Yet again, another chapter. It will be great. :Wink: This is kinda a long chapter!
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters from Kingdom Hearts.
Claimer: Bara is my character! MINE!
-Tabi-chan
Sora ni hirogaru tenshi no koe: Part 4
I awoke with a smile on my face. Friday. A new day! Another day I can spend with Riku. I sat on the edge of my bed, slumping over with my elbows rested on my legs. The beautiful memories of my dream flowed through my head. Oh, how I wish it really happened. But maybe a little differently.
My mom knocked on my door, "Sora-chan! Are you up?"
I didn't answer right away. I was lost in a fantasy of my deep wantings. Riku... My mother kept knocking on my door, since she couldn't enter because it was locked. I closed my eyes and rubbed them, trying to wake myself up. I groaned and opened them again. My vision was now blurry and my room slightly swirled around me. I shook my head and stood, almost stumbling.
"Yeah, mom. I'm up," I called back while walking to the door.
I smirked when I unlocked the door. Mom never got up this early. It was strange, but I didn't think to hard on it. I entered the bathroom and turned on the hot water in the shower. I looked at my reflection. I looked bad. My hair was more messy then usual. I could smell dried drool on the side of my face. I felt gross. Plain and simple: Gross.
I run my fingertip over the dark purple and black bruises on my neck and chest. I smiled a little and slightly pressed on the big one on my collarbone, causing a small shock on pain to occur. Riku liked playing rough. I think I like it. I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I even think I want to do it again. I smiled at the thought.
I put the top lid down on the toilet and sat down, waiting for the water to heat up. The water was heating slow, mom must have done laundry. I hate when she does it before I take my shower.
When the steam began to fog the bathroom, I stripped down and took my shower. I scrubbed my face and neck, wincing a little. I scrubbed off any evidence of what I might have done to myself last night. I was kinda nervous to go to school today. Since I have never done anything like that before, I felt paranoid that everyone would know my deeds.
Hopefully Riku isn't the kind to kiss and tell. He hasn't been here that long. And the only people he could tell and they would listen, would be Kairi and Bara. And maybe some of the other girls who drool over him. Ha, good luck! I have him now.
I closed my eyes and pulled an image of Riku from my mind. His soft ivory skin. His bewitching emerald eyes. His perfect face and body. His glowing locks of silver hair. All wrapped up in my arms. I pressed the wash cloth against my tan chest and sigh. (A/n: LoL I love making him sound like a school girl! XD)
Mom knocked on the door, "Sora, hurry up! You only have twenty minutes."
Not really paying attention, I pulled back the shower curtain a little and looked at the fogged clock on the wall. Mom was right. I quickly washed my hair and jumped out of the shower. Almost falling, I wrapped the towel around my waist and ran back into my room, slamming the door. I heard my mother complaining about me slamming it. I didn't listen, I was to much in a rush.
I burned my skin when I dried off my body. It hurt, it was right over a bruise. I pulled on a pair of boxer and then my uniform and socks. I ran to the mirror and brushed out my bushed up locks, then respiking my hair. I stroked my chin and eyed my spikes. So many years of the same hairstyle.
I glanced at the clock and saw I had five minutes left. I squealed and ran out of my room. "Sora," mom said, stopping me at the door, "what happened?" I looked down and saw my uniform wasn't buttoned. I yelped and closed it quickly. I laughed nervously, trying to put on my shoes, "Nothing really. I get a bruise here and there."
She tried to approach me, but I ran out of the door, "Sorry mom gotta go! Love you!"
Racing down the street at the speed of light. I passed the houses in my neighborhood. Kairi's first, then Bara's. I ran and ran. I panted as I looked at my feet. Seeing one foot appear then disappear, with the other coming back into view. The other foot reappeared and the other disappeared.
The sidewalk disappeared from under me and I almost tripped, coming onto campus grounds. I panted approaching the building. My chest felt like it was on fire and was caving in. I felt badly out of shape, even though I really wasn't. I entered the building and looked at the clock. I had enough time to go to my locker if I hurried.
