Written By Demonic Angel
Rating ~ R
Possible lemon in future chapters.
Genre ~ Angst, Romance
(It SHOULD be in the drama section too but ff.net doesn't allow a third subcategory!)
Pairing ~ Joey/Seto, minor hints of others.
Disclaimer ~ I do not own any of the characters used in this work of fanfiction. I merely borrow the characters for my own distorted fun. I do, however, own the plot. Please ask permission to use it.
Summary ~
For nine years, a depressing secret had been kept in the dark. When it can no longer be concealed, Joey is forced to face the devastating truth. All of his hope had long since been lost and although his friends refuse to believe it, there is nothing that they can do.
Warning ~
Please be aware of severe depression and slight violence.
Also, yaoi pairings (male x male relationships) are present and focused on.
Please read with caution.
BUT, I might (most likely) be wrong. So…Don't take all of this seriously.
Questions Raised, Omitted Answers
"It's okay, Joey. I found somebody. You're going to be all right."
Frustrated, he glanced towards Shizuka. "Why is he like this? Do you have any idea on what happened?"
"Well?"
"I-I don't know. I-It just started on its own." She stuttered nervously, unused to telling lies. At least half of it is true. She silently consoled herself.
His puppy? Seto mentally slapped himself. This is not the right time to turn insane, you idiot!
"I'm calling for emergency help." He muttered.
"Wha-What happened? What's Kaiba doing?" He mumbled tiredly, his hands rubbing his temples.
Shizuka reached into her backpack and pulled a white handkerchief out. "He's getting some medical aid for you." She said as she gently wiped the blood from Joey's mouth.
Immediately, he stood up, ignoring the sudden dizzy feeling he felt afterwards and his sister's instant protest. "What?! No! I don't need to go to some hospital! I don't need help! Nothing happened! It was just a minor headache!"
"But Joey!" Shizuka cried, jumping up, the bloodied cloth falling from her hand. "You need medical attention!"
He glared back at her, a silent message in his eyes, emphasizing each word as he spoke it. "No, I don't." She flinched.
"At least allow the nurse to put stitches on this." He muttered gently, eyes narrowed.
Joey's amber eyes widened in surprise. No way…He's not actually *concerned*…is he? Wait. No, of course not. This is Kaiba for God's sake! He probably just wants me kept alive so that he has someone to torture. Yeah, that's right. What other reason could it be?…Dad always says that I'm worthless.
…He looks adorable when he blushes like that… Seto mused. An entire second passed. WHAT THE FUCK?! Oh that is IT. You are definitely going on a vacation soon. Kaiba Corp.'s finally made you crack.
"So that's Seto Kaiba?" She inquired. "I didn't know you two were friends. Didn't you say in one of your letters that he was an insensitive corporate jerk?"
"ME _friends_ with HIM?! Never! He IS an insensitive corporate jerk!" Joey shouted, flushing angrily.
"You insolent mutt!" Seto fumed. "I am NOT insensitive, nor am I a jerk. But why should I bother wasting my breath on you? There's no use in trying to talk some sense into a brainless, naïve, little, puppy!"
"Better than being a Neanderthal like you!" He retorted.
"Oh God. You actually KNOW a word that long, much less the meaning of it?! I'm impressed!" The older boy replied, faking shock.
"Why you-!"
"Shizuka-!"
"NO, Joey. Your lip is STILL bleeding! You're not going anywhere until you get that fixed. You need to see the nurse. Now either you tell me where the health room is or I'm going to find that Yugi friend of yours and tell him…"
What an asinine! For that idiot to go blabbing insults like that about me when he's not much better himself?! That little arrogant…
"Minor headache my ass. It takes a lot more than that to draw blood like this." He said to himself.
Whatever it is, it must be an internal problem…I'll have to admit, you've gotten pretty good at lying, Katsuya. You may have fooled all of your friends but I'm not as gullible as that. You're hiding the truth behind deception and one day, it'll explode in your face and you'll be left, picking up the pieces.
"Okay, fine! I'll show you where to find the stupid nurse." Joey sulked, finally giving in to his sister's demand as he wiped more blood from his lip with his sleeve. "Just please, don't tell Yugi, or anyone for that matter, about my condition. I don't want them to worry."
Shizuka instantly paused and turned to stare at him. "If your friends are as loyal and supportive as you've told me they are, then they would much rather share this pain with you than watch you suffer alone. Why are you denying them the truth?" She asked softly.
She's right. Am I truly wrong to keep them from knowing about this? But…I don't want them to be concerned about me. Not after all they've already done for me in the past…I should be the least of their worries! It's not like I have a chance at surviving, anyway.
