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Special
You think you're special
You do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me
His fists clenched together tightly as he stood face to face with his most bitter rival. This was the last straw, sure he'd screwed up before, but this? It was just too much. You think you're so much better than me Tai? Prove it! I can do any God damn thing you do and twice as better! T.K. likes you better than he likes me? Fine! Just don't you dare look down on me so help me you wont have a face when I'm through.
Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed
All of his pent up anger had come down to this, this his chance to really show who was the better! Matt shook with rage as Gabumon did his duty as a friend and attacked. What else could the poor digimon? His loyalty lay in Matt and none took precedence over that. With a sudden growl he leapt at Tai, fists swinging and ready to bring down his ego -and a few other things- down a notch or two.
Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Letting out all of his frustration, his anger, upon the dark haired boy before, he was ready for any retaliation he had coming to him. He didn't care what happened to him anymore, he was worthless! What had he been more dedicated to than protecting his little brother? T.K. didn't need him anymore, there was just no point! Heedless of the attacks rained down upon him he fought back savagely, disregarding the welts appearing across his skin.
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He was feral, an animal, talking in unintelligible growls of fury, fighting like a badger backed into a corner; he'd no where left to turn.
Just one more fight
About a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again
And just like that it was over. Attention had been drawn away from the battle of human and digimon, and this gave him time to come to his senses. What had he just done?
Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Like a coward with his tail tucked between his legs Matt all but fled from his "friends". What made him think he deserved them? Screw that, he didn't need them. He'd be just fine on his own, Matt and Gabumon, they could conquer the world side by side if they wanted. But to Matt it sounded more like he was just trying to convince himself.
Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go
He had no idea where they were going to go, but he still felt comforted that Gabumon would be at his side. If there was one person he felt he didn't deserve it was him. Loyal Gabumon, he'd been willing to attack his own friends simply because Matt had asked him to! What had he done to deserve that kind of friendship? There must have been a mistake when they were given their crests, too bad they left the Crest of Asshole in their other pants pocket.
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As he looked upon the tired body of his dearest friend, not even his harmonica could bring him out of his melancholy.
Just one more fight
And I'll be history
Yes I will straight up
Leave your shit
And you'll be the one who's left
Missing me
Did they miss him now? Did they ever really care if he was still around? They had to hate him now. Hate him for what he'd become. He'd lost his head and rolled around on the ground like a mindless school bully with a boy who was just as clueless as he himself. At least Tai had the guts to lead them. For the many times he'd questioned his authority, Matt knew he could never lead a group of lost kids in a fight to save the world. Hell, he couldn't even be a good friend.
Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Matt sunk to the ground in despair and Gabumon looked over at him with concern. It had just been too much. A kid wasn't supposed to go through things like this at his age! He wasn't ready to save anything. Perhaps he was right in leaving the group. Now that he was gone things could get along so much more smoothly now that there was no obnoxious bad ass wannabe complaining over every detail. But oh no, Yamato Ishida would not cry over this, he'd never . . .
Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go
"Gabuman?"
"Yeah Matt?"
" . . . Thanks . . . for being my friend."
"Anytime . . . friend."
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A/N: Hum . . . a lot harder to write than I thought it would be. When I was searching for a songfic based off of this song I was shocked I couldn't find one! I mean, the first time I heard this song the only thing I could think about was the clash between Matt and Tai! I really could've written this a lot better. Somebody remind me to never try a song fic again . . . I suck at it . . .
This is not my song, tis a song by Limp Bizkit! One of the only song of theirs I like but hey.