A/n: Hey Hey! It's me again, your friendly neighborhood FanFiction author!
Anyways we are nearing the end of this one (sad I know). But there are
still ten chapters to go...... This chapter is in full Dewey POV. Anyways
without further ado, I present you with chapter 11 of Something Beautiful:
Help Me.

Disclaimer: I got let's see...... ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!! Hahahaha!

Chapter 10: Help Me

I wish I could define
All the thoughts that crossed my mind
They seem too big for me to choose
I don't know which ones to use
When I'm falling down so far
I think I'll never see your light
Bouncing off of me
Shining down here from your eyes


I don't know what to do; no body can tell me what to choose. What do I do?
Leave the kids for a TV career or stay with them? Letting them have a
chance at stardom or keeping to the garage. Where's the light at the end of
the tunnel when you need it?

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here


Nobody told me that my streaking would make me famous. Hell, I didn't even know that a drunk streaker could be made famous! Wait, Dewey stop. You're sidetracking again. You need to figure out what to do. The band or TV? TVor Band? Can anyone tell me what I should do? Anyone at all?

It's like I got the signals crossed
With messages I can't decode
Half asleep, never wide awake
And I'm in complete overload
I got so much information here
And nothing I can really grasp
I should know the truth
But I'm too afraid so I have to ask


I haven't even told the band that I was offered a job on TV. What are they
gonna say? Oh great. Another thing to worry about. Isn't anyone out there
willing to help? Anyone? Maybe Rosalie will.

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here


Well Ros' advice helped a little. She told me that I should follow what my
heart says. Right now my heart is telling me to stay here with the band.

Wanna love you
More than anything
I need you
In my every dream, you're there for me
Do you love me?
Oh, I am no angel
Just an ordinary man

I love the band. I love those kids more than life itself. Freddy, Lawrence,
Katie, Summer, Zack, Gordon, Frankie, Billy and hell even Michelle and
Eleni. Without them, my life wouldn't be the same. It'd be one big
meaningless pit. A pit without a bottom.

Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why you're such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain, baby
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know (gotta know, oh)


But if I took the TV position, I'd get paid a lot more. I'd also get to
spend a lot more time with Ros. I would see my name in lights, maybe even
get a star on the walk of fame...... the possibilities are endless.

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here


I've lived here for practically forever. My roots are here. My home, my
friends and my family is here. The band is my family and without me who
knows what could happen. I wouldn't leave Ros, so why should I leave my
family. I think I made up my mind.

Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why you're such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain, baby
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know
I think I am staying here permanently.


A/n: YaY! Another chapter down the drain lol. I will try to post chapter 12
ASAP!
Peace Out,
Nicki