Make Me Feel

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Notes: This is my last day of summer vacation. It's so sad. Thank you Goldbryn Callow Lyte, Pirate Goddess, Midnight Seclusion and Femme-Mishima for all reading and reviewing. This is my last day of freedom and I plan on using it well.

Extra Notes: Thank you Goldbryn Callow Lyte and Shir-ran for reviewing my other story.

Extra Extra Notes: WARNING, I am seriously pushing PG-13 in this chapter. SLASH is of plenty in this, beware and enjoy. ;)

Chapter 30

When they pulled apart Otto was relieved and glad to see the glow in the teenager's eyes. Zachary blinked and licked his lips with a dazed waking up look on his face and cleared his throat though it came out sounding strangely high pitched.

"I love you too. But there's a difference between mine and yours."

Otto almost felt a drop in his chest. What did Zachary mean? He couldn't possibly be having second thoughts. Not after everything that had happened between them. Otto's fearful confusion showed on his face and Zachary leaned forward so that his lips just brushed the man's ear.

"The difference is, you're my first love."

Otto shuddered at the warm breath and slight brush of skin on his ear. But he felt an amazing reaction to the boy's words flood through him. But then he wondered if the youth understood what their position and the warm breath against the sensitive skin of his ear was doing to him. Mentally he slapped himself for his easily reacting male curse.

Zachary pulled back and smiled at the other man's slowly flushing face. The teen knew what was wrong and he felt embarrassed knowing he had that reaction on the older man. But then he remembered something he had wanted to ask for a while.

"Am I allowed to call you Otto now?"

The man in question blanked and laughed.

"Seeing as we are dating, I've met your family, and we are…getting more intimate. I would imagine that it would be appropriate now."

Zachary smiled and looked Otto over. He watched the tentacles for a moment and wrapped his left hand around the other man's neck pulled himself up and lightly kissed the tip of the closest tentacle. The appendage reared back in surprise and looked at Otto as if wanting to be told what to do. It then looked back to its brothers who seemed to suddenly get jealous and came forward themselves. Zachary smiled and gave each of the other ones a peck and felt Otto go stiff against him.

'Gods, he knows I feel what they do doesn't he?' The scientist squirmed a bit trying to fight down his body's want to jump the boy. He had the cool smooth yet hard stone hand wrapped around the back of his neck, he had the warm body up against his own, and he had the boy committing soft foreplay with his damn tentacles!

He wrapped his own arms around the boy's waist experimentally and was relieved when the boy didn't make any attempt to move away. His children were growing more curious about the touches and by now Zachary had reached up his human hand and was lightly stroking them like a pet snake. Otto fought down a shudder and ever so sneakily let one of his hands slip down past the waist and gave the teen a squeeze.

Zachary jumped and gave a small yelp in surprise and pulled back to smack Otto's shoulder. His face was flushed but he was smiling with laughing eyes. But to Otto's surprise the boy just shook his head, mock glared broke into a grin and returned to his tentacle petting.

Otto couldn't help but to gulp and experimentally moved his hips forward against the boy's stomach. There was no reaction and he moved forward more with a lick of his lips and rubbed against the teen, but bit down a groan when Zachary abruptly pulled out of the embrace.

Zachary stared at the older man startled by the hard bump that had just been rubbing against him. He was definite that that hadn't been keys. His face flushed and he felt very embarrassed, slightly scared, but most of all he felt guilty. He knew that this had to be torture for Otto, he was a teenage boy from crying out loud. He understood sexual frustration, but he couldn't bring him self to go there yet. Let alone in the Batcave!

"I'm sorry Otto. We will, I promise you. We will, but not yet, please?"

It was the please that startled Otto. The boy thought he had to ask in order to say no? He couldn't possibly believe that Otto was the type to take what he wanted by force in that department, did he?

"Zachary, it is your God given right to say no to anything I ask of you. I would never hurt you, and I hope you know that, I'm not the type of person who would take that from someone for sexual gratification. I'm…I'm just a little frustrated, that's all. If you don't like it when I touch you that way, just tell me. If you want me to touch you that way, feel free to say so. But I won't force you into something you don't want to do. You know that, don't you?"

Zachary felt like a total ass. He was making Otto feel bad, just because he was too big of a wuss to have sex with the man. Maybe if he let the other man touch him…NO! Hadn't he just heard a word the other man had just said? Otto was willing to wait until he was ready, and he was going to tell the man when he was ready. Whenever the heck that was.

"I know Otto. I do and I love you so much. I just can't yet. I'm so sorry, but I can't yet. I know you won't hurt me, I could never believe you would. I'm…I'm just… kinda…not that comfortable yet. But we will. I swear Otto, we will."

Zachary went forward and leaned against the man's chest feeling helpless and stupid. He knew that when they did go all the way Otto would make it as awesome as possible. But not yet, and he didn't even know why.

Otto wrapped his arms around the teenager and made soothing sounds into his hair. He rubbed the young man's back and kissed the top of his head.

"It's okay gypsy boy. We can wait as long as you need to."

He pulled back and looked into the boy's eyes smiling.

"Now," he said smiling, "do you want to stay down here or go back upstairs?"

Zachary paused to inhale deeply smelling the other man. He liked the way Otto smelled. Like musk, raw cinnamon and the tiniest bit of soap and smoke.

"Let's go back upstairs. We can work on everything down here a bit later."

Otto nodded and wrapped his arm around his boy and they headed upstairs together.

End of Chapter

9th Grade starts TOMORROW. Oh well, I just found out it's only a half day. I hope that you enjoyed Otto's hard on and please review! (if somebody who knows me in real life just read that, not a word next time I see you).

Stray-