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Tabi-chan
Sora ni hirogaru tenshi no koe: Part 5
Over the weekend I lost contact with everyone. I didn't speak. I didn't eat. I stayed as far away as possible from reality. All I did was stay locked in my room. My mind wonder about different things. About Riku. About Kairi. I lied on my bed and pressed my head against the pillow. The clock made a small buzz every hour that passed. But to me, the buzzing happened every second.
Tears swelled up in my eyes. I began thinking about my passed. Why I am the way I am? A vulnerable child concealed in the body of a seventeen year old boy. Confused about the world and everything and everybody in it. Shaken emotions taking over my body. Unsure of even the slightest move I make.
Bzzzzzzzzt bzzt. A fly was caught between the blinds and the window. It smacked itself against the glass like if it was hoping for an opening. The buzzing of the clock and the fly was irritating. I wrinkled my nose. My stomach growled. I was hungry, but I was scared of what might be skulking around behind the door.
I peered at the door to make a quick check, making sure the door was still locked. I pulled the covers to my chin and stared at the ceiling, again. The fly was still smacking itself on the window. I shivered, it was cold and I desperately wanted to kill the fly, or at least get it the hell out of my room.
Tick...tock...tick...tock..buzz! Tick...tock, I listened for hours. I tried numerous time to go to sleep. Nothing, not even a wink. My eyes were dry and itchy. I could Mom in the kitchen, dishes clattering as she pulled them from the cupboard. I didn't want to eat. Sora, you are lying again! Of course you do, you are just to paranoid. Well, duh! What if I'm eating and Riku comes to the door. Or what if he sneaks into my room when I'm not in there? Like my dream.
Oh, god. I'm going crazy! I'm arguing with myself! I shook my head and placed my cold ice hand on my forehead. It was warm, so was my neck. My cold hand ran up and down my neck and face. I sighed and closed my eyes.
What if Riku doesn't love me? What if he only wants to have sex? He seems experienced, like he knows exactly what he wants. I don't think he's a virgin. What if that's what he does go to the weak people and takes what he get from them. Gender doesn't matter. He has me under a spell, along with Kairi and Bara. Maybe a few others.
I couldn't stop it, a few tears streamed down the side of my eyes, flowing into my hair (A/n: Keep in mind he's laying on his back). I took in a breath of cold air and exhaled hot air. I shivered again.
When I felt my body tingle from numbness, I decided to stand. I slowly stripped the covers off my body. Cold air hit me like a ton of bricks. It almost hurt. I placed I shivering hand on the edge of the bed and pushed myself up, in an almost sitting position, revealing my body covered in my homemade P.J.s: a white shirt and a pair of black thin pants with white kanji love symbols all over them.
They were my favorite pajamas. I leaned forwards onto my knees. I felt semi-light headed. For a few seconds I closed my eyes and pressed my forehead against my knees. Then slowly tilted my head back, rolling across my shoulders making my neck pop.
I opened my eyes and put a foot on the carpet, then the other. I twiddled my toes and grabbed the bed post, trying to stand. Since I haven't gotten out of bed since yesterday, Saturday, it was hard to stand. Once I got up I stumbled to the door, unlocking it, then making my way down the hall.
"Mom," I called.
"Yes, ko (1)?"
I entered the kitchen. I almost fell, but caught myself. The tiles sent silvers through my body.
"Why is it so damn cold in here? I feel like I'm up north."
"Sora-chan, you know I don't like you swearing. I like it cold, but if you want me to turn it off for a while I will," she put down her knife from which she was making sushi.
"Gomen," I whispered, sitting at the table. Mom exited the room and entered the hallway tinkering with the thermostat, then returned. She picked up the knife and pressed her index finger on the tip. I looked at the table and traced the wood pattern. I heard light tapping from Mom cutting the sushi.
Moments later I heard a plate being sat in front of me. I looked up to see my mom smiling. Then I glanced down at the plate. My meal: four tuna sushi rolls, white rice, and steamed broccoli. I picked up my chopsticks and dug in. At the first bite I couldn't help but give out a pleasurable moan.
All weekend of not eating. I thought I was gonna an orgasm, it felt so good. (A/n: What? That was the best way to describe it!) I scooped huge bites into my mouth and swallowed. My mom furrowed her brows and shook her head, continuing her meal. I took the last few bites from my plate and placed my chopsticks down.
I leaned back in my seat and rubbed my stomach.
My mom smiled and looked at me, "By your attitude, I would say you liked it."
I nodded, even though she didn't know I haven't eaten all weekend. I patted my tummy. I felt like I was gonna bust. That's what happens when you eat to fast. I know now not do that again. Who am I kidding? I'll probably do again tomorrow.
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Chapter 5 COMPLETE!
Japanese in story:
(1) ko - Child
I am so sorry for such a short chapter! Forgive me! Chapter 6 is coming! Please review!
-Tabi-chan
Next chapter is a-comin'!