A/n: Hey guys! I'm back with a new chapter! This chapter is called This Evil World and it's in full Tomika POV with some minor POV changes. Anyways I will be gone tomorrow until probably Monday but if I can get on I will update again this weekend. Or if your lucky, later today.

Disclaimer: Let's look at the contents of my pockets. Penny, pen, lip gloss, kitchen sink (lol) and look lint! (no surprise there). What I don't see: A deed telling me I own School of Rock or This Evil World by GOB.

On with the chapter!

Chapter 12: This Evil World

This evil world
Is punishing you from the things that you say
You carry your weight
But I
I don't know it's about you
All the time
It's easy to fall
Well you're going up and they're pulling you down
They would get you down
But you're
You're constantly fighting, anyhow
You're sold so quickly
You drop to your knees to be part of the scene
You know what I mean and I'm
I'm trying to keep you grounded

To: The Band Nobody told me when I was younger that being different was a bad thing. Hell, if I knew it then I could've stopped myself from being this way now. I'm fat, ugly and depressed. Yes, you heard me right. I said depressed. Nobody likes me; it's all just an act.

Where are you?
Where are you now?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
What have you done?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
Where are you now?

Words can't describe how I feel. No matter what anyone says to me, I don't listen. I don't belong here. I have never belonged here. The only place I belong is the place where I am dead. I'm slowly slipping away.

One day you'll be found
Crawling around with a knife in your back
Someone keeps track and you
You were only human
But now you're square
You're life's so empty
You throw a fit if you don't get you're way
You're going insane and I'm
I'm right here to watch it go down

I have always been an outcast in the band. I'm not strong willed like Freddy. I'm not cute and popular like Michelle and Eleni. I'm not a kick- ass guitarist like Zack. I'm like no one in the band. Not even Dewey is like me. I'm fat and ugly and I have no real friends.

Where are you?
Where are you now?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
What have you done?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
Where are you now?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
What have you done?
You're slowly slipping away
Away

I'm slipping away. I'm ready to die. Nothing is here that can keep me alive. Nothing and no one will stop me. I don't want to be here any more and I wont be here anymore. These are my last words.

Don't act so surprised
You pay for your sins and you tested your fate
Now it's too late
Objection overruled

Summer- You was always a little bossy but you had a good heart.
Katie- Hell, if Freddy had been a girl, you'd be a carbon copy of him.
Michelle- Popularity isn't everything.
Eleni- Ditto. The same thing I said for Michelle.
Marta- Keep on rocking in the free world
Alicia- At times, you need to chill the attitude factor.
Freddy- Keep on spazzing, Spazzy.
Zack- You are one kick ass guitarist.
Lawrence- Keep your chin up. Your day will come.
Dewey- Never let the man take you down.

I know you guys may not have liked me but those are my words of wisdom for you. Remember me always.

Tomika Lynne

Where are you?
Where are you now?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
What have you done?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
Where are you now?
You're slowly slipping away
Where are you?
What have you done?
You're slowly slipping away

(regular) And with that Tomika Lynne was gone.

A/n: And now for some new thank you's!

(Joey's Forum)
WhiteLie (I know who you are hahahaha)-Authors Note
MarissaLesPaulGibson (w0ot) -Authors Note
MarissaLesPaulGibson (thank you!) -Chapter 7
MarissaLesPaulGibson (lol) –Chapter 8
GibsonGirl03 (I live for weirdum) –Chapter 8
guitarbabi xo (thank you, ah thank you) –Chapter 9
guitarbabi xo (Only review in Joeys forum this chapter again) –Chapter 10 MarissaLesPaulGibson (I'm glad you enjoyed it) –Chapter 11

(Kevin's Forum)
KelsoRocks (I know who you are hahahaha) -Authors Note
KirstinRockNRoll (Thank you!) –Chapter 7
KelsoRocks (maybe next time) –Chapter 7
KelsoRocks (That's why I don't like writing when Andrew is over) –Chapter 8
StarAngel (I live to make people laugh) –Chapter 8
KelsoRocks (I love Lawrence) –Chapter 9
KirstinRockNRoll (I know, poor Lawrence) –Chapter 9
StarAngel (I'm writing, I'm writing) –Chapter 9
PinkStarGaydos (I know who you are hahahaha) –Chapter 10
KelsoRocks (I'm writing as I type this) –Chapter 10
KelsoRocks (chapter 13 is dedicated just for you) –Chapter 11
rockstarxo (You wont have to wait too much longer) –Chapter 11

(FanFiction)
Swimmerkitti (maybe next time) –Chapter 7
kittygal-meow (there might be another FK one) –Chapter 7
kittygal-meow (Its all about Freddy) –Chapter 8
Swimmerkitti (thank you, thank you) –Chapter 8
bLuEhEaVeN7 (some are harder to write than others) –Chapter 8
Swimmerkitti (that was my favorite line too) –Chapter 9
curliegurlie687 (I live to write for you guys) –Chapter 9
kittygal-meow (I've said it before, I hated this chapter) –Chapter 9
bLuEhEaVeN7 (I live to write weird things) –Chapter 9
kittygal-meow (I cant help you there) –Chapter 9/10
Swimmerkitti (Unusual is my middle name) –Chapter 10
princess-bella (yet again. I live to be unusual.)
Swimmerkitti (Since you review so much chapter 14 is for you) –Chapter 11
kittygal-meow (glad you enjoy them) –Chapter 11

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Nicki