A/n: Yay!!! Chapter 5! I am so happy (( Anyways this one is about Alicia
and pregnancy. This is the first one in full single character POV. Also
there is some religious reference in here, as this was written by a
Christian artist. Anyways, keep an eye out, I will try to upload more this
week.
Disclaimer: Okay, all together class. What don't I own? Class: I don't own
School of Rock or Irene by Tobymac. Teacher Lady only owns lint. Okay you
heard the kids, I don't own nothing(except maybe some lint). So please
don't sue okay?
On with the chapter
Chapter 5- Alicia
(Alicia)
My parents freaked out when they heard I was pregnant. They said I was on
my own, that I got myself into this. I didn't care then, but nine months
later when Anicka was born, I really needed help.
Last night you had a dream you was the homecoming queen
Today you're 18, happy birthday Irene
Quit school you had to drop out to raise your little child
Doesn't seem to be anyone around
You've got to reach up to touch rock bottom
The powers that be keep you downtrodden
Daughter of Zion, I heard you prayer
Just cast your cares and please beware of snakes
They come in all shapes and sizes
Tempt you, put scales on your eye lids
Don't waste your sorrows
They'll give you strength tomorrow...tomorrow
Your Calvary's about to come so
Keep your head up, don't you ever let up
This storm will pass you'll be ready for the next one
(Alicia)
Yeah. My eighteenth birthday. Two weeks before Anicka's first birthday. Two
and a half weeks away from my senior prom. Three and a half weeks away from
my grade 12 grad. One month before School of Rock tours. How much of that
am I gonna miss? Most of it. Does it matter? Not to me.
Hey little girl with the pressures of the world on you shoulders
Don't say that it's over
I heard your prayers, just cast your cares
And I'll be there so don't you fear
Hush little baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be alright
The Lord's gonna answer your prayer tonight
I'm not gonna give up though. Anicka wouldn't want me to, heck even her
fucking lowlife father wouldn't want me to. I got eighteen years to watch
Anicka grow up. I know that God's watching us and will protect us.
Everything will be fine.
Irene, I carried you when you was to weak to walk
I took to you when you gave your heart to God
Faithful and true, that's what I'll always be to you
Believe in you, believe in Me and these mountains have to
move
You have dreams and aspirations
I knew you before Creation
Your foundation's solid
I will build you a palace, restore your soul
You'll be up for any challange
Many storms are on the way; better sharpen your faith
Count the cost, take up your Cross
And wear it everyday
Rest in me and I will give you strength
Blessed is she, Irene, who seeks my face
Everything that has happened must have a reason. I'm not gonna let anything
stop me. My faith is stronger than anything. God will take care of us.
Nothing will stand in my way. Anicka, mommy will always be here. Always.
Hey little girl with the pressures of the world on your shoulders
Don't say that it's over
I heard your prayers, just cast your cares
Hush little baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be all right
The Lord's gonna answer your prayer tonight
I will trust God. It's not going to end right here or right now. I want to
watch Anicka grow up. Go to kindergarten, have friends, a boyfriend, go to
prom and even graduate grade 12. She's my daughter and I love her. I don't
care about her father. The only father she should care about is god.
Everything's gonna be all right
Be all right
(Yeah)Father I'm stronger I say
Father I'm stronger I say
Father I'm stronger
than when I first believed yeah
Father I'm stronger I say
than when I first believed yeah
I am stronger than I've ever been. Everything will be fine in the end. I
will never doubt again. Never again.
I say hey little girl with the pressures of the world on her shoulders
Don't say that it's over
I heard your prayers, just cast your cares
And I'll be there, so don't you fear
Hush little baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be alright
The Lord's gonna answer your prayer tonight
Hush little baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be alright
The Lords gonna answer your prayer
A/n: And now for my thank you:
Swimmerkitti: You are like the most faithful reviewer. Thanks A Bunch!!
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(Notice the last few were from Joey Gaydos' forum)
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