"You won't be able to hide your signs forever, onii-chan." She continued gently. The little ants were just beginning to drag the dead corpse away, causing the insect to seem as if it were still alive.
…Maybe so…But I've got to prolong their knowing of it for as long as I can…It's the least I can do for them.
"I know but…I still don't want them to know, not yet anyway."
"I love you, onii-chan." She whispered.
"I know. I love you too." He replied, hugging her back. "…But we should probably go find that nurse now. The janitor would freak if he found blood all over his clean floor…And I think you've just stepped on that dead roach."
/Yami?! Yami, look! What happened to Joey?!/ Yugi mentally wailed, completely taking the five thousand year old pharaoh by surprise. He could vaguely hear a distinct yelp, a thud, and then several more crashes, as if Yami had painfully fallen off of (or over) various things. /Oops…/
//Um, aibou?//
/Yes?/ Yugi replied, much too innocently.
//Could you clean up your soul room?! Not only are these toys disturbing to see in the mind of a sixteen year old, but they are hazardous to my health!//
/There's not only toys in there, you know./ Explained Yugi, temporarily distracted from Joey's injury. /In a far corner, there should be a whole mess of thoughts about Duel Monsters and homework. Besides, I'm going to be seventeen in a few days./
//What about my HEALTH?!// Complained Yami, but with a playful tone in his voice. //As soon as I heard you yelling, I ran in here, completely worried about you, only to trip on that damn doll over there, step on a bunch of marbles, then fall into this stupid pile of colored blocks! And this is the thanks I get for being concerned?!//
/Now that you mention it, what was that first thud about, after you yelped? You didn't explain that one./
//…Uh…I sort of fell off of my chair…But that's NOT the point!//
Yugi laughed. /Fell asleep during the lecture, did you?/ Then suddenly, he became serious. /But you're right. That isn't the point. I'm just really worried about Joey…I mean, just look at his face! No wonder he was missing./
//How can I when you're staring at the blackboard?//
/Oh, right./ Yugi turned his head slightly to look at Joey, who happened to be sitting next to him on his right.
//…Ra, what happened to him? He seems to be getting a lot of 'accidental' injuries lately.//
/I have no idea. I'll definitely ask him later, though…Did you happen to hear on what next week's test will be about?/
//I was asleep, remember?//
/…Crud./
"Knowing him, he probably wouldn't say a word to us even if his life depended on it. I guess that's one good thing about that egotistical idiot."
~ You really should hurry, then. Need I remind you of what will happen if you are late? ~
What a joyful place to live. He thought sarcastically. I think I'd be happier homeless.
Thank God!
"Well this must be pure luck." Joey muttered quietly as he tiptoed down the hall to his room.
It's interesting how several undisturbed hours can do wonders for your neglected homework. He thought dryly as he rinsed the suds from his hair. I was actually able to complete that long English assignment that was due three months ago.
What IMBECILES! I have REALLY got to change the process that they use to hire new employees. Those idiot underlings are completely USELESS.
"Hi big brother! Did you get my email?!" Mokuba cried out happily as he barreled himself into Seto.
"Mokuba, you know that I'm always getting emails from other companies and deleting them. It's probably already been put into the trash can by mistake."
The black haired youth smiled innocently. "Thought so. That's why I changed your desktop background! Did you see that?"
Calm down, Seto…This is your little brother here. At least give him a chance to explain before making his life completely miserable…
"And WHY exactly did you go messing with my laptop?!" The already irate CEO asked.
Mokuba's grin widened considerably. "Well…I was thinking…my birthday's coming up soon…and…" Seto raised an eyebrow. "Can we get a puppy?!" He blurted out.
"WHAT?!" The brunette practically shouted, his face flushing an unnatural red.
"Well…" Replied Mokuba, drawing out the word as his brother glowered at him. "Puppies are cute! My friend got one the other day and it's just not fair! Please can we get one? Please, please, please?"
Uh-oh…Better start running. Thought Mokuba. With a loud "Eep!" he took off running down the hall, Seto close at his heels.
"Come back here, Mokuba!" Seto shouted. "You know, I was going to ground you until you were twenty. But now, you can just forget about it! You're grounded for the rest of your life!"
Puppies cute?! My ASS!
~ Uh-huh, suuure…Just keep telling yourself that. ~
Shut up, shut up, shut UP! Someone get this damn voice out of my head!
"Hi, Shizuka! Mind if I visit?" He grinned.
"Of course not!" She replied happily. Then she cringed. "It's a mess in here though. I've only just started sorting through my things."
