Chapter 9- Emma Knows

Craig and I got married onValentines day the next year. It was a big wedding someting I've always wanted. It was outside on the beach in Hawii. I had Angel my baby girl before the wedding though. Craig and I were happy and in love. Now I wonder if I hadn't have killed Ashley. Would I have been happy with Craig, would he have come to his senses that he loved me and only me. You know I started to feel guilty about Ashley's death. But ifGod wanted her to die then thats why she died because I mean God could have saved her. It was her time, all I did was help her. I know I am sounding like such a bitch. Craig and I were watching a movie on the couch when the phone rang.

"I'll get it" I said getting off of the couch

"I'm going to miss you" he said

"Craig I'm only going to grab the phone." I said

"I know but I love you and a second away from you seems like an eternity." he said

"Oh, babby thats sweet but I'll be back." I said and I blew him a kiss

I guess Destiny grabbed the phone before me

"Mommy, mommy it's uncle Jay" she said

"Ok" I said I got the phone from her

"Hello" I said

"Manny" he said he seemed really nervouse.

"Jay whats wrong why do you seem so scared, what is Alex pregnant, are you getting a divorce whats wrong?" I asked

"Manny, Emma knows." he said

I walked out of the living room and into the kitchen

"Emma knows what?" I asked

"She knows about Alyssa" he said "About how Alyssa died"

I dropped the phone & then I picked it up

"Manny is everything ok?" Craig asked

"Yeah, the phone slipped from my hand." I said "Excasue me, Jay did you just say that Emma knows, how did she find out?"

"I accedentily slipped when we were talking on the phone just now." he said "She said she's coming to get you."

"Jay." I said "How the hell did you get on that subject"

"It was an accedint we were thinking of how Alyssa would have been so suprised to have had a premature baby and I accedintly slipped."

"Jay..did you say she said she was coming to get me?" I asked

"Yeah she should be there any.."

Someone started knocking on the door

"Manny" Emma yelld "Manny I know your home you better open this door now."

"Shit" I said and I hung up the phone.