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Decisions and Changes

Chapter 1: Lorelai didn't have an abortion

She just turned around and walked away. She didn't bother to answer him. It was just enough; she didn't want him to get into her life like an intruder, telling her what to and what not to do.

But he was the father of her baby. He would be around either way. She smiled ironically, well, he wouldn't have to be around if she accepted his solution. But she never would.

She would never kill her baby. That's what an abortion was. She knew that tons of girls in her same situation would have one. But it would never be her case.

What about her mother? If she had liked that solution, Rory wouldn't be there, walking home, worried. No She would never do it. If Lorelai didn't do it... Why should Rory?

Wait! Lorelai! What would she think? She would be disappointed, even angry with her. She didn't want to tell her. She wasn't going to ran away, like her mother did, maybe she would accept Dean's proposal.

No, she wouldn't. She wasn't going to marry him just for the baby. They didn't love each other anymore; there was no reason to get married but the baby. And what about college? She wanted to go to college; if she married Dean it would be impossible to manage everything.

She had her baby though. Maybe it was going to be too hard to go to college AND take care of the baby. Maybe she would have to quit college. No she wouldn't do that. Well, she could handle it. If Lorelai could, why wouldn't she?