A/n: This is the happier ending! At first it won't make sense, but it will all in the end. I hope...

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Turning from the desk she looked around the room, knowing it was time. She felt a sadness, that she never felt before, stronger then anything, but that was it. Raven yawned and walked over to the bed, surprised at herself that she was so calm about this, but then again, she was sure her depression was surpressing anything that could stop her, and the drugs helped. Even all her emotions that were calling out to her, calling her a coward.. Telling her she was stronger then this, she would be able to get over it. There were other ways to handle it..Rage wasn't even working. Raven had lost the will to live. She crawled onto his bed, and rested her head on his pilliow. Breathing in his faint scent, old spice, she was lost in it. Raven took off her cloack, and hung it on the bed post, then crawled under his sheets. She curled herself into a ball, arms wrapped around his pilliow.

"Richard Grayson, I love you."

She said to the walls around her, it felt nice to say his name outloud. Raven only muttered it to herself in the dead of night sometimes. But never outloud like this, a smile tugged at her lips, a real one, as she slowly let her eyes slip. Knowing this was good bye.

"Garfield Logan, Victor Stone you guys were the best, I'm sorry.." She trailed off, her voice become softer with each passing second. "Kory Anders.. you're the best friend a girl could ask for. Even if I never showed it, to any of you, I'm glad I became a Titan..."

A single tear leaked out of her eye, and landed on Robin's pilliow. Darkness buzzed around her vision, with the loss of her emotions, and depression she was too weak to go on, so the whole bottle of sleeping pills would kill her. Her healing powers couldn't save her, nothing could. Not even the demon in her, she was wearing her powers thin, caging all of her emotions, and not meditating. It was taking it's toll. There was one last thought in her head 'I wonder if I'll see Terra in Hell?' She smirked, but it soon twitched into a smile as she slowly began to fade away.

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Robin walked into the Tower, following an overly happy Starfire. He was far from "happy" first BB and Cybrog, ditched them, they were all going to see a movie together, but from some reason BB and Cy pulled out. Then he was dragged to the "mall of shopping" with Star which wasn't what he called fun. He was quite pissed, and was doing his best not to explode at his friends. Robin needed to meditate, a trick Raven taught him, and speaking of the dark one, he needed to talk to her as well. Once he dropped the bags onto the couch, he looked at Cybrog and Beast Boy who where laughing.

"First of all, whatever you're doing stop." He said knowing very well they were trying to set him up with Star. They both looked as innocent as they could be. Which wasn't that innocent in the first place.

"Aww, come on man! We know you liiiike her!" Beast Boy whined

"Yo, man can't deny her feelings towards ya." Cybrog added.

Robin just glared at him, left eye twitching slightly. "But, I don't like her." He voice was soft, but deadly.

The other male Titans didn't believe him, but the didn't push him either. "Where's Raven?"

Cybrog and Beast Boy, looked at each other then sturgged. "We dunno dude, been here all day."

The green changling said before they went back to thier game. Robin sighed and walked into the kitchen, and began to make Raven some tea. He put the kettle on, and grabbed two clean cups. Raven had gotten him hooked on tea as well, though he didn't like her herbal kind, he liked the sweeter ones. So he got two tea bags, one for her, and a raspberry one for himself.

He left the kitchen soon after, two hot mugs in his hand. Beast Boy and Cybrog where still emerged in thier game, and Star was sitting next to Beast Boy, cheering them on. Robin shook his head and began to walk up the stairs towards the floor where Raven's and his' bedrooms where. Which was perfect, because by the time he got there the tea would be cool enough to drink.

"Raven? Are you in there?"

Boy wonder asked as he kicked the door gently, his hands were full. There was no answer, this puzzled him, but he kicked the door once more.

"Come on I have tea."

