Oooh! I love my story!!! I love my muse!!!

Muse- You better. I give you all your good ideas. this is practically my story!

Me-Heh heh! Whatever you say! I wrote it! So there!

Muse- ::picks up a mallet. A large mallet:: oh really? ::smiles evilly::

Me- ::sweatdrops:: Uh heh heh! I was just joking! Yeah! Joking! Now put the mallet down. Nice and easy....no. NO! THATS NOT WHERE I WANT YOU TO PUT IT DOWN!! ::screams hysterically::

Muse- ::hits authoress upside the head with the overly large mallet, all the while laughing evilly::

Later....

Me- ::sits at computer with large bumps on head:: Uh ahem. We will now continue my muse's story!

Muse- Darn right you will. ::grins evilly at authoress while patting overly large mallet.::

Me- ::cough:: My story ::cough::

Muse- What was that??

Me-::sweatdrops:: Oh nothing! yeah, so. ON WITH MY STORY!!! ::runs away, screaming hysterically::

Muse- Come back here!!!! ::pulls out shotgun::

Me- Nooooooo!!! Not the shotgun!!!! Noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

ATTENTION! THIS STORY DOES NOT HAVE A SESS/KAG PAIRING THE PAIRING IS OC/JUROMARU!! WOOHOO! GO JUROMARU!!!!

Disclaimer- I do not own inuyasha! Darn it!!! But I do own Hikari!!! Bwhahahahaha!!!!

"Hi....Hikar....ri?" Juromaru slowly enunciated. Hikari smiled. 'he just said my name like he's never spoke before. who is this guy?'

"Yes my name is Hikari. Your'e Juromaru?"

Juromaru nodded.he could understand what people say most of the time, but he simply never talked. The scientists who worked for Naraku said that he was too stupid to talk, but he was infact, extremely inteligent.

Hikari was a bit afraid of him still. His eyes scared her. They were do full of anger, resentment, and emptiness. A vaguely familiar emptiness, that she has seen before. In the mirror. He was still looking at her like she was prey, or a threat. Yeah now he was looking at her like she's a threat.

She stood, bumping her head on the ceiling. Juromaru jumped away , crouching down and watching her cautiously. As dust settled in her hair, she held her head in pain. Her breath became a hiss of pain ,and she slumped back into a sitting position.

Juromaru crawled forward and reached for her head. She looked up at him in fear and flinched away. 'go away, go way go away, please go away...' she thought over and over in her head, as if to wish him away. She shut her eyes tightly as she trembled uncontrollably in sheer terror.

Juromaru paused. 'She is afraid of me.' he thought. He gently touched her shoulder. And she cringed; shutting her eyes even tighter. He crawled behind her, just staying there for a moment, practically breathing down her neck. She stopped shaking as she felt herself beginning to feel odd, like she wanted him to hold her.

Juromaru sensed how she felt. ' she smells so.......good.' he thought as he leaned towards her. He tentatavely reached out and touched her neck; feeling her warmth and the silky smoothness of her skin. Hikari gasped in suprise, as he pulled her closer to him, tight against his chest. He placed his nose in the crook of her neck.Of course she couldn't help but notice the firmness of the body she was pressed so tightly against. Living in the wild made Juromaru fight to survive. His enclosure was as close to the wild as it could get. Wild animals and all. He attempted to stay out of their way, but they occasionally sought him out. The scientists figured he could use the stimulation.

Juromaru sensed her fear spike as he held her close to him, relishing in her sweet scent. He hated her fear. Hated the fact that she was afraid of him. 'i am a monster.....of course she would fear me.' he remembered sadly.

He knew of fear. He knew all about it. The scientists took him out regularely to poke and prod him, sticking him with dozens of needles.The restrained him with a bed that had straps that held him to it. They even went so far as to stab him in the leg once; to see how he would react and how fast his body would regenerate. He killed the man who performed the deed. He showed no mercy to the monsters in white lab coats. They hurt him. And they instilled a fear in him; a helplessness that he hated.

Hikari could hear her heart rate increase dramaticly as Juromaru reached down and gently kissed her neck. He had never kissed a girl before in his life. He had never even seen a girl before. But he went off his instincts and Hikari deffinately wasn't complaining. He kissed and nuzzled up to her ear; where he whispered,

"Hikari." hikari snapped out of the pleasureable fog she was in.

"Hmmm?"

"Why do you fear me?" he asked curiously. Hikari bristled.

"I don't fear you!!" she snapped. Juromaru growled against her neck and tightened his hold on her till she could hardly breathe.

"Do not lie to me. I can smell your fear." he told her gently. Hikari deflated a little.

"You remind me of.......someone. Someone who hurt me. All men remind me of him." Juromaru growled again.

"This man....hurt you? How?" Hikari averted her eyes,

"I don't really want to talk about it." she said in a small voice. She looked sideways at juromaru. the look on his face was one of curiousity and concern. 'i can't tell him. i dont even know who this is!'

Juromaru wanted to touch her; to run his claws through her silky hair. But she was afraid of him and he didn't want her to fear him more. He looked at the creamy, pale skin of her neck. The urge to touch her was becoming unbearable.

Hikaru could tell that he was having trouble keeping himself under control. She saw his hand twitch towards her.

