Chapter 5- Old Voices
I bet you guys are thinking oh my gosh Manny why did you do that your so bad. Give me some slack I mean hey I'm Manny what else would you expect an angel do you really think that once I got Jay alone I was just going to let him go hell no. I know I said I was going to be little red riding hood and do volunteer work and plant stuff and you know the whole cheesy thing but it's hard to break out of old habbits including old bad habbits. I mean I'm sure you guys would have done it to if the guy that you had a crush on was alone with you in a car. I mean if Alyssa can't give him what he wanted so why can't I. I'm only helping him out. Anyway I felt so blessed and happy after that night.
I was alone at home. Emma was doing a photoshoot, the kids where at school and JT was off shooting his sitcom. I was watching TV when the door bell rang. I walked up to the door and opend it.
"Manny all I've been thinking about was you I can't get you off my mind." Jay said
"What do you mean?" I asked
"The other day I felt something, I don't know what it was but it was something" he said walking in
"Well I try" I said
"See thats the thing about you, your so happy and bubbly an funny all the time. I mean your nice and sweet and something I have never expirenced in a girl before." he said
"Thankyou thats very flatiring..but I'm not all that great" I said smiling
"Your right..your perfect." Jay said "I want you Manny Santos" he said
"It's Nelson...Manny Nelson" I said
"Whatever your last name is I still want you I want you really bad." He said and he swooped me up.
We went up to my room. I felt so alive again it was even better then the other night. I don't know what I do to get guys to like me so much but I like it..I like it alot.
"Jay you know that after Alyssa has her baby we have to stop." I said It pained me to say it
"Why do we have to stop?" he asked
"Because you will have a wife and 2 kids." I said
"Forget Alyssa...I want to marry you so we can start our own family." he said
"Jay thats the thing..I need you to go back to your wife and kids. because after Craig I am way to scared to have a stable relationship..it just wouldn't work out." I said
"Oh" Jay said "I understand"
"Good" I said "So lets have fun while it lasts."
"I love you Manny" Jay said
"Excause me" I said
"I said I love you Manny" he said
"Ok thankyou?" I said
What else was I supposed to say I mean I have a crush on the guy I don't love him.
The phone started ringing.
"Hello" I said
"Manny?" a voice said
"Craig?" I whisperd