I quickly ran to my locker and put in my combination. I tried opening it up. Jammed. I hit it and swore loudly. Riku's pale, ivory hand hit my locker, making it swing open. I knew it was him. I could smell his vanilla and baby powder scented body. Before I could turn to see his face, he was gone. And the classroom door behind me shut.
I noticed the halls were clearing, time was almost up. I threw my books into my locker and grabbed my foundations folder and book and ran to class. As I entered the room the bell rang. I sighed in relief and took my seat beside Kairi. She had on her school uniform: a tight white shirt with a white italic K stitched on the breast, and a blue skirt that went to her knees.
Her hair was pulled back with a brown clip. She looked a little dazed. Her eyes weren't focused, her chin was propped on her palm. I knew she was daydreaming. It was obvious. I closed my eyes and brought the images of Riku from my dream.
Riku. My precious Riku. How I want you to know what I feel, think, and want you. I rolled my head on each shoulder, causing my neck to pop. I slitted my eyelids seeing Kairi's blurry image through my eyelashes. I figured out what she was thinking. She had the look of pleasure.
She was daydreaming of Riku. I know she was. I know she'll never get him. He is mine! Mine! Mine! Mine! (A/n: LoL! Ain't he cute? XD :Glomps Sora:) I could hear the teacher talking about stupid things again. Even if I wasn't paying attention, I could still here her loud mouth.
My eyes closed again. The room became quiet and I could every breath taken in and out by my peers. I sighed as well. There was a squeak coming from the front of the room. I could smell the dry-erase marker. The teacher was clearly writing our assignment on the board. I wrinkled my nose and opened my eyes.
Pg. 228 Whole page.
Odd numbers.
Written on the board in black marker. I glanced around the room. I scoffed and shook my head. Why did the guy have to wear black? Are these people trying to get all of us depressed? Black uniforms, black desktops, black markers. My lord, is this a gothic school or what? We look like we are having a funeral.
I reached down and got a piece of paper from my folder and wrote down the assignments. I laid my head down and closed my eyes. The images of my dream flipped threw my mind. One after another, after another, after another. As the images flicked in my mind, so did the sound. Forming a movie, replaying in my mind.
Replaying every movement, every sound. The images made my heart pound. Even though I wished for it to happen differently. It became real, I suddenly began to feel his hands touching my chest. The belt rubbing and bruising my arm. I gritted my teeth and grasped my arms, hugging myself. The pain was real. I could feel the spot on my back where his nails pinched my skin.
A bruise forming on my body, The blood rushing to my cheeks. Hot tears flowing from my eyes. Riku's nails digging into my shoulder and back. Ripping my flesh, blood pouring from the wound. I held back my cry. I could feel the blood rivering down my tanned hot skin.
I could hear our moans. Echoing in my memory, coming to life. His hot breath on my neck. Nipping at my neck, his tongue swirling in medium circles. Then a thrust deep within me. Another thrust. I scream. Another. Then another. Unbearable feeling. The heat. The pain. Surrounding me.
My chest ached from the feeling of losing him. I loved him, but I these fears of him actually doing this is haunting me.
- Ring! -
I opened my eyes and viewed the room. I heard the chairs shriek on the floor from them getting up. I look at myself. I am cradled in my arms like a scared child. I touch my face, no tears. Just a feeling of heat and sweat.
After realizing class was over I gather my things and left. I did my daily weaving through the maze of students. Shoving them away from me, so I could get to my locker. It didn't do really any good. I still had to wiggle my way through pairs of girls' conversations.
I reached my locker and quickly put in my combination. I hit it, causing it to swing open. I grinned and exchanged my books. I slammed my locker and ran to my next class. I was the second one in there. Grinning, I sat quietly in my seat, patiently awaiting Riku to enter the classroom.
I laced my fingers and sat my hands on the desk.
At the last minute before the bell rang, there he was. His silver locks covering over his beautiful eyes. I imagined his body through his black uniform. I could have melted in my seat.
