Hey guys.. how are you all.. I know it's been so long I haven't seen you.. but now I am here again with a new chapter.. so let's don't waste too much time in talking and let's go with the story..
RECAP :
Daya : shreya mai jaanta hoon ismein tumhari koi galati nahi hai..infact itna kuch sehne ke baad tum itni strong rahi ho humesha dard ko hasske saha hai tumne...but kabhi kabhi kamzor padna sahi hota hai...humesha agar dard ko sahogi to pathar ban jaogi..i know you are a brave girl but please apne emotions bahar nikalo rona chahti ho rolo bas aise chup mat kar jana..
He took her in his embrace and she cried her heart out.. daya also cried with her because it was a torture for him to see his love shattering like this...she has been strong for such a long time..she needed sometime to be weak and to lean on someone...
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After some days , shreya got discharged from hospital as she was not feeling good in the hospital that's why daya thought that she will get a comfortable environment at home... he even started going to bureau again because they had to continue the investigation...
but one day shreya was alone at her home with her mother...she was sleeping in her room and her mother was in kitchen doing her work...And due to various noises in the kitchen her mother could not hear the little screams and gasps sound the Shreya made when she woke up from nightmare...since the day shreya returned from hospital she was getting nightmares in sleep about her kidnapping and sometimes her family and daya blaming her for whatever has happened with her...she haven't told anybody about this.. she started believing that someday everybody's gonna hate her even daya and she really don't want to see hating her, going away from her...the feeling of self hatred was becoming heavy on her..she couldn't understand anything..
she could bear anything else except her family against her especially daya...she doesn't want to go away from daya ... these things were becoming heavy on her and disturbing her mental health.. she never felt this weak before..
she just ran to the door and closed the door with a loud thud sound which shreya's mother noticed..her mother went towards the room.. she tried to open it but found it was locked from inside..shreya was not responding at all but her mother saw her moving inside the room...she tried calling shreya but she didn't answered... then she heard things falling in the room like shreya throwing away everything desperately to find something.. Her mother started to panic.. the she decided to call daya... Daya reached probably in just ten minutes...
Daya : maa kya hua?? shreya kahan hai??
shreya's mother: beta dekho na mai kabse awaaz laga rahi hoon.. par darwaza khol nhi rahi hai shreya..
he went towards the room and knocked at the door..
Daya: shreya darwaza kholo...
but she didn't replied...
Daya: shreya...
he went in the backyard to check through the window.. but the window was closed and curtains were off.. He don't want to waste time so he went back and broke the door... when they entered they saw shreya standing with a blade in her hand... she was about to cute her nerve...
Daya(shouted) : shreya...
she startled with his voice..
Shreya : daya please mujhe jaane do... mai nahi jeena chahti..
her mother was crying seeing her daughter trying to kill herself..
Shreya's mother: beta dekho aise mat karo..usse phenk do shreya..tumhe lag jayega..
Daya stepped ahead and he tried to snatch it from her..but she was not ready to leave it..she was fighting back really strongly..
Shreya: main nahi jeena chahti..mujhe marne do..
she didn't even realise that it was daya with whom she was fighting.. She just took a broken piece of vas from the floor and attacked daya..It made a deep cut on daya's arm.. daya didn;t payed much attention to it.. he just wanted to take that blade away from shreya.. But shreya's mother screamed seeing daya's wound..
Shreya's mother : shreyaaaa... she held daya's arm..
daya: maa mai theek hoon..aap fikar mat kijiye..
Shreya's mother : nahi beta..dekho khoon kitna nikal raha hai...shreya tum pagal ho gayi ho kya dekho to sahi kisko chot pahuncha rahi ho tumm..
shreya came back into reality...she looked at the broken glass piece drenched in daya's blood... and all of a sudden she hated herself more that how she could be so selfish that she attacked daya... she started crying loudly...
Daya : shreya...please sambhalo...he held her from shoulders..
Shreya : Daya how can i be so selfish??.. Maine tumhein chot pahunchai..Mai sach mein jeene ke layak nahi hoon...
Daya : shreya calm down...look into my eyes..
she looked up...
Daya : I am fine...mujhe kuch nahi hua...tumne jaan bujh ke nahi kiya..yeh sirf galti se laga hai...come here...he took her in a hug...
her mother was crying seeing her like this..She was crying very loudly...
Daya : Shreya...Shreya...he seperated her from himself and found her unconscious.. Oh shitt...shreya...shreya...he tapped her face...
Daya: Maa aap doctor ko phone kariye...
he lifted her up carefully laid her on the bed...When doctor came daya explained the whole situation to him...doctor checked her..
Doctor: Ghabrane ki koi baat nahi hai.. thoda zyada stress lene ki wjah se bhosh ho gayi hain.. she'll be fine...
Shreya's mother went and sat near shreya...
Doctor: Daya mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai..
Daya: ji aayie..
They went to the lobby..
Doctor: listen to me carefully daya.. shreya is in depression and a severe one... and it can be very dangerous for you, for her and your family... shreya ko iss time zinda rehnde se zyada marna assan lag raha hai.. yeh sunne mein jitna serious hai asal uss se bhi zyada serious hai or tum aaj wo dekh bhi chuke ho.. jo shreya is wakt mehsoos kar rhi hai wo mai to kya tum ya or koi samjh nahi skata..uske dil aur dimaag mein kya chal raha hai sirf wo hi jaanti hai...
Daya: Ismein mai kya kar sakta hoon doctor..mai kuch bhi karne ke liye tyaar hoon bas mujhe meri shreya sahi salaamat chahiye...mai usse nahi khona chahta.. agar maa aaj mujhe time par na bulati to maine to shreya ko kho hi diya tha..
Doctor: wo theek ho jayegi daya..bss usse thoda wakt do iss se sab se ubharne do..usse ek pal ke liye bhi akela mat chodo taki usse apni beeti hui zindagi ke baare mein sochne ka time hi nahi mile.. iss wakt usse sab se zyada tumhari zarurat hai tumhare pyaar ki zarurat hai..shreya ko yeh mat lagne do ki kuch hua hi nahi balki usse yeh proof karo ki jo kuch bhi hua us se tumhare aur shreya ke rishte mein kuch bhi nahi badla... usse yeh dikhao ki tum sab uss se utna hi pyaar karte ho..
Daya: jee main apmi poori koshish karunga.. bas bhagwan ka saath rahe..
Doctor: ghabrao mat.. bhagwan hai tumhare saath...mai abhi chalta hoon...agle hafte shreya ki therapy ke liye milege...
Doctor went and daya went back to shreya..she was still sleeping...
Thankyou so much for reading guys.. I know I took really long to update this chapter and I am really guilty for that.. but from now onwards I'll try to update as soon as possible... please do vote and comment.. and if you guys have any suggestions for the story please share them in the comment section..bye bye and take care..
SEE YOU SOON!!!!!!