He just throws it out there like that. I can't believe Carson was right. He had Rodney drugged up one day and Rodney told him he loves me. But people say a lot of things when they are highly medicated, how'd Carson know it was true? To tell you the truth, I don't care. All I care about is its true. He really loved me. An awkward silence has fallen on us. I feel like I should say something, anything, to break it but I can't speak. Instead I take a deep breath and close the distance between our lips.