His eyes met mine. He kinda looked pissed. I motioned for him to sit with me, but he didn't. He walked passed me like I was air. The scent of baby powder and vanilla flew passed me. Riku's shoes clapped on the floor as he made his way back to Kairi and Bara's table.
Tears formed in my eyes. I held them back and laid my head down. I sniffed and closed my eyes. I could hear him flirting with Kairi. And to his words, a high giggle. I hated Kairi's laugh. It sounded like a chipmunk.
The block went be quick. And so did the next. All I could focus on was them flirting. Riku is mine! Why won't she leave him alone? It was driving me mad. I wanted to tell him, but I didn't want to take the chance of somebody hearing. Walls have ears and I didn't want my love life to be exposed to the whole entire school. And what if Riku denies everything?
Is he only using me? The lonely boy in the back of the room. Scared of his own shadow. What would I have to loose? I don't have any friends. And the only friend I did have was him, which I'm not even sure it was a friendship.
My thoughts of Riku continued fogging my mind. By the time fourth block came around. I entered the gym, I was the first one in the locker room. The only one. I got to my locker and it was already opened. I dug my hand around, scattering all the clothes around.
Riku's clothes weren't in there. Maybe he switched lockers. My fingertips went numb and cold, like if the circulation were cut off. I touched my cheek and felt a hot tear stroll down my cheek. I wiped it off with my thumb and sniffed. The rest of my tears faded when I heard the rest of the guys entering the locker room, slamming the door against the wall. It was giving me a headache.
I gathered my clothes and changed. The guys surrounding me were yakking away. Ugh, I hate this school, they talked about me like I wasn't there. They'd say: "I bet that Sora is a fag. He stares at us like we are his bitch" or "He looks like that kind to rape you in the shower"
Why did I ignore them? Why don't I say something? I am usually an open-minded person. Why won't the words come when I need them? Some of what they say is true, I maybe a fag, but I don't want them. I only want one person.
As I slipped on my shorts to my uniform I folder my black school uniform and slipped it on the top shelf of the locker, shutting it. On my way out I really wasn't paying attention. My head hung and my eyes gazing at the floor. I tried practicing my "There is nothing wrong" face. It was ok, but you could still tell something was wrong.
As I came to the exit of the locker room I felt my left side bump into someone. I turned and met his eyes. The green bewitching eyes that had me under a spell. The scent of vanilla and baby powder followed behind. Riku stood behind me. I felt his hot ivory hand touch my shoulder.
When our eyes met I felt like crying. He inched closer and closer to my side. I looked at his hand that was on my shoulder. My lip began to twitch, my cheeks got hot. I could feel his face only inches away. I panted in fear. I didn't know what he'd do. My heart beat faster.
With the wall separating the locker room from the exit I knew if he did something, no one would see. I didn't want to take the chance of him doing anything. Even though I deeply did want him too. I felt his lips brush against the back of my neck, sending shivers up my spine.
I grunted as I pushed him away and ran out of the locker room, not daring to take a second look. I heard him grunt as well. I mentally kicked myself over and over. What is he trying to pull here? Is he trying to confuse me like this? Or maybe he's trying to drive me crazy.
Am I really that vulnerable?
Riku slowly came out of the locker room after me. I was already standing by the bleachers awaiting roll call. He was rubbing his shoulder. I didn't mean to hurt him or did I? No! Of course not! I still love him. Why is he doing this?
Is he trying to make me look like the bad guy? I'm so confused.
- After gym -
I leaned on my knees and panted hard after running our twenty-six laps around the gym. I hated running laps, but it was better then equipment pickup. I looked out the top windows of the gym and saw gray clouds covering the sky. I blinked slowly. Maybe I should just wait until I got home to take a shower.
No since in showering then getting caught in the rain. Maybe I'll just wash off. No need to be in a hurry. It was Friday. Mom gets home later then usual. Around 10:30 or 11:00. All of the guys rushed into the locker room. I glanced around. Riku was no where in sight.
Swears were pushed out as I exhaled. My stomach was cramping. All my muscles were tensed up. I leaned against the bleachers and tilted back my head, gazing at the roof. All of the cream colored pipes stinging across the ceiling, disappearing into the walls.