He pleaded, she seemed a bit upset this morning, he couldn't help but wonder if he had something do with it. Robin stood there a moment or so longer, before placing his ear to the door. There wasn't a sound. He sighed and shook his head, maybe he was jumping to conculsions, she was probably on the roof. One glance down at his cloths proved he should change first. There was butter from the popcorn, mustard, and a number of other things. So Robin turned on his heel about to walk to his room

He stood up straight, he had a number of different locks on his door, one of them being a voice lock. Normally, he'd have to punch a number into the number pad, but since his hands were full he opted for the voice lock. The door swung open, and is room was dark just like he left it. Turning he took a few steps into his room and put the cups of tea on his desk.

"Lights on."

He commanded and the lights flicked on, blinding him for a moment. Robin shivered in his room, a breeze brushed though his hair. His window was open, and he mentally slapped himself for leaving it open, the Boy Wonder didn't notice the paper on the floor. Without turning to look at his bed, he sat down on it, only to jump back up.

"What the Hell?!"

Robin yelled as he spun around to look at the lump in his bed. He knew something was up when he first stepped into the room, it smelt different. Like jasmine, it was oddly farmilar which was why he wasn't alarmed at first, but now, he was. His bo-staff was out and fully extened in a flash, standing there ready for a fight.

After a good three mintues, he got frustrated, the lump didn't move, so being the genius that he was..

Robin leaned in a bit, and poked the being with his bo-staff. There was a muffled groaned, and "it" rolled over. "It" was now on it's back, and the covers were no longer hiding it's face. He blinked, his eyes wide with shock. He knew the person in his bed, and suddenly he knew why the jasmine scent seemed farmilar. It was Raven, Raven was in his bed. But that left one desired question on his mind 'Why?'

He quickly put his bo-staff away and sat back down on his bed. She seemed to be sleeping.

"Uhh.. Raven?" He reached forward and shook her shoulder gently. "Rae...Rae! Wake up!"

There was another groan, and Raven finally moved. Her eyes fluttered open, and she looked confused.

"Robin?! What are you doing here?"

She asked, as the memories of what happened came floating in, she resited the urge to toss her arms around him. 'And why the hell am I still alive?' She asked herself. 'Maybe Cy found you, and pumped your stomache.' Intelligence said with a small shrug. 'Hey wait! What the Hell?' Rude said. 'We've all been released' Said Brave. 'But why?' Asked Intelligence.'That black veil is gone' Timid added softly.

Raven shook her head, sitting up slowly, trying to shut them all up.

"I can ask you the same thing, you are my bed..." Robin said with a smirk.

She yawned lightly, and stretched, strangly cat-like in her manner. She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, trying to focus her eyes.

"Aren't you on your Honeymoon with.." Raven stopped, mid-sentence, she was staring at an eighteen year old Robin, she looked past Robin, and into the mirror behind him, she was staring at an almost seventeen Raven.

"Umm, Raven you feeling okay? I didn't get married.." Robin looked at her, a puzzled expression on his face.

"What the hell.." She muttered, to herself then looked back to Robin. "It must have been a dream... " She muttered again, supressing her smile.

"What was a dream?"

"More like a really bad nightmare."

Her gaze sifted to his deask, trying to find the note she wrote. Hoping he didn't already find it, but she couldn't see any paper on the desk, just two hot mugs of tea. Raven let herself grin, and Robin followed her gaze.

"Yeah, I made us some tea, I wanted to talk, but it looks like you need to talk as well."

Raven looked at him, and raised a brow. "What do you mean?"

Robin just shook his head, and smiled, got up and walked to his desk. Still note noticing the paper, which now moved to under his bed. He grabbed the two mugs and handed on to Raven, and sat back down on the bed.

"How 'bout I get changed, and then we go meditate on the roof?" The Boy Wonder asked.

"Meet you there in ten mintues?"

Robin nodded at her. "It's a date." He said with a smile and a small wink.

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A/n: I hope ya'll enjoyed the happier version. My sister did, which is who I wrote it for.