Chapter 12 The feelings of being alone
I do not and I repeat I do not own POTC!! ONLY ALANNA!! I WANT JACK!!!!!!!!!
Late that night she heard rustling going throughout her room. Alanna raised her head slowly reached down and picked up a pistol underneath her pillow. You can never be too sure. But before she could even get ready to aim she noticed from the outline it was Jack. Jack began jet walking away down the hall.
Alanna quickly got up and pulled one of Jack large white shirts (Okay I am so pathetic but if you ever seen the video "Everytime" by Brittany Spears where she's running down the hallway crying and stuff like that well I got my idea from that) Alanna ran out of the room to reach Jack to try to reach out to him and make him talk to her.
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
Jack continued running in the direction of the meeting room as he would like to call it where Barbossa was waiting, with map in hand not even noticing that his wife was following right behind him trying to keep up.
At the end of the hallway he reached the door with Alanna only a few inches from his grasp at he shut the door in her face. She stood their silent staring at the wooden door in front of her feeling her heart breaking. She knew that he was falling deeper and deeper in league with Barbossa and knew that if Jack continued falling he would drown. Barbossa had manipulated Jack and was far gone for her to save him. Slowly turning around she walked back into the captains quarters sat on the wooden floor near the bed and cried. She stayed up the entire night her eyes large and puffy, her face red with tearstains. She cried till she could cry no more as memories flooded into her mind.
"What went wrong?", staring at her wedding ring noticing the shine that once resigned in her ring had disappeared. "We were so happy, just living life the way we wanted with each other. I know I always promised myself no matter what I would never give my heart away but I never gave it away, no he stole it and I wouldn't mind if he never gave it back.
Alanna continued thinking remembering one of her most favorite moments when they had stopped in Fiji and how she had to protect her husband noticing all of these women who looked at him in a lustful way but he never noticed them, all he noticed was her and how that funny night occurred.
They had been driven away by a tribe for Jack had angered one of their heathen gods and even though they had made Jack their chief Jack could do no such thing. They ran until they reached the shore falling over in the sand trying to catch their breath, "Darling, as Alanna stood up, next time think before you do something stupid", laughing at her husband as he growled in his direction. She crawled over to him and sat on his stomach.
"There are only two things you must ask Jack; What a man can do and what a man can't do? "And I know for a fact that you can do anything". "Next time something like this occurs remember what I said there are many different choices you can take but you can only take one and that one can make all the difference", staring at Jacks bewildered look. Jack grasped her hips, "When did you become so smart?"
"Me? I was born with intelligence", rolling over looking at the ocean as an idea popped into her head. Grabbing Jacks hand she tried to get him to get up but no such luck he wasn't moving. "Okay fine you big baby", running to the shore as she began peeling her clothes off leaving a trail of clothes from where Jack laid. He sat up his eyes wide as saucers watching his wife dive into the water wearing the same outfit she was wearing when she entered this world. He clasped his hands together, "Thank ye god so very much, it's appreciated", running to the beach while screaming his birthday came early. He ran so fast while trying to get his clothes off that he tripped into the sand rolling the rest of the way down.
Jack after his head stopped spinning got up stumbling while hearing his wife's laughter in the distance echoing in the air at Jack silliness. "That is not silly luv and right now I'm not appreciating being made seen as a jackass", fighting with his shoe, trying to ignore his wife laughter.
Finally getting it off he ran straight forward to catch her. She swam as fast as she could but no luck he caught her easily and dunked her in the water. It turned into a huge dunking war. They both swam back to shore where they laid naked in the warm sand watching the stars and moon in the dark sky.
Jack turned over on his wife as they both began kissing each other with intense hunger. They both pulled apart needing the catch their breath, Jack bending his head near his wife's ear whispering all the naughty things he was going to do to her while his grin grew with every suggestion he made. He raised his head to look at his wife's face and what he saw nearly made him cry. She had fallen asleep just when he was about to make sweet and animalistic love to her.
"No,No,No please darling wake up don't do this to me", moaning and whining. But Alanna was out cold and Jack could literally feel tears in his eyes. "Why god, why did you do this to me? I thought we were mates and you were on my side? Bloody bastard!!!!, screaming at the sky. You could see steam coming out of Jacks ears as he picked up his wife slumping slowly he carried her back to the Black Pearl. Alanna giggled to herself feeling sorry for Jack but remembering how she made it up to him later. Poor man he couldn't move for a few hours.
Alanna began rubbing her arms as if feeling cold and began rubbing her shoulders. She could feel the sensation the tattoo on her hand. Even though the pain had gone away a long time ago. Every night Jack would hold her and rub her tattoo as he stared at his work proudly. As Alanna continued rubbing her shoulder she heard a knock on the door.
"Come in", she sniffed feeling tears ready to come again. There stood Bootstrap noticing Alanna on the floor looking helpless. Bootstrap walked over to her slowly lifting her up and depositing her on the bed and held her as she cried in his shoulder. After a while her sobs turned to whimpers and then it all stopped, she couldn't cry anymore.
She lifted her head from Bootstraps shoulder and looked up to him, "I've lost him, I've lost him forever. He's forgotten me and soon he will not wish to love me any longer", looking in his eyes wanting to so badly to cry. "No Alanna, as he grabbed her hand to comfort her, he could never forget you. "Yer too special". Alanna smiled but it barely showed.
Bootstrap has always been her friend and always will be her friend. It was nice to know that he cared and to be showed affection that she stopped receiving from Jack. "Thanks Bootstrap", as they hugged once more. Bootstrap left leaving her there to lay in her bed and get some sleep. Bootstrap slowly walked down the hall towards the room he knew Barbossa and Jack where discussing. He leaned his head against the door listening in. He could hear yelling going inside and wondered what they were arguing about so heatedly.
"I 'ave to find out fer Alanna's sake, she doesn't deserve this treatment tha Jack's giving her", leaving to go back to his bunk and think about it.
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