Disclaimer : I shall be no fool and claim this as my own...u get my point...
A/N : i kinda running down on ideas here so if u have any, drop a review and suggest smt.
if i use ur idea i'll put ur name at the bottom of the page and dedicate it to u .
and i found the almost perfect song for this fic.
Some say hearts
Grow silent
In a world where no one cares
Love keep slipping away
Some say time
Is the healer
But in a house where no one speaks
love keep slipping away
Tell me
Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong
Why do we play that same old song
Is it just because
We're lonely
Love me love me but don't be sorry
Help me Chase the shawdows away
Love me Love me When u've got nothing to say
Say something anyway.
Some say tears
Run dry but
In my heart I've cried forever
Only you can take it away
Tell me
Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong
Why can't we see what's going on
Is it just because
We're lonely
[chorous]
Anything to break the ice
Anything at all
Anything to break the ice
Anything at all
Love me, love me
But don't be sorry
[chorous]
Hermione woke the next morning eyes dry and tired. Her body ache from the slightest movement.
Another day, another day of nothiness, that was all that she saw in this life.
Why didn't the spell go wrong, maybe she would have died, now all she could do was suffer in silence,
she didn't love him but some where deep down she could feel a faint flutter everytime she saw him and a tinge or loneliness everytime he left but
she just dismissed it as smt else, she knew she wasen't feeling it but in her unfound past that Hermione was.
She looked up and took in her surroundings, she was in her room, only,how did she get here, she clearly remembered falling against the fall and into
deep slumber. She got out of bed and put on her robe to keep her warm, the winter brezze chilled her to the very bone. She washed up changed into
her teachers robes and made her way to her office.
But as she opened the door a body fell infront of her. Draco, he had been sleeping outside of her room the whole night .
The bump must have woken him up, cause when he opened his eyes, he saw hermione looking down awkardly at him.
" O..i must have dozed off..." he muttered as he got up.
"Well..i have to get going, i'll see you later, erm...Proffesor Malfoy." she replied as she made her way out the portrait.
'Proffessor Malfoy?' she never called him that before, why the sudden change. He turned and ran out the portrait.
"Hermione wait.." he called out .
Hermione spun round to see Draco running towards her.
She quickend her pace, she knew all he was going to say was that he was sorry , or how he could not love her...come on that was pratically the only
thing that striked a conversation between them.
" Hermione, please wait..." he called out once more.
But this time, She stopped.
" What is the matter Proffesor?" she asked clamly.
"O..er..i just wanted to ask how u were, u kind of just collasped outside" he hastly replied. He forgot what he wanted to say. Dam this was not
going right.
" I'm fine..thank you..i'm going for breakfast, would you like to join me" she asked casually as if there was no tension when it actually was fogging
over both of them.
"That would be great , i'll jus get changed and join u outside here in a sec" he replied as he ran back into the protrait and came out fresh 15mins
later.
"Lets go"
"Ahhh....Professor Granger, glad to have you back...You too Professor Malfoy, care to join me for a spot of breakfast...come come you must be
hungry, breakfast will begin in just about.......now" Professor dumbledore spoke and as he finished, their plates were piled with warm food.
"Wow..i haven't eaten like this for awhile " Hermione began.
"Well...nows your chance, time to dig in" Draco answered as he reached out forked a piece of chicken.
She looked at him and nodded reaching out for some food.
The meal was quiet silent and yet fufilling.
Finshing , Hermione stood and asked to leave, Draco followed.
"Hermione...would you like to go for a walk" he asked .
"No..i..i have stuff to do" she replied trying to shrug of the question.
" O..O i see, well i'll be on my then" disappointedly he turned and walked.
She quietly walked back to her classroom to prepare for her classes in the afternoon.
That Night,
Draco paced around his room, accidentaly coming across a letter addressed to him, maybe he missed it this morning, but wait it seemed rather old
not particularly like a recently written letter.
He opened it
My Draco,
I could not tell u this in person, i don't know why, i wonder when this would rest in your hands.
