Name : What No One Knew

By: Softballsweeti11

Disclaimer: How many times do I have to say it? Are you people thick? Hello? Can you not see that I do not own Harry Potter? What is it with you mental psychopaths? Summer rocks! What is your problem? I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER! No matter how much I delude myself into thinking so. I am so hopeless, pity me, read my story, love it, review, and send flames, wait a minute…oops. Never mind, leave me to willow in my despair and ultimately fall off the cloud of life to my untimely doom. Do you see why I am a poet? I better write that down grabs pencil and paper and writes line down, mumbling to self parts of line …fall…cloud of life…untimely doom… Now all I need is to borrow some black nail polish from my best friend, Tia, and then I can go be one of those moody people who write tragic poems in little dimly lit coffee shops in suburbs of big cities sipping mocha lattes! Well…I can do the mocha latte… Remember…stay in school and don't sue!

Summary: (Set in the marauders' 7th year) Marauders- Peter, Remus, Sirius, and James, but there was another, one other, Head Girl and James's best friend, Lily Evans. And though James doesn't realize, Lily is desperately in love with him, though he remains oblivious to her secret pine for him. Britney, James' girlfriend on the other hand, has definitely noticed this. Being the wench she is, she of course retaliates.

Chapter 4

The Voice That Wouldn't Shut up, (and believe me, I tried.)

7:33 pm, Two days until Christmas

"James, all you alright?" Lily asked him the next night.

"What? Oh…yah, I'm fine, just thinking," About you. He thought.

"What was that last thing?" Lily asked. About me, thinking about me? What about me? She wondered.

James looked quite startled; did I say my thoughts out loud?

"Yes, you said something, are you okay?" Lily asked concernedly.

No! Of course I'm not okay! I'm confused about what Remus said to me.

"What did Remus say that's got you confused?"

Don't think anything. Don't think anything. Don't think anything. Don't think anyt-

"James, you're scaring me." Lily said tentatively, and looking at James as though she thought he was starting to go mad.

"I've got to go. Bye Lily-" James said as he got up and walked away hurriedly, leaving Lily confused, as Remus had done to him that very morning.

James sat in the Library. He wasn't reading, he wasn't studying, he was pondering what Moony had said. Think stripes? Not snogging Lily was the problem? Nothing was making sense anymore! HE WAS GOING BLOODY RAVING MAD!! CUKOO!! CRAZY!! LOCO!!! (El Polo Loco) CHICKEN CRAZY!!! WAIT…of course….i still don't get it. HEAVEN HELP ME!!

Okay, not to worry, don't get excited. Just because James was thinking about you doesn't mean he LIKES you!

Oh of course it does! Honestly, how many romance novels have you read?

Way too many, in fact.

Right…STILL!!! I'm the voice in your head, and just like in the movies and the romance novels, I AM RIGHT!!! So why won't you bloody listen to ME!?!?!

Zzz…ZZZ…ZZZZZZZZZZZ

I hear you already. Geez.

Oh just shut up already.

Fine. Be that way, but when you start asking yourself questions about James, or anything, I'll be there. MUH HA HA!

Wait…I'm getting something….what am I, a bloody Trelawney? God. Where was I…oh, yeah…I get it! Lily did the stripes thing on Britney! But why does Lily not like Britney?

You are so dim-witted.

Listen…I know you were inside Lily's head; I do actually read the script! So, what is it? A new director's cut? Because I'm not liking it!

No, the writer was having an off day…but the point is, I am here to gradually tell you, with lots of interruptions and dot-dot-dots that Lily is madly in love with you!! SEE!!!

What happened to gradually? Dang, softballsweeti11 must be losing her touch!

I heard that James! So just shut up and listen to the godforsaken voice already!

FINE!! Evil lady.

Heard that too!

God! I just can't win can I?

Nope. And believe me, I have tried.

Wait! Did you say that Lily loves me?

Duh.

Oh…K. So what do I do about it?

You find it in yourself to dump Britney and realize that you ultimetly love Lily!!! breathes VERY heavily

Oh. HUH?

You are dim-witted aren't you?

And proud of it! So what is this about me loving Lily? I do?

Yes, you do! Think of the way her hair bounces ever so slightly as she walks, and how her smile brightens up each and every day of your life. How when you see her, your heart does a series flip-flops every time you see her!

Hey…that was my line.

So? NA-na-na-na-na! sticks out tongue

Wait! You don't have a tongue!!