Omega Weapon: Sorry it took so long, hope u like it.
The Chi-Chi Slaughter House: :cries: Yes I know, :pouts: no evilness. :grins: I'll make sure Vege protects Goku though, never fear.
kit-kit: Um, wow. :grins: U have a ton of really good ideas, do u write? :chuckles: If I used all yur stuff this would end up being longer then I could handle. :sighs: Plus I promised TCCSH :points to reviewer above: I would make this happy. Though there will be rape of course, had to get that in there.
harukatenohu: I'm glad u like, sorry for the long wait, I got in trouble! :cries: And I just realized I didn't underline yur name in the review corner thing before, I'm sorry!
Moonlight-6056: :grins: I can't wait either, I find out as I'm writing since I have nothing planned for this fic.
mkh2: Very good guess! I luv it when peoples guess in their reviews, plus yur right, well I think u r unless I changed it. (::) Have a cookie :chuckles:
animeprincess1452: I just had to have some type of evilness for a while before I twisted this thing into oblivion. I think I should kill Chi-Chi just for fun though.
Azure Ocelot: :grins: Don't worry, Goku won't be dying anytime soon, I'm not allowed to kill him. Luv the name by the way.
"Kakarot." Vegeta murmured with regret.
The confused Saiyan frowned up at him from his sprawled position on the cool ground.
"Why Vegeta?" Tears shone within Goku's eyes.
Vegeta turned away from the hurt masking Goku's features, never had he wanted the younger to deal with this kind of pain.
"Fate." He shrugged.
Dark orbs narrowed angrily through their tears. "Fate?" Goku growled. "You call this fate?"
Vegeta scowled. "What else is there to say Kakarot?" He demanded. "I hope you feel better, get well soon?! There is nothing for me to say, nothing that will make this better!"
Goku raised his chin stubbornly. "What he said, was it all true?"
Vegeta sighed and nodded. "Everything he said was true Kakarot."
"Even the fact that you love me?"
Vegeta's eyes widened, he had forgotten about that little revelation. He quickly turned to his fellow Saiyan's face and was shocked to see something akin to hope reflecting in the teary face.
"I never-" He began to deny.
"Liar." Goku hissed.
He lunged at the startled man and pulled him down to the floor beneath him. Goku rested his head on Vegeta's heaving chest and the older Saiyan found himself purring unwilling to sooth the younger, yet taller man. His arms linked together to embrace the other in their warmth.
Goku smiled gently and nuzzled the rumbling area before him. "I'm scared Vegeta." He whispered softly.
Vegeta clenched his eyes shut, he couldn't get close to Kakarot, there was too much pain involved.
"Kakarot." He murmured.
Goku shook his head. "Don't tell me no Vegeta." A whimper escaped his trembling lips. "I just want to stay here for a moment longer."
Vegeta nodded silently. "You have right to be frightened Kakarot, you know that I must kill you." He informed.
The body within his arms stiffened and Vegeta felt his heart drop.
"Why?"
"Didn't you hear him Kakarot? He plans on killing you anyway!" Vegeta shook his head. "I would rather you die by my hand then by that monster."
"So you do have feelings for me." Goku locked eyes.
"Kakarot, why must you-"
His words were silenced as soft lips descended upon his own. He moaned despite himself as Goku's tongue caressed his lips, gently yet firmly demanded access. He readily agreed and barred his mouth to the innocent Saiyan's ministrations.
Goku slowly brought his hand up to Vegeta's face and brushed gentle fingers against the smooth skin beneath them. The kiss was broken when they both felt their lungs catch fire.
Vegeta panted as he stared at the floor. Why? How? He couldn't focus his thoughts.
"I really like you too Vegeta." Goku whispered.
Vegeta's head shot up and he stared incredulously at the figure before him. The first time he had met Kakarot came to mind and he frowned.
"Why?"
Goku looked at him with a confused frown marring his child-like face. "What do you mean?"
"Why do you have feelings for me, all I have been to you is cruel, never have I shown you mercy or compassion." Vegeta said angrily.
Goku smiled gently and nodded. "The first time we met Vegeta, my feelings were realized."
Vegeta frowned. "Nappa?" He referred to his past companion and the first time he had met "Goku".
Goku shook his head. "Before him." His gaze bore into Vegeta's soul. "We were meant to be together Vegeta, don't you remember, that day on Vegetasai."
Vegeta's mouth gaped open in shock. "H-how do you remember that day? You were too young to be aware of things such as that!"
"We were bonded that day Vegeta, our souls found each other." He laughed lightly. "You obviously believe in fate." He said referring to their earlier words. "Why can't you believe this?"
Vegeta struggled for words. "I can't, not with you." He attempted to pull away from the embrace they had wrapped themselves in.
Goku squeezed his body desperately. "Don't leave me!" He cried.
Vegeta froze. "Kakarot."
"Please, he'll come back if you leave me alone." Tears brimmed in his dark orbs.
Vegeta frowned, he didn't want Kakarot to suffer more then he had to. "I'll stay with you Kakarot, but don't get any ideas." He warned.