Draco my love, i am ashamed of myself, sometimes i think, what had i done to deserve your love. I love you so much yet,
i have not told u the truth, i hate myself. But now, you shall noe, u will hate me i understand, but please,
never forget me .
I had never betrayed your love, that child, i am going to have, it is not yours. Its father shall not be put
down to words as i cringed when i see or hear his name. I hated myself when i found out that i had smt that belonged to him
living inside of me . I told you it was yours, as i refuse to kill it . How could i kill a child so inoccent , a child that had not asked to be brought into
this world.
I could never ask for ur forgiveness, just to love this child as your own, but if u don't i'll understand. I'm sorry Draco, i truely am...i have no
rite to let u love me, i am filth.....as u say filthy. Forgive me .
Hermione
( 17th September)
He stopped and stared this, this was written before she lost her memory. He wronged her completely, she never lied to him.
He fell back onto his chair in shock. It was all his fault , she told him, she did , he just never noticed it , it was right there before his eyes yet he
missed it .
At that momment, he realised that he loved her still, he was lying to himself all this while, probably overcomed by all the lies he thought he had
been told. He needed to find her, tell her that he still loved her, whether she loved him or not . He just wanted to be sure he knew. He quickly wrote
her a note and got his owl to post it to her, then he turned on he dramaticaly turned on his heels and made his way out .
He was not going to sho her the letter or tell of its content , but only to tell her how much he still loved her...yes that was what he was going to do.
Hermione sat by the fire, the flames dancing in her eyes. He thoughts disturbed by a soft pecking at her window.
She turned to see a grey owl on the latch, she opened it and untied the letter taking it to hand, she let it rest on her owl stand near her.
Hermione,
I need to talk to you, would you meet me at the astronomy tower...ASAP i'll be there by the time u receive this letter. If you refuse to
come, send back a reply, i'll understand.
Draco.
She read it carefully, should she go...what did he wanted to tell her??
She made up her mind and place the letter down turning away.
Slowly she pushed the door open,
" Draco.." she whispered to the darkness.
" You came.." he replied stepping out into the faint light.
She nodded as she closed the door.
"You wanted to talk.." she asked.
" Yeah...erm Hermione..i noe i haven't been on the right track lately, just got caught up i guess...i realise that though your different , your still
her...will you forgive me ..i...for treating your rather coldly....i'm such a bastard" he cursed.
"I never blamed you... blamed myself actually for not being able to help you....i guess i was afraid i might fall.." she stopped realising what she just
said.
" Fall....?" he questioned hopingly
" Nothing...really " she hurriedly replied , blushing tremendously at what she was about to say.
" Well, i never realised it until now that i still love you....but i guess thats just stupid cause u won't love me , u don't even know me ." ashamed he
began to walk out .
Hermione lost all herself in that momment...what did he say?? He loved her, he heart ached in realisation to what just happended, she was about to
let him walk away, she could give it chance, maybe , to try and love him, fufill her promise to her past, maybe she did love him...
Almost immediately she turned and ran after him....
" Draco wait..please " she shouted softly yet loud and clear.
He stopped in his tracks...was his mind playing tricks on him, he thought he had just heard hr call...nah...he began to walk but he was held back by
a pair of arms that circled around him.
" I wanted to tell you something Draco, I love you too, i was afraid to tell you..." she burried her face into his back as her tears fell gently down her
face .
Draco turned around and held her close to him, " I realised that its not whether u remembered me its whether i still loved you, and i still do and
will forever."
Hearing this, a small smile appeared on her pale lips, this was her first smile, her first smile that meant something.. it meant love.
The broke apart, he stared deeply into her tear filled eyes , using his tumb to rub away the pearls that had escaped from her eyes. Slowly, he brought
his lips to her , he kissed her gently embracing his lips with hers. She resisted at first by parted her lips that led in to a passionate kiss.
(That night, everything was perfect, i mean perfect ...even professor Snape decided to wash his hair :P )
A/N : so sorry i just had to add that.