Dilusions

italicized=fantasy

"Jesse...."

The smell of her hair twisted his already overloaded senses and he gasped as her lips nibbled tenderly at his earlobe, emitting a groan from his dry throat. His hands cupped the sides of her tan ivory face and tilted her chin so he looked straight into her icey blue eyes. Lust raced through his veins and as he covered his mouth with his own he felt her emotions; frustration, saddness, passion, all conentrated into the soul searing kiss the were sharing.

He felt her soft hands glide across his chest, pulling of the unwanted shirt and throuwing it behind her,, never breaking contact with his dark blue eyes. Oh god, what did he do to deserve such a beautiful thing? Not saying that he didn't want this, but oh......

Jesse moaned as silky hair brushed against his bare skin and her lips caught his own in another kiss. She took his head into her hands and tangled his dirty blonde between her fingers, pressing her lips harder against his. He drowned in the mid-spiraling sensatio and he stiffened as he tounge parted his lips and met his own. He moaned through her mouth and he felt her smile as he finally responded, sending them both spiralling into bliss.

As they broke, both panting and lust cloudong their sense of reason. she grinded her hips against his own. He felt his heart race as she ran her fingers along his confined member. She pinned him down to the floor and roughly pulled down his pants, smirking as he moaned at the friction. She teased him through the thin material of his boxers, bucking his hips upward, groaning in frustration. Looking to satisfy her own craving she pulled down his boxers and took his member into his mouth.

"L......Lexa!"

"Jesse!"

Blinking twice, Jesse Kilmartin looked into the eyes that mirroed his own. His friend of about 2 years starring at him, only inches away from his face.

"L....Lexa!" He replied surprised, his gaze falling to the paper work before him, then back tracking to her chest. Clad in a dark red blouse and a short black skirt, she took his breath away.

'Those clothes...........'

He couldn't stand it anymore

Standing up from his seated position at the table, he growled and shrugged his tan jacket off, throwing it recklessly against the wall.

"If your that frustrated why don' you just ask for he-" He cut her of by swiping the table clear of thier paper work and grabbing her by the shoulders, pressing his lips roughly against hers.

She was driving him insane

Runing his hands down her slim fram, he felt her shiver and moan into his mouth, making his lust for her rise to immessurable heights. Memorizing the curves and soft body, he furrowed his brows as he felt the soft fabric of her blouse. Heflipped her on the tabled; thier lips still connected, and fumbled his hands between them.

The blouse was in the way

Giving either of them time to breath, he broke the kiss and straddled her hips, smiling inwardly at her shocked expression.

Shocked? I'll show you what shocked feels like

Grabbing the middled of her blouse and ripping it apart with his hands he smirked as he saw buttons fly and her ivory face blushing and gasping for air.

I've always wanted to do that

Covering her mouth with his own, he pushed his tounge through her lips and groaned as fire spread through his body.

Not enough, it's not enough!

Pinning both her hands above her head with his left hand, he explored her bare skin with his right, smiling as she broke the kiss and moaned.

Moan louder; I'd love to see the look on Brennans face

He brushed his face against hers and licked her lips, sliding it down farther down to her neck and nibbling on her soft flesh while his right hand was glinding across her toned abs and soft side, teasing her flesh and massaging her sides. She cried out again as he sucked on her neck and licked it tenderly, leaving his mark for all to see.

Call my name Lexa. I want to see you break.

His right hand slid upwards and rested on her bra, checking its front for a clasp.

Damm it, its in the back

Licking her collar bone, Jesse took the restricting garment into his hands and ripped it off, hearing her gasp as the black fabric ripped off her body.

I want to break you

Jesse kissed a trail down her neck to her breast, licking the space in between them as he marveled at her taut peaks.

Scream my name

he felt her try and force her hands from his grasp, but he held her down, slowly moving his mouth towards her left breast; his free hand taking her right.

"Jesse........" She gasped, struggling against his hold and arching her back as best she could with him straddling her waist.

Tsk, tsk, tsk. Not loud enough

Taking her ample breast into his mouth, he swirled his toung around her nipple, sucking slightly as he heard her yell his name, arching her chest towards his face. He heard footsteps upstairs and he moved his head to her right breast, giving it the same treatment as he did its pair.

I want to break you

He moved his right hand behind behing him and lowered it towards her waist, pushing her skirt upwards and smiled. Her pantied were wet to his touch. She struggled against his hold again and mumbled something about not being caught, but he just nibbled on her peak, making her yell out in pleasure.

Quiet honey what'll our friends think?

Grabbing the damp fabric of her underwear, he pulled roughly, ripping the fabric in half and smiling as he heard her growl.

I'll make you growl for another reason.

He heard her yell as he ran his fingers across her nether lips, shaking her head sideways helplessly in frustration. Parting them slowly, he rubbed her bud with his thumb and middle finger; his ring finger entering slightly. She screamed, bucked against his hips in a futile attempt to gain back control, but she new that she depended on him, that she needed him.

And then she broke.

Her hands went limp in his own and jesse released her wrists, his left hand massaging her breast while his right continued it's fornications on her nether regions. He moved from his straddled position on her hips and kneeled next to her, still continuing his assul on her body. She let out a hoarse cry as his index and middle fingers slid inside her slowly, then quickly found a fast rhythm and sent her into bliss, only feeling hi hands and tounge working thier magic on her body.

Yes.

She sreamed and bucked against his hands and her felt her muscles clench his fingers and she came, her eyes shut tightly and her mouth slightly open, she arched her back towords the skies. She was beautiful and she felt his erection strain against his drak blue jeans. Her icey voice was gone and only hoarse cries came from her pink lips.

