Torn In Between A Cowboy Bebop Fic

A/N: ni9htdreame12 thanks for the nice review…I wanted to be spikes woman at the moment myself! Hehe! Umm..And once again thanks to everybody who've read and reviewed my story! It puts a smile on my face every morning when I wake up (believe me that's hard!) and I see that you all enjoy my story! Anyway without further delay on to the story! Squeals in delight

Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of these characters except SPIKE and VICIOUS…SO HOTT j/k I don't own them either throws a temper-tantrum and curses like a sailor

Spike looked down and saw that she had fallen asleep in his arms. "Sweet dreams Faye.." He kissed her forehead and lay her down one look at her face and fell asleep with her. gently trying to decide whether or not he should stay the night. He took

Chapter 3: Pain and Tears

Faye's eyes fluttered open as the morning sunlight streamed through her curtains and caressed her lovely face.

She tried to sit up but felt a pair of strong arms tighten around her waist for a minute Faye felt nothing but fear and she tensed.

Faye looked down and immediately felt herself relax as she stared into the peaceful sleeping face of her new love….Spike.

Faye once again lay down beside Spike and wrapped her arms around his shoulders and sighed contently as she relived what happened last night. "My prince,"

Faye started to giggle (I know so not like Faye but hey, its my story and I like her like this) She buried her face in the nook of his neck to stifle the her laughter, suddenly she felt hands roaming up the back of her T-shirt and knew her Spike was awake,

"Mornin' sunshine," she whispered, gently giving his neck butterfly kisses. Spike groaned "Not good Faye, not good at all!" Faye smirked and traced her tongue down his neck,

"Is this better?" Spike frowned "No its even worse, damn I won't be able to control myself if you don't stop!" Faye laughed and pulled away from him,

"Ok Spiky dear I'll stop" Spike sat up and cleared his throat "Erm…not..that…I wan't you to stop its just that-" Spike was interrupted by a soft knock on the door "Uh..Faye its Jet..um-"

Faye stood up and went to the door to open it "Hey Jet, good morning!" She hugged him tightly catching Jet off guard "Um…Yeah good morning to you too! Breakfast is ready,"

Jet returned the hug but quickly let go when he looked over her shoulder and saw Spike lying beneath her covers on her bed, now the covers only went up to his waist and from the waist up

he was naked so it looked like he was completely naked and you know with Faye only wearing a baggy T-shirt…"Whoa you and Spike?" Jet started grinning like the devil he was

"You lil devils! Well don't let me cramp your style, continue!" and with that he backed out closing the door behind him.

Faye walked back over to Spike and crawled over him straddling his waist "So, Spike what do you wanna do today?" Faye asked tracing his smooth lips with her finger. Spike kissed the tip of her finger gently and pulled her down so she was laying on top of him,

Faye licked her lips and quickly placed them on Spikes soft lips sighing as she felt Spike's hands slip up her shirt once again, then he quickly grabbed her and switched position so he was on top (A/N oooo i love for a man to take control lol)

Faye smiled gently as she reached up to stroke his soft fluffy green hair and in return getting a soft low growl. Faye smiled as Spike once again lowered his face to Faye's and gently nibbled on her lower lip,

Faye moaned and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck and sighed as he lifted her shirt and slowly kissed his way down smooching loudly and getting squeals of delight from her,

"Spike…well…umm..I..I was just wondering…" Spike looked up curiously "If you have something to ask me then just ask baby,"

Faye nodded and sighed, "I was just wondering if well…your going to…makelovetome" Faye muttered quickly, Spike shook his head and laughed, "Sorry sweetie I didn't catch that! Listen Faye if your going to be with me, you can't be so shy,"

Faye blushed 10 shades of red. Spike wasn't dumb he knew exactly what she had asked, he

Was just having good time watching her blush and squirm.

"Faye…" Spike smirked and Faye laughed, she was being with silly and she new it, "Spike I just wanted to know if you were gonna make love to me today" Spike's smirk turned into a tender loving smile

"Not today Faye..I want our first time to be special" Faye lay back and imagined her and Spike making love on Christmas Eve and Christmas night, the room gently lit with Christmas lights,

she sighed at the thought and pulled Spike up beside her so they could cuddle until it was time to get up.