Goku nodded hurriedly. "Thank you Vegeta."
Vegeta nodded and found himself stroking Goku's head, brushing his fingers through the wild mass of black. "Tell me what happened Kakarot." He said gently.
Goku tensed yet continued to allow Vegeta to hold him. "I was at home." He murmured.
"I know that baka." Vegeta gently thumped his head. "Tell me what happened to bring about this change."
"I remember ChiChi was yelling at me for something, she hit me like she always does and then I got mad." Goku shook his head. "Everything turned red and it was like a switch was turned on inside of me, I wanted blood."
"Was anyone hurt?" Vegeta questioned.
"I knew you would not be happy with me, and my blood called for you, I needed you." Goku replied with a small frown.
"Hn, it seems you got a taste of your Saiyan side." Vegeta smirked. "Since we share a small bond our souls long for each other."
Goku sighed. "I miss the old ways." He murmured softly.
Vegeta was surprised by his words. "Kakarot, do you remember our customs?" He questioned.
A morbid chuckle bubbled in Goku's chest. "Frieza awakened my memories when he decided to take over my body."
"So you witnessed everything that bastard had to say." Vegeta said flatly.
The tall man nodded. "I could see and hear everything, but I couldn't move. I wanted to protect you from the evil he was forcing me to say." Goku spoke truthfully.
"If you heard everything as you claim, why do you remain here?" Vegeta demanded in disgust. "He will return and you will have no control."
The earth's savior smiled softly. "I trust you Vegeta."
Vegeta blinked in surprise.
"I know you will protect me." Goku winked. "And I'll make sure you don't leave me like last time."
A picture of their first meeting formed in Vegeta's mind and he looked down at Goku in surprise.
"All this time you have known about our bond?" He felt his heart squeezing in pain.
"Is it important Vegeta, we've found each other now." Goku soothed.
Vegeta shook his head. "From the moment we met I've known it was you, despite that stupid name you've adopted and the memories you lost, I knew you were my Kakarot. I want to know how long you've made me suffer in vain."
Goku bowed his head. "When I first saw you, I felt something, but it wasn't clear." He admitted. "There was this immense feeling of pain and mourning washing over me."
"I knew at that moment you were lost to me." Vegeta replied.
"I'm here now." Goku said firmly.
Vegeta smiled sadly. "But you're not."
"What are you talking about Vegeta?" Goku frowned lightly.
Vegeta roughly pulled away from the man, his enemy. "You have never been with me, look at our lives, look at the situation we are in now!"
"Vegeta, I love you." Goku growled lowly.
"You say that despite the fact that you have two children by that human woman."
"You have no room to talk! What is Trunks to you, nothing?!" Goku snarled in return.
Vegeta smirked. "You're gone Kakarot."
Goku scowled. "Wha-"
"You were never here were you?!" Vegeta roared. "You fucking bastard, stop these games!"
Silence.
A cold grin slowly found its way onto Goku's face. "Very good monkey boy."
Vegeta laughed in a tired manner. "You'll never let me be, will you."
He could almost see Frieza smirking at him, the picture was so vivid he shivered with coldness. Goku's eyes held an evilness no one could hope to achieve.
"Did you really think I would allow my hold on this creature to go after I've waited so long to gain control? No Vegeta, he is mine, through and through."
"Then why the hell do you need me?" Vegeta asked brokenly.
A dark chuckle filled the room. "Because I love you." He replied with a mocking sneer.
"Shut up." The true Saiyan hissed in anger.
Goku moved forward. "But why my Prince? Did you not tell me you love me?" He pouted slightly.
Vegeta scowled in disgust, it repulsed him that such a creature was residing in the mind of Kakarot.
"I don't want anything to do with you!" He gripped his head in pain as he screamed.
"You're broken." Frieza grinned evilly.
Vegeta glanced up dully toward his enemy. "What?"
Goku's body slid forward sensuously. "You've given up haven't you, I never thought it would be so simple to break you my pet." He shook his head.
Vegeta backed away slowly, a wary look gracing his features. "Stay away from me you bastard." He hissed.
Goku's eyes flashed. "I think not." He grinned, licking his lips.
Vegeta's eyes widened as he found himself pressed tightly against the wall, Kakarot hovering dangerously close. His eyes darted toward an escape route but found none.
Goku's eyes were half-lidded as he grinned.
"I think it's time for that fun I mentioned earlier."
Vegeta stiffened in fear as flashes from his past were relived. Cold dread washed over him and Goku moved forward.
Please Kakarot. Vegeta clenched his eyes shut against the terrifying images.
Rough fingers took hold of his head and he was forced into a lustful kiss.
Save me.
Author: Um, yeah, I was on restriction from my comp for the past 2 weeks so I couldn't update. :cries: I'm so sorry u had to wait forever! Next chap is a rape scene, or I could just skip it :grins: u tell me. Remember peoples, I don't know where this is going, so don't hate me if it turns out weird. Review please. Ja ne.
-Red