Together – Forever! Part 39:
From mommy to daddy

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After several minutes Phoebe and Paige had called Cole and Glenn over as well. Darryl was already gone by the time, Prue came back downstairs... emergency... what else? Victor was now the one, who was about to leave. All of his girls hugged and kissed him goodbye. It was pretty much only all the couples which tried to reflex the day and talk about it. Prue knew, she had to talk to Andy. Now.
"Honey... can I talk to you for a second?"
'"Sure... what's wrong?"
"Not here... let's go to the backyard... I wanna be alone with you"
"Okay... sure thing..."
Andy said smiling. Since his mom had talked to Prue, she had changed completely... and he'd do anything to keep her this way. Prue grabbed his hand and lead him outside. Both sitting down on the bench there. Prue took a big sight and then looked at Andy
"I... I wanna tell you... what was wrong with me... but for that... I need you to... simply listen to me for a bit, okay?"
She asked gently. Andy nodded her head and waited for her to continue.
"There are... two things I really didn't feel well about... that was our engagement... or better our soon to be wedding and... the baby..."
Prue said and looked down
"Don't... get me wrong... I love you... I love our baby... I always did... and I always wanted both... but there are just a few points... I just... wasn't sure how to handle... I... really love you... but... this wedding seems so much... like it has to be... like... we would just marry... because of the baby... I don't want anyone or anything on pressuring us into something... I always imagined... we'd be... for several months alone... just you and me... and then back to all the eyes, starring at us, like we were nuts to really do this and say yes to each other. Another thing... I simply hated was... that... I had all the attention on me... you know that I'm good in handling things... if it's for other people... you know I can't handle some things if I have to do them for myself. I hate this attention which is all on me... and... I want you to know... that this... is OUR wedding... and even thought I appreciate... that you want to let me decide things... that I can't and won't handle this alone okay? It's our wedding and it also should be our decisions."
Prue told him and looked him into his eyes
"I didn't know... this was too much for you... I'm sorry"
Prue smiled and shook her head
"it's not too much for me... it's just... too fast... but it's good like that... cause your mom and my mom told me... this fear about the wedding won't get less... it'll become more and more... till the very moment we finally said yes... but if we're together, we can make anything... so... as long as you just stay at my side and we decide and choose things together, everything's okay..."
"I love you"
"I love you too"
Prue answered and leaned towards him for a deep kiss, but Prue was the one, who pulled away after a few minutes
"I'm not ready yet... not only... the wedding is all too much and fast to me... the baby is too. I didn't think this was due to several years... and now it's already now like this... I mean... that I'm pregnant. it's also that... this so wasn't planned... it's so... completely unawaited... so completely... not planned at all... and that just scares me the most about this whole pregnancy... everything is so completely... new... I don't know what to do about it all... I don't know how to handle this. I don't know where to start. Everything scares me because I can't plan or be sure off anything... I never... had anyone pregnant around me before... no one I can... look out for tricks... no situation... where I could be like... yes, I know this situation and I know exactly what I have to do now. What am I doing, when I'm alone and... I have bleedings... what shall I do then? What if... a demon shows up and stabs me and you are not there? I don't know... so much could go wrong... or simply not the way it should actually go... I don't know when something not normal will happen... I can't control things… can't lead them... there just will be so much situations, I simply don't know what to do."
Prue told him
"And... that's already the next problem... I'm scared about loosing the baby again... I'm scared about... disappointing you and the baby again. I'm scared about leaving you hanging. I'm scared I can't do this, again. And I'm not just scared because of nothing. We already lost a baby once. And... I have horrible nightmares about loosing this baby as well..."
Andy couldn't hold back anymore. He dragged Prue's face gently into his hands
"Hey, hey, hey... stop it okay? Don't be so negative... I can also ask what if... everything's okay... no demons... or at least none which harm the baby. I'm there within a call. And even if you loose the baby, then it's okay. Your not disappointing me... you never could! I know you are doing your best and we're both new to this job... but... like you said before... together we're strong... we'll make it work together... I promise, okay?"
Prue smiled tears threatening to fall from her eyes
"I feel so ridiculous... that I first had to talk to your mom about this all... before I talk to you... but I thought... this was so completely ridiculous... I felt so stupid for the way I felt..."
"You can tell me everything... always"
He told her gently and then leaned down and just simply kissed her. His hand automatically moved to her stomach again. What made Prue pull away automatically
"Can I ask you one last favour?"
"Whatever you want to"
"Don't do this anymore"
"what?"
"Your hand... I want to feel in some moments, at least in some... alone... alone with you... and not like... we're being watched or... like we're not alone..."
Andy grinned a bit and nodded
"Okay..."
He answered and pulled his hand away and then went back to kissing her. Both happy, this finally was out. That there was nothing between them. That there was nothing which could separate or pull them apart anymore.

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AN:
faith kingsley: yeah, my name was pruedence.halliwell. I wanted to change it already a while but never found the time to. Lately I'm kinda bored as iw as ill a little much lately. And, honestly, the PrueTrudeau matches my stories and chracater better ;) and yeah! I also read your story! just didn't realize it was u who wrote it at that moment ;)