I wiped off the sweatdrop trickling down the side of my face. I grunted and turned, walking to the water fountain. I turned the white knob and water shot out in an arch. I took a few gulps and sighed. I felt a lot better. Some of the other guys walked out of the locker room. All laughing and popping each other.
I wrinkled my nose and shook my head, then entered. Half of the people were still in there, no worries. Riku wouldn't try anything, and if he did, he would be crazy.
So, I grabbed a towel from the shelf and stripped down, wrapping the towel around my waist. I picked my clothes off the floor and put them in my locker. After locking the locker, I walked into the shower room. I went to an individual shower and turned on the hot water. I placed my towel in the side bar and let the hot water hit my tanned chest. My eyes closed and I tilted the head back.
The room was filled with laughter and talking from the other guys. I could hear broken pieces of their conversations. A few things said made me giggle to myself. Then they exited.
As did a few more guys. I leaned forward, pushing my head under the hot water. I could feel the sweat being washed out. It was kinda gross, but I didn't think of it. I whipped my head back, letting water from my hair swing behind me.
Then I shut off the water, wrapped my towel around my waist again and exited the shower room.
I looked at myself in the mirror when I passed by. My spikes weren't washed out, shocking. They usually were. I walked to my locker and saw it was opened, and the clothes were all on the benches. I picked up my uniform shirt and looked around, no one in sight.
Once I got dressed I grabbed my gyms uniform and through it in the pile, with the rest. I locked the locker and resumed leaving. Before walking out of the locker room I looked up at the fogged up clock on the wall. School had already let out. I groaned.
Why am I always the last out?
I hung my head and placed my hand on the door knob and opened the door. Before I could walk out an ivory hand pushed the door closed, making a loud slamming noise. In the blink of an eye, I was hit against the wall. My eyes were closed. I felt two hot hands through my uniform, on my shoulders. I opened my eyes, meeting an older male's green bewitching eyes.
My breathes became quicker and quicker, soon panting. I opened my mouth to speak but was cut off before the first letter of the word came out. The finger traced my lips, then my cheek. Then my jaw. Riku.
Why did he want to do this to me? Why does he want to drive me insane? I placed my hand on his chest and played with a button on the center of his uniform. His propped himself, by placing his hand on the wall.
My back was cold from the wall. I pushed my body out a little, but he only pushed me back. He chuckled a little and moved closer, our noses almost touching. He tilted his head and hungrily pressed his lips on mine. His lips were soft. His muscular form was pressed against mine. Perfect fit.
His tongue rolled across my lips. I knew what he wanted, but I didn't want to do it. Since I reclined his request, he forced his tongue through my lips. I opened my mouth and let him in. I heard him moan as he probed every inch of my mouth. Me, I did nothing.
His free hand fumbled with my shirt collar. Then unbutton it. He then pulled all the snaps apart, letting my shirt fall open. The heat from the showers surrounded my chest. My muscles tensed up and he kissed my cheek. His hot ivory hand trailed down my chest. He fingered a bruise from his handiwork from the other day. He snickered and ran circles around it. Again, his lips met mine and he began to explore my mouth. I felt his fumble with my belt buckle.
I pushed him back. I heard him grunt as his back hit the wall. I opened the door and ran. I didn't stop. My heart was racing and I was panting. I continued running with all I had. Ten thousand thoughts running through my mind. I watched my feet under me.
One foot appeared than disappeared, with the other appearing. Once I got home I fumbled though my pocket and searched for my keys. I jerked them from my pocket and unlocked the door and entered. I kicked off my shoes and ran to the couch. I panted hard and sat down, trying to catch my breath.
I laid back and let the cool air hit me. I closed my eyes and then slowly opened them.
My eyes closed again and I fell asleep...
Chapter 4 COMPLETE!
Heh, sorry it was so long. I got a little into it. Well, hope ya enjoyed it. Chapter 5 is already complete! Heh Heh, I'll post when ready.
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-Tabi-chan
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