Together
– Forever! Part 37:
From
mothers to daughter about weddings
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Julia
knocked on the door to Prue's room. She didn't get a respond and
so she anyway entered the room
"Hey"
"Hey..."
Prue
answered
"Why didn't you answer when I knocked?"
"cause...
it's all the same to me... if someone's there or not... it's
okay when I'm alone... but if someone feels like he or she has to
talk to me... then... okay... if it has to be..."
"So... this
talk has to be, huh?"
"Andy sent ya, didn't he?"
"He
didn't exactly send me... I saw him being pretty down and asked him
what's wrong. He told me he doesn't understand
you..."
"Yeah..."
"Why don't you talk to him?"
"Cause
it sounds ridiculous"
"Nothing sounds ridiculous, if it's
how you feel..."
"Then what would you call it... if I'm on
the one side scared to death about this baby and the wedding... and
on the other hand I feel like the happiest woman on the
world?"
"Sweetie... that's normal"
"Right... it
wasn't normal for Piper... she knew Leo was the one... and just
went through with it..."
"And you don't know that Andy's the
one?"
"Oh Julia, that's ridiculous... naturally I know...
that Andy's the one... I love him more than anything... and... If I
didn't I would have had a serious boyfriend since his
death..."
"Then what's wrong?"
"I don't know... it
just seemed to be so easy for Piper and Leo..."
"Well... then
you didn't see her just before you and me entered the room"
A
familiar female voice filled the room, followed by shining, yellowish
lights
"Mom?"
Patty smiled at her daughter
"Before...
I came to the bedroom... Piper was short before the breakdown... and
after the disaster with you as well. She doubted it all along. Didn't
you hear her say... one demon and it's over? I heard her a million
times... and you should have seen me... if I wouldn't have had
Julia at my side... your dad and me wouldn't have made it..."
"And
neither would Richard and me have..."
"It is scary... and we
know that... but as long as you are sure, that Andy's the man for
you... there's nothing you have to worry about..."
"I know
all of that... but this feeling to panic just won't go away...
it... just feels like... we have to do it... cause of the baby...
I... I can do a lot of things for... everyone else... but if it comes
to myself...t hen I'm sometimes completely vulnerable...
and..."
Prue took a big breath"
"I can't handle all
that attention"
"then make a little wedding... just the
closest friends and family... let your sisters and us help you...
then the attention thing isn't that big anymore... let Andy take
the decisions of choosing the flours... the... colours... the
whatever"
Patty told her
"Your mom's right... just
because you are scared of all of this... doesn't mean you can't
get married...
"and about the feeling, that you have to do
this... sweetie... you agreed to marry him even before you knew about
the baby..."
Patty told her daughter gently... Prue just nodded
slightly. Her and Andy's mom slowly helped her understand her own
feelings and handle them already as well.
"I promise the fear
will go away. I don't say soon. Cause that's not the case. It'll
get worst till the point you stand next to Andy on the altar... and
then you look into his eyes."
"That moment you'll know, it
was the right thing to do and everything will be okay again.
Everything will calm down then."
Julia added as the two mother
alike women for Prue looked down at her. Prue thought about it for a
moment and then slowly nodded. Starting to feel already better with
this whole marrying thing. She smiled a little as she looked form her
real mom to her, at least kind of, step mom.
"Better?"
Julia
asked
"A lot"
Prue agreed, letting out a big breath, her
smile growing some more