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Faye walked out of her favorite shopping store with her strong little arms full of bags (A/N: Some things never change)

Humming a soft mellow tune Faye made her way down the street feeling a little hungry and very happy. Waving to a couple of friends she knew she made her way into a small diner.

He watched her sit down in a booth he watched as she got very friendly with the waiter. He smirked at this, "The slut," The man felt himself stiffen as Spike Spiegel suddenly appeared and made his way into the diner.

"Hey there stranger." Faye looked up and smiled "Spike! Hey…what are you doing here?" Spike shrugged and slid in across from her "Hungry." Faye laughed "a man of few words."

Spike all of a sudden felt like the luckiest man in the world sitting with his Valentine, and told her so.

He watched as Faye blushed and smiled to himself.

But as he watched her face turn from happy to shock he felt himself become worried and craned his neck to see who's appearance shocked Faye so much, and felt himself stiffen beyond belief as he stared in the beautiful face of his old love…Julia. (A/N: NOOOOO)

'No! It can't be…what's she doing here?' Faye thought frantically 'she's supposed to be dead' Faye looked at Spikes face and felt a deep pain in her heart as so many emotions crossed his face.

Confusion, pain…love. 'He still loves her…' Faye stifled a sob as Julia made her way over to there table and Spike began to tremble, and not of fear.

"Spike long time no see," Julia replied acknowledging only Spike, completely ignoring a teary eyed Faye. "Julia…how?" Julia just smiled a small sad one and touched his shoulder tenderly.

"I've missed you so much Spike," Spike nodded slowly and touched her hand gently "I…I've missed you too Julia!"

Faye let out a sob and just as her milkshake and burger came she jumped up and ran out of the diner leaving her shopping bags.

Spike snatched away from Julia's touch as Faye jumped up and ran out of the diner "Faye!" Spike stood up about to run after her but Julia held onto his arm "Spike…leave her, she'll be fine!"

Spike looked at Julia and shook his head "You don't understand!" Julia shook her head "Is she more important to you than me?" Spike's eyes grew wide "No! I mean Yes…No!!"

He sunk down in his seat and cradled his head in his hands "I don't know Julia," Julia sat down beside Spike and slid her arm around his shoulder,

"Spike…we can put our past behind us, we can be together again," Spike looked at her with pain in his beautiful brown eyes (A/N: they are brown right?) "Julia I love you so much…"

Julia wrapped her arms around Spikes neck and smiled as he slowly wrapped his arms around her small waist.

"The man" stared through the window at Spike and Julia and felt his blood boil as he watched Faye run out of the diner with tears streaming down her pretty face. 'Now I move' with that the man stepped out of the shadows

Faye sat down on the park bench sobbing uncontrollably "Why is she here?" Faye drew her knees up and buried her face between them trying to stifle her sobs because she was drawing attention to herself.

Vicious sat down beside her and took her in his arms "Hey, why is my little angel crying?"

Faye knew it was Vicious but didn't even care at this point she just made her way into his lap clung to him tightly. Vicious smiled to himself at this. "What's wrong Faye?"

Faye sniffed and looked up at Vicious as her tears ran down her cheeks "Spike…" and with that one word she began to sob loudly again Vicious sighed and started stroking her hair 'this was easier than I thought!' he thought smugly to himself.

'What are you doing you idiot?' a voice inside Faye's head snapped 'I don't know! I just need to be held right now…it feels so right' she replied sniffing reassuring herself "This doesn't mean anything," Faye muttered under her breath.

Vicious stiffened "Excuse me?" Faye's eyes snapped open "Huh? What's that?" She asked innocently "You just said this doesn't mean anything!" Vicious snapped

"No I didn't!" 'Oh my god did I say that out loud?' Faye slapped herself mentally Vicious raised his eyebrow at this "Oh well then it must have been my imagination…Faye listen-"

Faye shook her head slightly "Vicious why are you being so nice to me?" Vicious frowned at being interrupted but answered anyway

"Faye I've made a serious mistake and now I'm afraid its cost me the most important thing in the whole wide world…you" Faye gasped slightly "Vicious."