Because of me. All because of me.

Jesse thought as he thrust in and out of her, lenghthing her bliss as long as her could. He heard the door open and Brennan's voice yell as she cried out for the last time exaugsted.

All because of him.

His heart race4d faster as he felt his pants get even tighter........

'Oh shit'

He shook his head as he shot his gaze back to her eyes.

" You were spaced out for a few minutes; you didn't even answer me when I called you." She said as she leaned back to her spot across the table, grabbing a cookie as she sat down, eyeing Jesse curiously. " You were mumbling something and all I caught was my name. "

" I- I .... was....." he slowly said, trying to keep his voice steady. God damn dreams! They were styarting to invade his mind during the dat too! Looking at anything else in the room other than it's other accupant's, Jesse shifted from his cross legged position hoping to higher powers that Lexa would not see anything 'pointy' in his pockets.....

" Aren't you going to eat something? I brought your favorite snack and you barely touched it." Lexa said withher eyes closed in her usual drawl.

"Naa....... It's not that; I just don't think I'm that hungry right now......."

'Moron.! That will make her suspicious!' Jesse thought as he felt the walls of the room get heavy. Eyeing the walls nervously, he coughed slightly and fidgeted. Shalimar waiting curiously near the entrance of the room.

" Hmm? Really? Jess........Are you sure you're alright? She said slowly, worry ebbing at her words. Jesse looked at her with smiling eyes and nodded, quickly excusing himself and sprinting to the bathroom. Why does it have to be like this?! Why did she have to change all those months ago?!

"Dammit!" Jesse yelled as he slammed the bathroom door; mumbling more curses as he was observing hhis reflection.

" Jess man?"

Jesse heard Shalimar knock on the door.

" Jesse? Are you alright?" Shalimar asked again, slightly worried.

" He he, I'm fine." Jesse said as he leaned his frame against the bathroom door. His reflection showed a 23 year old man with shaggy blonde hair dresseed in a black button down shirt and dark blue jeans, and a tan jacket. Unbuttoning the first two buttonsand pulled off the restricting jacket from his back.

Shalimar sighed and looked through the cracks of the door. Six years was it? After living for a total of 23. She had known Jesse for about four years and for the last two Jesse had been acting strangly, staring off into space, mumbling to himself with glazed eyes........

Jesse, sensing his friends concern for him, sighed and leaned his weight into the wall, looking at the white ceiling. "Actually I lied Shalimar........."

"Jesse?"

He smirked and closed his eyes. "I'm not alright ..... I'm more like......" Visions of his dream flashed through his mind and he sighed deeply, remembering the feel of her hands trapped beneath his, her mouth as it was claimed by his own........

"Like what Jess?" Shalimar said, shaking Jesse out of his reverie. Blinking back the images out of his mind, the blonde haired man walked to the sink and turned it on; cold water rushing out of the tap into a glass cup held tightly by the young man. Turning of the tap as the cup was filled; Jesse growled and tuggon on his jeans, pouring the contents of the glass over his waist.

"Arrgghhh...." Jesse growled through clenched teeth as he set the glass down on the sink and promptly jumped aroung the room like a mad man. Shalimar, who now anoyed opened the door walked in and shut it, watched this scene with her mouth open in confusion til there was a knock in the door and both of them turned around to the source of the noise.

" Jesse? Whats going on in there? I could hear you from the rec room." Lexa said through the door, her voice muffled with her usual tinge of ice to it. Jesse scrambled to get his pants back up and dived for the tiolet paper rack but to his horror there was no paper, but a tiny note from a spikey haired friend.

Hey you guys!

I was using the bathroom about to get some toilet paper when I realized there was none. I just left this note to say that we need to buy some.

Brennan

"DAMN YOU BRENNAN!" Jesse yelled, slamming down the toilet paper cover and cursing his friend under his breath. He looked down at his pants and and winced; it looked like he pissed all over himself.

"Jesse I'm leaving" Shalimar siad and left the bathroom.

He wasn't about to let Lexa see himself like this. Jesse thought ferverishly as he searched for a plan of action.

"Jesse?" Lexa said slowly with a laugh in her voice. 'What the hell is he doing?' "Jesse button up I'm going in there." She said as she waited a few seconds and opened the door.

"What are-" She was cut off by Jesse sprinting past her and nudging her out of his way. Equally as fast Lexa stepped backwards and shot out her arm.

"Gotcha"

Feeling her warm arm wrap around his waist, Jesse looked down at the floor face planting into it, stoping only inches from the hall way wall.

'Her hands...'

She pushed him down on his bed, ripping his boxers off his toned body and baring his skin to the cold.

"Lexa wha- Ahhh!"

He felt her grasp his length and pump it hard, moaning her name from his mouth as she straddled his hips,her back facing him.

"Save your breath; you'll need it."

Her hand left his member and Jesse moaned as he looked at her bare back, realizing that she was wearing a halter. Their gazes met as she grinned mischieviously and turned away from his face, grasping his hardened member with her hand.

"Scream my name Jesse."

She Pummped him hard as her warm hand increased the friction, and he yelled her name out hoarsly as he enraptured against her touch.

" Ahh..l-Lexa!"

"Jesse are you alright?"

He gave her a bright smile, getting up slowly making sure to get a good look up her skirt.

'They're red'

Shalimar laughed and walked away finally realizing what was wrong with her friend.

"He needs to get laid by her quick" She said to herself.

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