Someone guessed right one of my favorite character comes into this chapter. I love her. Anyway here's the story!
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Our Favorite Rendezvous
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Everytime I remember you
I feel that knife twisting inside my heart
It hurts, and it gives me the pleasure I look for
Only you
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I saw her walk towards me, and my heart lurched. She was beautiful. Her dark auburn hair tied in a well-crafted bun, her face chiseled to a fine point. A small delicate nose and eyes so brown, so full of passion and ambition they almost glowed red. The curves of her body were well toned and defined, unmistakable. Full of fashion and grace, she could take your breath away there is only one word to describe a woman of her caliber. Perfect.
Perfection is the most boring thing in the world.
She looked straight at me without wavering, I almost pretended she wasn't there, out of common courtesy I acknowledged her presence before me. She waved the guards away. She smoothed the bottom of her black executive skirt and sat on the chair provided for the visitor on the other side of the glass. She looked me over and I just stared for a good five minutes, And out of nowhere She laughed, it was spiteful, scornful laughter, giggling was more the word. If there were no glass separating us I might have strangled her. She looked back up at me still in fits of laughter.
"Sesshomaru, orange is not your color." She said. She kept laughing, and I was growing impatient. "Look Kagura, if all you came to see me just to ridicule me, I'll just -" That was when I noticed Kagura wasn't laughing anymore. She was crying. Once her facade had dropped and her little episode of bravado was over, she looked up at me, so broken. "I'm sorry." She said. Tears rolled down her right cheek first and then her left. "For what I know, orange isn't really my color." I tried to avoid her by starring at her cream color top to divert from her face, but she glanced up at me and I picked up my face as well. She put on a light smile, tears streaming still. A solid tear dropped on the white surface of the counter in front of her. Her smile faded.
"I'm sorry Sess. For not being good to you, for not being a good wife."
"Kagura-" I began but she cut me off.
"Stop Sess, just let me say it, we needed to face these things a long time a go and now its too late and…"
"Wait no-" I tried to interrupt her again, but with no avail.
"Just let me say it!" She slammed her fists against the white counter. I noticed she still had her wedding ring on. I ran my fingers through my bangs and motioned her to go on silently. No one spoke for a moment and then she did.
"Am I so repulsive to you, that you needed to go to someone else?"
"No Kagura I- " She put her hand against the glass.
"Please just listen. Why? What did I do, where… where did I go wrong..." she hesitated for a moment. "Why didn't things work?" I sighed. "No Sess, don't do that. Why did you marry me? You knew everything and yet you still went through with it. All I wanted was to be free, just a taste, and all you did was tie me down." I looked at the sterility of the white wall next to me.
"Sesshomaru!" She was growing hysterical and making a scene.
"Kagura" I said in a low voice, "You damn well know why I married you and vise versa."
"Didn't you love me?" she looked into my eyes with a fakeness only she contained.
"Don't ask stupid questions, or better yet ask yourself that one. No Kagura I didn't love you and you didn't love Me." she shook her head in denial her tears were now torrents. A lump was forming in my throat as well. "Then why in the world did you marry me!" she yelled. "You knew things were going to be a living hell! Are you that sadistic, does that get you off? When you suffer do you like dragging everyone and everything down with you too!" she was on the verge of what seemed to be a panic attack. The white counter had pathways of freshly fallen tears from an old fallen angel.
"Shut up. No Kagura I'm not sadistic I was just stupid, daddy's little boy, and yet I hated him. I hated you It was his last request that I marry you. Even though he knew too. I figured love was a fools emotion, that real love could be built over time, and that all we needed was time." A sobbing Kagura bent forward clutching her stomach, the lumps in my throat growing in size, wetness lining my eyes. I looked down, her forehead against the white counter.
"You are such a hypocrite Sesshomaru, do tell me if I'm wrong." I didn't see tae sadness anymore, I sensed only pure rage emanating from her.
"No, you're not wrong. I love Rin, and I felt a connection to her ever since the day I met her. But time helped, with time I came to love Rin." Everytime I mentioned Rin's name she flinched so I decided to say it twice.
"You have the gall to say her name in front of me,of all the cheap shit. I tried to be faithful, I really did, but you, you didn't even give me five minutes. You gave that little slut all of you precious fucking time didn't you? So cut the bull shit Sesshomaru, don't you think for a second that when you asked me to marry you, I could have said no. Did that ever occur to you before? Do you honestly think that I would have given a rat's ass about your father and his damn last request! Sesshomaru, no look at me, look. I cared for you, like you never knew!" I stared at her.
"Kagura, now you can cut the shit, because I've thought about that, yes. It would have probably have convinced me that you cared three years ago, when I was stupid, but when I realized what you were, that was it. If you didn't jump on every thing that had a dick and could buy you a chicken salad with a glass of water when you got hungry at a good restaurant, you money chasing whore!" She slammed her fist against the glass in fury. I was angry, fuming. I knew so much about her, more than she knew herself. There was doubt on her face. "I-"
"Don't even say that you did it for attention, or do you forget what it was that you wanted first, my father, Inuyasha, or our money? Don't get me started Kagura, you're a bitch, a lying cheating cunt!" Anger flowed through my veins and I was breathing faster as our argument went on. I was blowing with fury, the satisfaction it gave me to see Kagura's face in those moments, full of anguish and angst. I grabbed the chair I was sitting on and with the adrenaline pumping through my body lifted it and threw it against the plane of glass that separated me and my beloved wife. I heard the guards scrambling towards us from just behind the door of the small stall.
"Just know that Kagura, that I know who you are and what your targets are! What drives you, Everything! You leave Rin alone, she isn't mixed up in this whole thing, if anyone is to blame it's me."
"How is she not involved, she's the woman with whom you're having an affair with! She's not some innocent girl! I brought her into my home, and she fucked me over. If I ever see her I'll make sure you never see her pretty face ever again." She was yelling.
"Don't you dare touch her Kagura!" Just then the Police broke through and began to cuff me. Kagura looked at me in pure and distilled hatred.
"Alright, Sesshomaru, you know me, but I know you as well. And that memory of your father that you hate so much is haunting you, you're always such a hypocrite, just look in the mirror dear husband, and you'll see dear old dad. You've become him, and everything he's done you have done as well. You'll always be daddy's little boy!" The policeman named Sagara pulled me out.
"What!" I tried to fight against the two officers that held me but with no use, the urge to strangle her was immense."You heard me, like father like son!" I heard the sound of heels clicking on the waxed linoleum floor behind me. I didn't know who angered me more, me or her? All I knew was that she was right. I hated her there the most those moments, as I heard her walk away.
My perfect fallen angel.
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I wrote this story while listening to Toi et Moi by Namie Amuro. Toi et Moi means "you and me" in French and I thought it was so ironic, I just enjoyed writing this chapter so much! Oh and also I finished reading Innocent beginnings by Maggz. She was my inspiration, I love that story and I highly recommend it if you are a big Rin/ Sess fan. It used to be on , but it is on and mediaminer if you're interested. I highly recommend reading it, it's great!
That's it for now, roses at all my reviewers, you know who you are, and those who haven't reviewed I want to ask you a small favor! Review!!!!!!!!!!!