Chapter 4
I couldn't believe what was happening. Two-Bit wasone my best friends, sure we kissed here and there, but that was friendly, I always gave people a quick peck on the cheek or lips. This was different though, it was more than a friendly kiss. Pulling me closer to him, Two-Bit deepened the kiss. His hands were wandering all over my body. I didn't push him away; I wanted him to keep going. Before I knew it we were taking each others clothes off. The night went by so fast after that, too fast for that matter.
When I woke up, Two-Bit was sleeping peacefully beside me. I smiled at the sight of him, he looked so peaceful. I thought about our friendship and what the gang would say if they ever found out. Things change so quickly, with me being kicked out of my house, lying next to Two-Bit naked. It wasn't that bad though at least I could be with someone who judged me without even knowing the real me. I looked over at Two-Bit to find that he was smiling back at me. He gave me a quick kiss on the lips before he got up to change. I looked down on the clothes on the ground that were dirty and I knew I had to go back to my house to get more, but I didn't want to go alone.
We walked in an awkward silence down to my house. My mom wouldn't be home because she worked during the day so that made me feel better about going into the house. I was glad I had Two-Bit by my side or else I don't think I could've stepped my foot in there again. Walking up to my room I grabbed a bag and threw most of my clothes in there along with other things I would need such as my tooth brush and hair brush. Then we walked over to the Curtis' house.
When we got there I was surprised to see Darry still home. When I got in I found out that he actually had the day off, which isn't very often since he has to support his two brothers. Noticing the bag, the gang asked what happened and I told them the whole story. Darry offered me a place to stay until everything blew over, it wasn't the first time I got kicked out of the house, but I was sure that I didn't want to go back to the house ever again or see my mom again. After hesitating I agreed to stay with the Curtis boys until I found a permanent place to say and I didn't know when that would be.
Two-Bit and I kept making eye contact the whole time and I blushed a little. I didn't think I could feel this way. I never felt this giddy or happy when I was with Tim. Maybe this was the real thing or maybe I was just dreaming. I had to talk to him; I wanted to know what our relationship was now, since we didn't really talk about it. Dally kept eyeing Two-Bit and I all day I have a feeling he is getting suspicious since I went off with him last night. I'll most likely be interrogated by him sometime that day.
Two-Bit and I finally had our opportunity to talk when everyone went to do their own thing. It was awkward at first, but we eventually got over that. "So, what are we?" I asked, "I mean we're friends, but we crossed the line last night."
"I thought about that too," he said sighing heavily being very serious, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, I mean you were there and it just happened, but it won't happen again, let's just forget it ever happened, everything will be normal again in no time" I was kind of hurt after he said that. I mean how can he have sex with me and then say that it really mean anything to him, I was just there for his pleasure. I nodded in agreement even though my heart was telling me different. I really wanted to be with him, but if he didn't want me I wasn't going to force him to be with me. I couldn't tell him how I really felt, and then it would just get more complicated. It was clear that he didn't want me, so I was just going to leave the whole issue alone and forget that it ever happened because I'm pretty sure Two-Bit already forgot what we did together. It was easier to say than to do.