A/N: another sad ficcie.... a songficcie actually..... drop a review after u finish readin' it, but be warned it's sad.....
Unlove Me
"Not again," I whispered into the night, "Don't leave me again."
"I must," he murmured in response.
"You said you loved me," I protested, fighting the tears.
"Things change," was his only response before he took off into the night.
"No, you hold my heart, come back....." I begged as he walked away from her.
Unloose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
Unlive the night you kissed and hugged me
Undream the dreams that we both shared
Unfeel the feeling that you cared
Before you leave me,
Please unlove me
"Kenshin no!" I cried, falling to my knees on the dirt road, "Noo, no, no! I gave everything to you! If you're going to leave, than at least give me back my heart..... Take away all the love you planted in me....."
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Let me go back to the way I was
Before we met
"It hurts, please, it hurts," I pleaded. It hurt so goddamn much. He didn't even leave me with anything. I wanted him to take all the love with him, not leave it here so that it was something that could hurt me. I remembered how I was before I met him. I was alone, but I wasn't sad. Not the way I am now......
Back to the days when I was strong
When it wasn't sad to be alone
When I was happy go lucky
And I didn't know how good it felt
To hold you and feel my heart melt
Show a little mercy and unlove me
I remembered when he told me. I was estatic, and he showed me what belonging was truly about. He said he claimed me and no one else could love me the way he could, but now it was he who was breaking my heart. Before I met him, I was so happy. So happy even though I was alone. I was training at other dojo's, eating my horrible meals, and I had myself. I never once had felt a pain that matched, or even came close to what I was feeling now. I remember being in his arms, holding him close, telling him to stay with me. Not to leave me. I wish that it were still that way. When nothing was truly wrong, when all was right, and I did want the love.
Unlove me
Untie all the strings
Between your heart and mine
Unlove me
But do it real slow
So I don't have to lose you all at one time
Why did you just up and leave? I don't understand, and I never will. Instead of slowly losing your affections, I had them ripped out from under me. It sent shockwaves through my body and I was rooted to the spot, hoping that it was just a bad dream, that I would wake up next to you and all would be alright. But it wasn't and I woke up sad, cold, and alone. I want to forget you, forget everything we built together. Everything.
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Unlove me
Let me go back to the way I was
Before we met
Unloose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
Before you leave me,
Please
Unlove me
"Kenshin," I whispered one more time for good measure, making sure that he wouldn't come back and say it was all a cruel joke that he and Sano had come up with. When he didn't come back, I dunno, I shattered. I fell to the ground, the tears falling faster than I could even count. I crumpled and didn't want to move until he came and moved me. In other words, I wanted the impossible.
Show a little mercy,
And unlove me
"Unlove me, Kenshin," I whispered one more time.
Owari