"I will make you feel good, baby. I will make you come," He said as his lips grazed against her swollen, wet vagina.

Yes, he made her feel good, but forcefully.

He greedily lapped at her pussy, now getting more of a reaction out of her.

Sesshomaru spreads her further apart, burying his face, desperately trying to taste every part of her.

She couldn't help the feelings she felt. "Sesshomaru, please don't! Oh, Gods!"

But he wouldn't stop until she came.

"Please, Sesshomaru." she felt it coming. "I coming.. I coming!" Her chest heaved deeply while coming down from the forced orgasm.

Sesshomaru quickly pulls his pants down and hovers over her. "Come on, baby." He kisses her, but she wouldn't open her mouth for him to taste inside. Since she was resisting, he kisses her on the cheek down to her neck. "You will fill me deeply."

Rin was damn near sobbing. He had her legs pried open wide while his dick pushed inside of her. She punches him. "Why won't you leave me alone?"

"Once you feel me inside, you will change your mind."

He pushes all the way inside, causing Rin to gasp. This didn't feel good. She was no longer eager for his touch. None of this felt pleasurable.

He moves at a steady rhythm. "Doesn't that feel good, baby?"

Not a sound comes from Rin.

"I will make you feel better, watch." He looks between them. "Look Rin."

Rin watched his eyes and follows them to look in between them.

"Look at what I make you do." It was a creamy white liquid all over the shaft of his cock.

Rin rolls her eyes and turns away from him.

Sesshomaru was yet again at her door after the millionth time saying it will be the last time. He was supposed to leave her be. However, he did not know how hard it would be to leave her.

If she wasn't his mate, this would be simple.

She tried to be cordial about it, but that didn't work… nothing worked.

She regrets opening the door.

Like a fiend, he was on her body, stripping her. Kissing, licking, and sucking on every part of her that used to make her cream for him.

Tonight he would finally give in to his youkai and mark her as his.

But she wasn't herself. No matter his strokes or sucking her favorite spot on her neck did not move her. He needed her to feel pleasure. So when it was time to mark her, her pleasure would triple as he sank his fangs into her, pushing his yokai inside her.

Even though this was rejection, he could still smell arousal. So he told himself she truly wanted this. She was telling herself no. Her body spoke another language.

Time and time again, she let him back in.

She became a seductress during her shameless acts, but now she felt pure shame.

He made her feel things she had never experienced before and taught her things she now loved. It no longer felt right. Here he was again, taking her and what felt like begging her… for forgiveness.

If he would have just opened his mouth months prior, then maybe…

He slides out and spreads her open and greedily laps at her pussy. She comes… again… another forced orgasm. She may have felt pleasure, but the aftermath was painful.

Would her life always be this way with him? Will he give her no choice but to be with him?

Her body is lifted and put into a straddling position. She didn't have the energy to stop him. He sheathed himself inside her again.

Rin wouldn't move, so he pushed up from underneath her. "Rin, forgive me."

For a moment, she let him do what he wanted, but her body betrays her once again and her hips move on their own. Her body begged for more, while her mind begged for it to end.

She was in ecstasy for a moment and forgot about everything. She grinds, bounced up and down, and rolled her hips.

"Yes, Rin. Just like that."

She then remembers that this is not the first time he apologized and she let him back in.

He has apologized and made so many promises and she took them back. She had let him get away with so much… and he played her every time.

Rin felt the energy in the room change and she saw him change into something else. His face was now rugged. His eyes were crimson red with teal pupils. She felt sharpness at her hips. His claws were now sharper.

He grinds and thrusts roughly inside her, forcing her to feel more pleasure.

"Urgh! You will be mine, Rin."

Rin was seeing stars as he fucked her in this violent.

Tears fall down her cheeks; he licks them.

Not knowing these tears come from the hate she now has for her demon lover.

He continues to fuck her. Rin could barely get words out, but she knew she had to try.

"Oh! Mate, I will make you mine!" He thrusts after every word. "I… will… mark… you… and… breed… you!" He snarls. "Mine forever mate."

If he would have said those words in the beginning, maybe in a more civilized way, she may have accepted him.

But it was too late.

His thrust slowed when he heard her voice. Did she say what he thought?

She repeats herself. "I hate you."

His face turns back to normal. "What?"

The red string snaps… they were no longer fated to one another.

Rin cried out, "I hate you, now get off of me!"

He panics. "No, Rin, you don't mean that."

Rin growls, "get the hell off of me! I hate you." Sesshomaru finally rises and slowly removes his cock from her warm cavern.

She throws his clothes and any gifts she saw around the room. "You always do this! You apologize for the evil things you say or do to me and then you are calling, texting, at my door begging for forgiveness. I am done with you!"

"No, Rin I cannot. I cannot bear being away from you any longer." He pulls her close. "Be with me, be mine." He tries to kiss her, but she pushes away.

"You reveal to me I am your mate and yet you treat me this way! How backward was that? This is not how you treat a mate. You used me!"

Sesshomaru whines, "I am the fool. I thought I could hold my youkai at bay until I figured out what I really wanted for us."

"I was just collateral damage, your experiment until you figured out what YOU wanted." She pokes his chest hard. "You didn't think twice about how all of this was affecting me. It was all about you. You no longer have to figure out what you want because I am deciding for you. I am done. Get your things and never contact me again."

"Rin."

"Out!" she says pointing to her bedroom door.

Severed.

A/N: almost done with this story ?