Hmmmmm.. thank you very much to my reviewers you make me want to cry for some reason. You might see at the end of the chapter where I will put some reviews on. Ok this chappie has some parts of Michelle Branch's Everywhere even though it doesn't really suit the parts of this chap. On with the story!

Chapter 4

Everywhere

Starfire and Speedy had been dating 2 weeks they were tight and like a real couple but lately Starfire had been getting these thoughts and most of the time she saw Robin instead of Speedy. Whenever she slept her dreams would dream of Robin. Whenever Speedy kissed her she would think that Robin was kissing her. She wondered how she could get this far with her relationship with Speedy.

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

Starfire was upset at the time when she said that she loved Speedy she didn't know what to do but in some way she liked Speedy but not the serious kind of love.It hurt her to think that she was having a relationship with someone who she didn't really love and she wanted to be with Robin who she really and truly loved but he had hurt her by saying how their feelings could affect the team. The feeling of pain was still there and she couldn't get rid of it.

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

"Hey babe." Said a familiar voice behind her and kissed her on the neck.

"Hi Speedy." Replied Starfire trying to sound happy. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Robin standing in the doorway like he was frozen and staring at her and Speedy.

Robin walked away with sadness in his eyes. "How could I stuff it up like that?" said Robin to himself.

Starfire knew that the longer she stayed with Speedy she was hurting herself, Robin and Speedy. She needed to stop this soon.

"Speedy can we talk?" asked Starfire uncertainly.

"Sure babe. What's on your mind?" replied Speedy.

"Well lately I feel like there's been something missing from our relationship and I don't think I can keep on going knowing that I don't feel the same feelings for you as I had for Robin. Sorry but we can be friends right?" said Starfire softly.

"Oh," said Speedy disappointedly. "Sure we can be friends. I just thought that we had something special."

"Thank you for understanding." Replied Starfire and she walked towards her room, which was near Robin's. She sighed because who could she turn to now besides Raven and even Raven didn't really understand.

Meanwhile in Robin's room Robin heard a sigh and somehow knew that it was Starfire's. Even though no one could tell that this sigh was of sadness Robin could. It was like since he had stuffed up with Starfire he had remembered almost everything of her that he could remember. Her voice and her face and that was about it. He didn't know what made him do this but Robin walked out of his room and walked towards the Starfire who was walking slowly in the hallway with her head hung down.

"Hey Starfire what's wrong?" asked Robin.

"Oh nothing is the matter Robin". Replied Starfire softly. She turned away from his gaze because she felt very uncomfortable around him since what he had said on the roof.

Robin held her hand gently. This gesture sent shivers down her spine but her heart leapt with joy.

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

"Come on Star I know that there's a problem. You can tell me anything." Said Robin and his eyes/mask/face/whatever seemed to have so much trust in them that Starfire gave in.

"Ok Robin. Well... I broke up with Speedy because I...I..." She felt that she couldn't say I saw you, Robin instead of Speedy. "I didn't feel very comfortable with Speedy and I couldn't keep the relationship going on when I didn't feel comfortable." Finished Starfire uncertainly.

"Yes!!!!!!!! She broke up with Speedy!" Robin ALMOST cried out for joy but he didn't of course instead he said "Oh. That's too bad. Are you upset about this because you shouldn't be because you didn't really love him." And as soon as he said that he wished he could of taken those words back because he thought that Starfire would think that it was a stupid thing to say. But she didn't. She didn't really hear his words only like, the first 3 sentences.

"Oh not truly upset just disappointed that I might not find someone that I truly love." Replied Starfire.

' Oh if only you loved me as much as I loved you Robin.' Thought Starfire.

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

"Starfire don't think that..." said Robin softly. Suddenly he had a sudden urge to kiss her.

' Go on. You know you want to.' said one part of his mind.' You two are standing awfully close together. Wouldn't it be the right time to kiss her? You think 24-7 about her. You see her in everyone. Go on. This is your chance! This is your chance to make things up with her.'

' Wait... How can one kiss make things up when she probably doesn't like me anymore.' Argued Robin.

' You always have to complicate things don't you... well.... I dunno. Just kiss her dammit!'

He took a deep breath and leant in and Starfire looked up. She was leaning in too.

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

Their lips were almost touching... Just a little bit closer...

REVIEW PLEASE!!!!! Please? OO makes puppy dog face My first ever cliffie!!!!!!! YAY! ok like I said above I will explain to you why I was so touched by your reviews. Sorry I only have time for like 2 or more reviews because I have to study. Damn! Why are there so many yearlys in year 7? WHY WHY?!

DonkeyK

2004-11-10

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Anonymous

Beautiful. Just beautiful. Please write more! I'm begging on my knee's! I love how you captured all of the Titan's true personalities and how you know exactly what they would say in those cituations.It's like magic or something!

Such a nice review! Thank you! PS please explain to me about how I captured their personalities in your next review if you review.

Korian'dr

2004-11-09

3

Anonymous

my friend and i luv your story!
but is starfire really in luv with speedy??
cuz then that is no fair!!
unless starfire is in denial or sumting and that she later figures out that she luvs robin and gets back 2gether with him.
huh then that would be soo cool!!
dont answer me though cuz i want 2 read the ending and find out!
Great story!
Korian'dr

How nice! Thank you Korian'dr and her friend!

Wow! Who would have thought that a girl in year 7 and is just 12 yrs old could have a "good" fanfic in you guys opinions not mine! This chap totally sucks because I dunno... But it sucks just like my other chaps but still PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!! Thank you Rose on giving me good luck for my tests!

Oh my goodness I have written so many chaps with songs in them!

Bibi until I write again

Cherrisoda xoxo