Hey guys I am back with another chapter...i am really sorry for this much delay and I know that the last chapter was not good enough...but this one will be great...so let's go with it..
RECAP:
Daya(in mind) : please Shreya haaro mat...warna mai bhi haar jauga.. tumhe theek hona hoga...mere liye..fight Shreya fight..my fighter... please jaldi se theek ho jao...bahut saari baatein karni hai tumse... please...
CONTINUE :
after two days the psychiatrist came(he was dr. Salunkhe's friend)...
Psychiatrist (psych.) : Hello daya...mai dr. Sudheer Menon...dr.salunkhe ne aapko inform kiya hoga...
Daya : jee...
Psych. : Mujhe dr. Salunkhe ne Shreya ke case ke baare mein sab bata diya hai...I am so sorry to hear that..but she will be fine...don't worry..
Daya : jee... i hope so...bas jab se shreya ne bolna band kardiya hai tabse bahut fikar ho rahi hai...
Psych. : everything will be okay...trust me...
And they went into shreya's ward...
Psych. : Good evening Shreya, how are you??
Shreya looked at him emotionlessly..
Psych : Shreya maine suna aapke saath hue uss haadse ke baare mein... honestly mere liye bhi wo sab sun na kaafi mushkil rha to mai samaj sakta hoon ki aap iss wakt kaisa mehsoos kar rahi hain...mai iss liye samajh sakta hoon kyuki I am psychiatrist aur maine insaan ke har scenario ke upar kaise reaction hote hai uske baare mein padha hai and you are also a doctor..I am sure you can understand this...
Aur aapka iss situation ke upar aise react karna is completely normal..I mean maine logon ke iss se bhi worst reactions dekhe hain but Shreya it might be normal for you...par daya ke liye aur aapki poori family ke liye yeh ek torture hai ek saza ki tarah hai..unhe aap unintentionally uss galati ki saza de rahi hai jo unhone ki hi nahi...mai yeh sab isiliye nahi keh Raha taki aapko guilty ya bura feel ho..mai to yeh sab isiliye keh raha hoon ki aap ko realise ho aap ko sachai pata chale.. please Shreya don't do this with your family especially daya...dekho zara daya ki taraf..look at him...wo aapse kitna pyaar karte hain...and you should be grateful ki wo iss situation mein aap ke saath khade hain...warna maine to aise cases mein husbands to kya khud ke maa baap ko apni hi beti ko dosh dete hue dekha hai...and you know what.. daya aapki iss halat ka zimmedar khudko thehra raha hai...inko lagta hai ki yeh aapko iss sab se bacha sakte the...he wants to protect you... please aapke andr jo bhi hai usse bahar nikalo...
She realised that whatever the psychiatrist said was right...
Psych. : Mai jaanta hoon ki iss wakt aapke mann mein bahut saare sawal, bahut saare doubts honge apke aur daya ke rishte ke baare mein and especially society ke baare mein...but aap usse apne andr rakh kar khudko hi torture kar rahi hain.. voice out everything beta agar aap apne iss cheej ko bahar nikalegi tabhi aapke ghaav bhar payenge...yeh jo aapke shareer par ghaav hain wo asli ghaav nahi hain yeh to dawaiyon se bhar jayenge..lekin jo ghaav aapke dil aur dimaag par lage hain wo tabhi bhar payenge jab aap apne andar ka gussa bahar nikalegi.. please Shreya beta let it out...otherwise it will affect you very deeply...i really hope ki aapko meri baat samajh mein ayi ho...(to daya)..aap please mere saath bahar aayie...
daya and dr. sudheer came out...
dr. sudheer : daya dekhiye shreya abhi iss cheez se bahut affect huyi hain...isiliye maine aaj ka session itni jaldi khatam kiya...and i think ki wo mere sath baat karne mein abhi comfortable nahi hai...
Daya : yes i completely understand...par aap ko kya lagta hai ki shreya kab tak theek hojayegi???
Dr. Sudheer : abhi aise haalat mein mai kuch nahi keh sakta...aisi situation mein aksar logon ko recover hone mein time lagta hai...but aap apni poori koshish kijiye...shreya ko khush rakhne ka try kijiye and wo sabse zyada aapse attached hain to agar aap zyada time unke saath rahege to shayad wo thoda comfortable feel kare aur aapke saath apne mann ki baat share kar paye...