"What?! Why didn't you tell me? Then I could've come here earlier and helped you out." Stepping in, he assessed the situation of the room before realizing the absence of a certain person and frowned.
"Why isn't mom here?" He asked with a voice that suggested he didn't care.
Shizuka shifted uncomfortably, an innocent look of sad confusion appearing in her eyes. "She…She didn't want to come. I don't know why…I tried to convince her but…I'm sorry Joey."
Figures. He snorted quietly before turning back to Shizuka with sudden concern.
"It doesn't matter…But what about you? Are you sure you can live here by yourself? You don't have to stay here if you don't want to."
"What are you talking about?!" She looked at him in horror. "Of COURSE I want to stay here! I believe I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself, Joey." She giggled. "I don't think I need you to baby sit me anymore."
"Hmph."
"You _still_ have this?!" He questioned, waving the small blue blanket slightly. "Didn't this used to be my favorite when I was a kid?"
Shizuka laughed and nodded. "Yep, you used to drag it with you everywhere! I wonder what your friends would say if they knew you never used to go anywhere without your favorite security blanket?!"
Joey paled. Instantly, an unwanted image of a smirking Seto flashed through his mind. "Breathe a word about my personal life as a kid to ANYONE and you can kiss Frou-Frou good bye." He smirked, bringing out a stuffed white kitten and twisting its head threateningly in his hands.
"Joey, NO!" She cried, eyes wide. "You wouldn't!"
"Wouldn't I?" He grinned, tightening his grip.
"Oh, come on, Joey! I was only joking! Give Frou-Frou back! I'll tell mother!" She wailed.
He gasped and stared at her with large, watery eyes. "You would tell on me?
"Onii-chan!"
"All right, all right. Here." Joey laughed.
"It's already June 2?!" He squeaked, eyes widening.
"No, really, Joey. It's September 6, 5010." Shizuka retorted sarcastically, smiling. "Why?"
"Yugi's birthday is the day after tomorrow!" He ran a hand through his locks. "How could I have forgotten?! Thank God I still have a day left before Yugi turns seventeen. What am I going to get him?!"
"I know!" She exclaimed. "I'll help you look for it tomorrow! Maybe we can get the rest of your friends to join us, too."
"Great idea!" He replied. "I'll call them up tomorrow morning and let them know. Someone's going to have to distract Yugi though…Probably Yami since he's always with him in that Millennium Puzzle of his. I DID tell you about him, right?"
Thank God that I'm paid on Tuesdays. Looks like I'll have to find a way to survive not eating for a couple weeks, though…
"Oh, I just remembered! Can I see that picture I'd painted? I never did get a chance."
"Sure."
He frowned. "I didn't know I could paint this bad. We look more like sticks with heads than anything else."
"Are you sure we should do this?" A hushed voice asked cautiously.
"Yes." A furious male growled back in reply.
"But, Hirutani, he's too strong! We've tried before!"
"Silence! I will not have cowards working for me!" He glared threateningly at the other boy who immediately shrank back in fear. "Joey WILL come back to us. Besides, you DID get the stuff, right?"
"But even if this does work, how will we persuade Joey to rejoin with us?" He asked, handing the bottles to their leader.
"If he doesn't agree to come back with us, then we'll just have to make sure that he learns to regret ever leaving in the first place…But I doubt that will happen. After all, I think we've found his weakness."
"But why? Why go to all this trouble to get him back?" Another member asked.
He scowled. "Joey was the best fighter we've ever had. But thanks to that shrimp, Mutou, he broke away. He's valuable…And if any of you fail to comply with my orders in his capture, you're dead meat."
They all nodded fervently before the first person that had spoken from the very beginning stepped forward. "Don't worry, Hirutani, we won't. But when do we strike?"
Hirutani frowned, deep in thought. "…Not yet, not now. He's too alert, too able to fight. We'll have to wait until an opportunity presents itself." He looked sharply at the boy who'd asked. "Gorou." He barked, causing the addressed person to jump. "Make sure someone's following him at all times. I want tabs kept on this one. As soon as he's vulnerable enough, we'll attack…with these."
"They were both hard to find." Said the dark haired one. "Luckily, a black market dealer in Tokyo had hidden reserves of the stuff and I managed to contact a friend in Thailand who was able to get me the antidote."
"Which one's the poison?" Hirutani asked.
"Nuckmai, the clear one. It's extremely dangerous, though. You could accidentally kill Joey with it. Just the tip of a single needle dipped into the poison is enough to paralyze him for a few hours. A few drops in the bloodstream would be fatal. The other is called Quantay Dojiatung. Drinking about 2 milligrams of it should cancel the effects of the Nuckmai. That one especially came at a high cost."