"Juromaru..." she whispered softly. He snapped. He placed his hands on her stomach and slid them up her waist; while he kissed her neck in increased excitement. Hikari, unable to contain her own emotions, moaned deep in her throat. She tilted her head back as his lips moved to her jawline. A welcome warmth was pooling in her stomach from his ministrations. Juromaru moved around to kneel infront of her; keeping contact. Hikari leaned into him; clutching his haori. He kissed the side of her mouth. Hikari groaned in frustration and captured his silky lips with her own.

Juromaru gasped in suprise at her actions. She smiled at his innocence and decided to instruct him in the way of kissing. She traced his lips with her tongue and he opened his mouth deepening the kiss. She sought out his tongue and engaged in a feirce battle. Juromaru entwined his fingers in her hair; Hikari had her arms around his neck, sifting through his own hair. He lay her down on the floor of the cave.

He was kissing her franticly, and she was returning his kiss. He molded his body to hers. She could feel him through her clothes, something hard against her thigh.

She hesitated. 'No! I cannot allow myself to let this happen again!! did i learn nothing from ....him?' she forced herself to bring up painful memories to stay strong.

Awful memories. Images flashed through her mind. Her smiling......playing, touching...in a bed... with him. His touch suddenly turning hurtful.. Stroking her soft, delicate skin with his rough hands......her screams.....as he pierced her womanhood.......and continued hurting her.....he tortured her.....thrusting into her as her body convulsed in pain.......god, the pain.....she didn't want this........he made lewd remarks about her body....he mocked her and her weakness.....then he left her. Her broken body......her very core shattered. That was the day she died. She hid herself from the world. She hid her shame. And now......it was going to happen all over again.

"No!!!" she broke away from him. He hesitated for a moment, then he leaned down to kiss her again. "Please don't touch me." she whispered.

Juromaru backed away from her. He didn't know why this hikari had told him not to touch her. He liked touching her. He wasn't accustomed to other peoples reactions, but he knew that she had somehow rejected him. And he didn't know why, but it hurt. He walked out of his cave;leaving hikari there alone.

She got up and walked to the opening of the cave. 'i need to know where i am. i have to leave while he is gone.' she walked out. suddenly she became paranoid, she felt fear. She darted into the bushes.

Inside the bush she attempted to still her pounding heart. She felt foolish now. 'no one was there. why do i always have to be so weak?' she grumbled as she crawled out of the bush. she picked a direction and walked, hoping to come upon the place where she was first placed. She walked determined to find what all this was about. She didn't even notice the blades of grass as they grabbed onto her skin and slid across, leaving thin trails of blood. She felt nothing.

Juromaru had seen hikari as she dove into the bushes. He was confused by her actions, and decided to follow her and make sure she didn't get hurt. He slowly followed, keeping a good ways back jumping from tree to tree.

As hikari came into the clearing she immediately saw the door.'what am i in!? a cage?!' she ran to it and tried to open it. No such luck. She pounded on it with her hands; drawing the attention of several scientists who ran to see what the noise was. They stood outside the door(wich is see through) with clipboards in their hands taking notes. Suddenly the crowd of scientists parted and 'he' came walking up to her.

"You !! let me out now!!" she yelled.

"Sorry babe, no can do. Orders from naraku to keep you in there. tough luck , huh?"

"let me ou! why are you keeping me in here?!?!" she demanded.

"Well. Naraku wanted to see how his litle 'experiment' would react to a woman in his habitat. we figured he would eat you," a look of horror crossed hikari's face,"but you seem alive enough. So now the talk is that he will most likely rape you or something; animal that he is. And i must say, that will be interesting to watch, now wouldn't it?" he mocked her.

Plainly speaking, she went crazy. She began pounding on the door with renewed gusto. Her screams of rage could be heard echoing. She punched and hit the door with such force, that some of the scientists backed away from the door. Kouga stood there smiling at her 'spunk.'

Blood became smeared on the door and still she pounded against it, her knuckles and fingers were raw and bleeding profusely now. She paid no mind. She knew she would feel it later, but at this very moment she didn't care. She wanted out. She wanted to hurt him. The one that brought her here. He was laughing at her!

Juromaru was observing her crazy actions from high in a tree. He frowned. She was hurting herself. He winced as she threw a particularely hard punch, and blood splattered across the door. Juomaru decide that he would have to risk the scientists seeing him. He had to get her. She was going crazy. Using his lightning speed, he jumped down from the tree and ran to Hikari.

Hikari was enraged. All her feelings of hurt and weakness were doubled as she screamed and wailed at the door. She couldn't even see that man anymore, the door was covered in her blood. It was splattered all over her. A few of her knuckles were probably broken. She suddenly felt herself being grabed around the waist and dragged backwards. She knew who it was.

"Put me down, juromaru!!! let me go back!!"

"No." he said as he bounded through the grass, back to the cave; kicking and screaming.

They got there and he put her down . She tried to run out of the cave. He restrained her the only way he could think of . He shoved her on to his bed and sat on her stomach, straddling her.

It deffinately had the desired affect. She stopped moving. She nearly stopped breathing. 'Breathe....ignore the gorgueus creature sitting on top of you....breathe.....'

tell me how good it was!!!!!

-AngelsTears15