Daya : jee mai apni poori koshish karuga...
and the psychiatrist left...daya went back to shreya...
Daya : shreya tum theek ho na?
she didn't said anything...
Daya : tumhe yaad hai shreya tumne ek baar mujhse kaha tha ki tumhe manali jana hai...i promise tum jaldi se theek hojao phir mai or tum..sirf mai or tum manali ghumne jayege...
He was asking her different questions so that she starts speaking...but she was in deep thought thinking about everything which the doctor has said to her...she was just analysing that is it all fair??..which she is doing with her family and whatever has happened to her...
Daya : achha tum kuch khaogi??... ruko mai abhi tumhare liye kuch khaane ke liye lekar aata hoon...
Daya was about to go out when he heard the voice he has been waiting for..
Shreya : daya...
He came running to her...
Daya : haan bolo shreya...he asked giving his all attention to her..
Shreya : I am sorry...she said tearly..
Daya : kyu shreya?? sorry kyu???
Shreya : mai tumhe itna pareshaan kar rahi hoon..i am really sorry...
Daya : nahi shreya... tum aisa kyu keh rahi ho..tumhe bhi pata hai tum se zyada mere liye aur kuch important nahi hai..and please tumhare mann mein jo bhi baat hai please mujhe batao...jo bhi hai dil khol kar boldo..
Shreya : mujhe kahin le chalo please...mujhe jana hai bas yahan se...jahan mujhe koi dekhe na jahan koi mujhe haath na lagaye..jahan koi mujhe ek showpiece ki tarah treat na kare..jahan koi mujhe yeh feel na karaye ki mera khoobsurat hona ek gunaah hai...mujhe nahi rehna yahan daya main tang aa chuki hoon yeh sab sehte sehte meri kya galati hai..mai ek normal life jeena chahti hoon baaki ladkiyo ki tarah...
daya was just listening her silently...
Shreya : tumhe pata hai jab suraj school mein mujhe gandi nazar se dekhta tha to mujhe lagta tha ki shayad meri hi galati hai ya mere kapde theek nahi hai but meri koi galati nahi thi..mujhe to bewajah hi saza mil rahi hai..aur jab sabko suraj wali baat pata chali to sabne mujhe hi blame kiya ki maine usse uksaya hai par maine kuch nahi kiya tha daya trust me..uss din tarika ki birthday party mein jo hua uss mein bhi meri galati nahi thi daya woh uss ladke ne pata nahi kya...
Shreya : par tumhare meri life mein aane ke baad mujhe laga tha ki shayad ab meri life normal ho jayegi aur mai bhi ek normal ladki ki tarah khush reh paugi..lekin meri zindagi ne mujhe phirse ussi mod par laa kar khada kar diya jahan mai 8 saal pehle thi..mai kyu apni zindagi mein aage nahi badh paa rahi hoon..kyu daya?? why??...kya galati hai meri iss mein...
daya was shocked after listening to her because she was hiding all this inside herself for so many years...she've never talked to him about this..all these years she was hiding her emotions under her happy face...
Daya : shreya mai jaanta hoon ismein tumhari koi galati nahi hai..infact itna kuch sehne ke baad tum itni strong rahi ho humesha dard ko hasske saha hai tumne...but kabhi kabhi kamzor padna sahi hota hai...humesha agar dard ko sahogi to pathar ban jaogi..i know you are a brave girl but please apne emotions bahar nikalo rona chahti ho rolo bas aise chup mat kar jana..
He took her in his embrace and she cried her heart out.. daya also cried with her because it was a torture for him to see his love shattering like this...she has been strong for such a long time..she needed sometime to be weak and to lean on someone...
IMPORTANT NOTE BELOW MUST READ..
So guys i know i have been inactive for such a long time..the reason for that is i have recently moved to canada for my studies.. i have shortage of time and that's why i feel that i've lost the track of story... now i want you all to suggest me what i should do next or what would you like to read in the story...please guys must comment down your suggestion... i would love to read all your suggestions...so go do vote and comment and i'll see you all in the next chapter till then take care and bye bye!!!!!!
STAY SAFE AND STAY TUNED!!!!!!!!!