Vicious forced some tears from his eyes (A/N: Shut up guyz! Lol) "Faye I am so sorry I hurt you I just had so much anger built up inside me…I just took it all out on you." Faye shook her head.

"Vicious…I don't understand…" Vicious looked into her green eyes "Then let me explain…Faye you left me hating me-" Faye interrupted once more "I didn't hate you!"

Vicious growled gently he was getting tired of her interrupting him. 'keep cool Vicious you can punish her once you gain her trust again' Faye heard his growl of annoyance and apologized gently

Vicious laughed and shook his head "Its alright…You did hate me, I saw it in your beautiful green eyes," Faye smiled gently,

"I was afraid Vicious…" Vicious nodded "Still, I never want you to be afraid of me again." Faye nodded and relaxed against him and placed her head on his chest closing her eyes "What I really want to ask you for Faye, is for you to forgive me and for your friendship"

Faye's eyes opened slowly "Really Vicious?" Vicious kissed the tip of her nose "Really Faye."

Spike entered the bebop and was greeted by Jet and Ed "Hey Spike." "lunk-head! HIIIII!!!" Spike nodded and walked over to the couch slowly "Did Faye come in yet?"

Jet looked up from the television and shook his head "Nope she didn't come home yet" Spike frowned "Jet she should have been home by now!" Jet looked "You don't think she had a run in with Vicious do you?"

Spike shot up "I knew I should have went after her! If that bastard hurt her…." His voice trailed off as the door opened and a very happy Faye stepped in.

Spike and Jet stood up "Faye!" they said at the same time. Faye met Spike eyes and glared at him making him wince visibly "Hey Jet!" She walked over to him and gave him a big hug. Which he returned just happy that Faye was safe.

Ed ran happily over to Faye and threw herself into her arms. Faye held her tightly for a minute and then let go "I'm going to take a shower."

And with that she left the room leaving Spike staring after her with puppy eyes.

Faye lay down on her bed and curled up in a little ball and thought about Spike, Vicious and Julia, and felt tears come into her eyes 'don't cry Faye, she's not worth your tears!' her inner voice soothed.

Spike stood in front of Faye's room and knocked gently, he heard her sniffing and felt a pain in his heart (I know it sounds like he's having a heart-attack!)

Faye stood up and walked over to her door opening it "What do you want?" she asked coldly and smiled inwardly when Spike flinched "Can we talk Faye?" Faye glared hatefully at Spike

"No!" she moved to shut the door but Spike prevented it from closing and pushed the door open throwing Faye off balance causing her to fall. Spike immediately was at her side trying to help her up.

Faye shoved Spike away "I'm so sorry Faye-" Faye shot up "Don't! I don't want to hear it!" She pushed past Spike and walked out of the room

"Faye! Listen to me!" Faye spun on Spike making him once again flinch "No you listen to me, you can't go around playing with peoples emotions like this!" Spike's eyes widened "I'm not playing with your emotions Faye just listen to me, please…"

Faye glared at him "Save it for your blonde whore Julia!" (Ouch!) low growl escaped Spike's lips and all he saw was red, he grabbed Faye and roughly slammed her against the wall.

"Don't you ever, ever talk about Julia like that ever again! 'cause if there's gonna be a slut then the slut is gonna be you!" Faye sobbed hysterically, and blindly shoved Spike away "Get off me!"

Faye ran out into the cool night, she knew where she would go…to the person who had hurt her the most…Vicious.

TBC

A/N: Wow this one is pretty long! I couldn't help it I was on a role! This chapter turned out a lot better than I expected! YAY snaps for Jazzy! Everyone snaps their fingers

Faye: Why must the one I love the most betray me so?

Spike: Hey you had it coming…insulting my golden angel!

GeMaNgEl007: ooooh you mean your golden whore?

Faye: laughs so hard good one girl! slaps GeM five

Any ways R&R my loving fans! MWAAA!!