"As long as they both work. This is much better than that cheap, chloroform shit." He replied, smirking. "At least with this, he won't be able to fight back."
"H-Hello?"
"Hi, Honda!"
"…Joey…You DO realize that it's 5 am, right?" He replied, yawning.
"Of course I do, knuckle head. But I needed to make this call before leaving to do my rounds. Did you know that Yugi's birthday is tomorrow?"
Immediately, a loud thump was heard as Honda fell to the ground in shock. "WHAT?!"
"Hehe…Looks like I'm not the only one who'd forgotten."
"Well DUH. If he were like you, he'd be running around months before, reminding everyone. But with him, it's like it doesn't even exist!"
"Haha, very funny. Well shut up and listen. I need to get him a gift too so why don't you call up the rest of the gang and we can go look for it after school? Let Yami know so that Yugi won't think it strange when we all leave him behind on some mystery errand."
"All right. But did you have to wake me up now?" He grumbled.
"Yes."
"Time to go deliver papers and earn my pay." He smiled.
"Well, let's go." Shizuka smiled.
"Where the Hell are we?" He demanded, eyeing the many shiny objects under glass counters.
"It's just a store. But oh! Look at the pretty rocks, Bakura!" Ryou answered happily, purposely leading him away from the weapons and jewels display.
"This would be good for Yami, don't you think?" She exclaimed, gesturing towards an exact replica of an Egyptian pharaoh's headdress.
Honda peered through the thick glass. "Yeah, if you had like, $300 to spare." He said, pointing at the price tag.
"Speaking of Yami, when IS his birthday? Do you think it's the same as Yugi's?"
"I don't know. Maybe."
"Onii-chan, are you all right?" She asked worriedly.
"Onii-chan?"
"I'm fine now, Shizuka." He smiled reassuringly. "Just a little dizzy, that's all. Nothing serious."
"Come on, you guys!" Honda called to them from the entrance. "Let's check out the video games!"
~*~
~ Notes on This or Upcoming Chapters ~
1. For those of you who were hinting (or asking) there will be a lemon placed somewhere in this fic. Probably near the end if not in the very last chapter. Don't worry, though. I'll give a fair warning on where it'll appear. Wouldn't want to get erased now, would I? ^.^ (*gasp* ff.net erases people's identities! Lol.)
2. Time will start elapsing between certain scenes. I'm sure all of you would be bored beyond death if I described every day to you. So I'll have to jump some months at a time.
3. Before anyone can bombard me with questions on exactly how much a lip can bleed, I have personal experience on the matter. I left a freaking PUDDLE before I even realized that I was bleeding. O.o
4. Nuckmai and Quantay Dojiatung ARE actual liquids with actual effects. Don't think I just made this up. I try to use as much actual information in my fics as I can.
5. Yugi really CAN hear what's going on in their soul rooms…As long as their bond (a.k.a.-connection) is strong. After all, I AM a sucker for the Yugi/Yami pairing. ^.^
6. I'd like to warn all of you beforehand that the next chapter might have a lot of violence. I just can't get enough of Joey angst. It's so cute when Seto's fawning over him afterwards! ^__^
7. I DID find a grammar error in chapter one and managed to cover it up with this chapter. *sigh* Grammar has always been one of my weak points. Oh, and I also found two wrongs that are irreversible: Joey lives in an apartment, not a house. . And all of their school subjects aside from PE, Band, and Science are held in the SAME classroom. (Thus confirming the fact that Joey has every class with Seto.)
8. I know that Seto and Joey are supposed to be around the same height but it's my fic and I say that Joey should be at LEAST six inches shorter! =P
P.S. ~ If any of you don't believe me about Katsuya being Joey's FIRST name, then you'd also be contradicting what an overly obsessed friend of mine is saying. She's known Yugioh since it first came out nearly nine years ago and can remember practically all of the original episodes ever aired in Japan. I get most of my information from her. ^.^ She'll probably be reading this later, too.
(You can skip to the end if you don't want to read anymore of my annoying babble!)
Demonic Angel's Little Corner for Rants and Ramblings
Demonic Angel: I'm sorry. But I'm just REALLY annoyed right now. It seems like everyone thinks that Yugioh is a guy's thing. Apparently, no one's ever checked the fanfiction section.
Ryou: ^-^ Yep. It's like fangirls aren't even accounted for. ^-^
Demonic: And what's REALLY annoying about this whole Yugioh obsession thing is that most kids don't collect because they LIKE the game or show. NO…They collect only so that they can show off. I swear, in the name of all seven Hells, they're going to make it look as bad as Pokemon!
Bakura: Who give's a shit?! I'm tired of listening to you blabber about your problems! When are you going to be done?!
Demonic Angel: Not yet, that's for sure. I have several other things I'd like to point out. ^-^ Has anyone else ever noticed that some of the dubbed names sound like they're subliminally brainwashing us to get low paying jobs…Or is it just me?
Seto: It's probably just you.
Demonic Angel: T.T Shut up. Just listen: Joey Wheeler makes him sound like a car salesman; Tea Gardner sounds like she's a gardener; and Tristan Taylor sounds like he's…Well, a tailor. Just think of all the little kids who idolize these characters!
Seto: So? Who the Hell would idolize the puppy anyway? They must be idiots in the first place to follow an idiot.
Joey: *glare* I am NOT an idiot.
Seto: Oh, but you don't mind being a puppy? *smirk* At least you finally admitted it.
Joey: *death glare* You know, it's comments like those that drove me to stab you in the other fic. Care to relive that scene again?
Seto and Joey: ::continue to bicker in the background::
Readers (if any): O_o *sweatdrop*
Demonic Angel: -_-' ANYWAY, moving on…Bakura?
Bakura: WHAT?!
Demonic Angel: Is it true that you only keep strong cards in your deck? ^-^
Bakura: Of COURSE, you MORON! Why would I put otherwise?!
Demonic Angel: Then…Why was the Happy Lover card in your deck when you read Pegasus' soul? ^.^
Bakura: …It's Ryou's fault! That's his card, HIS!
Ryou: MY fault?! You know you have control over my body practically 90% of the time! You had PLENTY of chances to get rid of it. Besides, I didn't even know we HAD that card!
Bakura: Well how ELSE do you tell fortunes?! I'd like to see YOU try and read someone's soul with only fiend monsters!
Ryou: AHA! So you DO admit to owning the card!
Bakura and Ryou: ::continue to bicker in the background::
Anzu: Has anyone seen my Happy Lover card? I can't seem to find it. What's Joey, Ryou, Seto, and Bakura fighting about now?
Readers (if any): …
Demonic Angel: *sigh* Yes, I do seem to have an uncanny ability to start fights. Let's ignore them for the time being and get back on track. Did anyone know that WB seems to use the same voices for multiple characters? In a single episode of Pokemon, I could have sworn that I heard Mai, Shizuka, Weevil, and Seto.
Lacrimare: Your point being…? And didn't you already know about Seto?
Demonic Angel: Yes, I knew. I just find it oddly disturbing and unoriginal. ^-^
Readers (if any): *anime fall*
Anzu: Has anyone heard me, at all?! I'm looking for my Happy Lover card!
Lacrimare: ::smiling sweetly:: Bakura must have stolen it in order to add it to his deck. Remember, honesty is ALWAYS the best policy. He is, after all, a thief. =^-^=
Bakura: Why you rotten little…! I am a TOMB robber! TOMB!
Anzu: Bakura! I know you're jealous of my deck but resorting to stealing is NOT what friends do! We should always be able to trust one another, that's what friendship's all about!
Bakura: JEALOUS?! FRIENDS?! ::pulls out an Egyptian dagger before running after Anzu and Lacrimare:: DIE you little freaks!
Ryou: Bakura! Be nice! ::grabs onto the back of his shirt and proceeds to drag him out of the room::
Bakura: NOOO! I want to kill them! Let go of me! ::disappears around a corner kicking and screaming::
Seto and Joey: ::are still bickering in the background::
Demonic Angel: …I think…That I should go…now. Maybe I should hang around Yugi, Yami, and Honda more often…Might be less insane that way. *sweatdrop*
Lacrimare: I seriously doubt that. =^.^=
Demonic Angel: Why?
Lacrimare: Because we'd be following you. ^-^
All: ::nods in agreement::
Demonic Angel: You do and you die. I'm not considered insane and demonic for nothing. *glare* Unfortunately for you guys, a blue fairy didn't designate a little cricket to be my conscience.
Readers (if any): …
Demonic Angel: And as for YOU, my dear readers (if any)...
Readers (if any): ::Backs away in sudden fear::
Demonic Angel: Thanks SO MUCH for the reviews! I practically live on them. ^.^
Seto: Actually, you only got that many because you let them accumulate for so long!
Demonic Angel: …I can't believe that I idolize YOU…Of all people…
Seto: WHAT?! I'm a GREAT role model! Isn't that right, everyone?!
All: …
