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AU: thanx for all the reviews, and keep writing, even if their bad as long
as they don't discourage me!
A Confrontation of the Mad
Kai held his breath as he stepped into the small bedroom, he let his breath out slowly and swiftly. He was tired and sore from all the work he did just getting there.
Kai lay in bed, when he slipped into a dream he couldn't seem to wake from.
################Dreams Hold Many Secrets############ Kai turned around, he was alone and in darkness, but he heard voices, the Bladebreakers, the White Tigers everyone.
He wanted to scream, but couldn't find his voice, he heard one voice, so familiar; it was soft and light, almost like an angel.
It was whispering, "Kai, oh Kai, what have you become", Kai held his head, falling to his knees.
"Kai, look at what you have become", Kai looked around him, still holding his head. When he knew who the voice belonged to, his mother!
He shook his head, finding his voice he screams, "They made me like that, and I'm different now!"
"No Kai, you're the same, look at yourself for once and see what you are"
"No! I'm Kai Hiwatari, and I don't need your sympathy!"
"Kai! I'm giving you advise, let your friends help you!"
Kai shook his head franticly.
"No! I don't need friends, friends are weak, and they are WEAK!"
"Kai! Don't you remember what your father taught you?" there was silence, a silence that screamed through Kai head, his father was a fair and loyal person, he loves blading and he loves Kai, so why didn't he protect him from Voltaire?
"My father"
"Yes, Kai, your father, you are his son, you should be able to respect blading like he did, a fun sport which didn't mean winning".
Kai stopped, the voice was disappearing, but in front of him he saw Ray, Max, Kenny, Tyson and Hilary, looking sad and disappointed.
Tyson spoke first: "You left us Kai, you left us to wonder what you truly were like".
Then Max: "You made us angry and frustrated, but we still accepted it".
Then Ray: "Why cant you understand we want to help, isn't it enough we win for you".
Then Kenny: "But you take us for granted, and treat us like dirt".
And last but not least Hilary: "we love as a friend, family if needed, we can help you, if you let us".
Kai turned to each of their faces, "So its true, I am weak, to fall so slow in their minds, I'm nothing but a weakling, I'll never live to be the best, because...I'm...not...perfect" ########################END##########################
Kai woke, it was seven and he was breathing too deeply he would have suspected Ray to be awake.
He flinched at the dream, so complex and wise.
He stood up from bed, and felt a new surge to blade, so he could show he could accept loosing.
I DID IT!!!!!!! I did so well in this chap I think I'll sort another fanfic, what do you think and what it should be about?
A Confrontation of the Mad
Kai held his breath as he stepped into the small bedroom, he let his breath out slowly and swiftly. He was tired and sore from all the work he did just getting there.
Kai lay in bed, when he slipped into a dream he couldn't seem to wake from.
################Dreams Hold Many Secrets############ Kai turned around, he was alone and in darkness, but he heard voices, the Bladebreakers, the White Tigers everyone.
He wanted to scream, but couldn't find his voice, he heard one voice, so familiar; it was soft and light, almost like an angel.
It was whispering, "Kai, oh Kai, what have you become", Kai held his head, falling to his knees.
"Kai, look at what you have become", Kai looked around him, still holding his head. When he knew who the voice belonged to, his mother!
He shook his head, finding his voice he screams, "They made me like that, and I'm different now!"
"No Kai, you're the same, look at yourself for once and see what you are"
"No! I'm Kai Hiwatari, and I don't need your sympathy!"
"Kai! I'm giving you advise, let your friends help you!"
Kai shook his head franticly.
"No! I don't need friends, friends are weak, and they are WEAK!"
"Kai! Don't you remember what your father taught you?" there was silence, a silence that screamed through Kai head, his father was a fair and loyal person, he loves blading and he loves Kai, so why didn't he protect him from Voltaire?
"My father"
"Yes, Kai, your father, you are his son, you should be able to respect blading like he did, a fun sport which didn't mean winning".
Kai stopped, the voice was disappearing, but in front of him he saw Ray, Max, Kenny, Tyson and Hilary, looking sad and disappointed.
Tyson spoke first: "You left us Kai, you left us to wonder what you truly were like".
Then Max: "You made us angry and frustrated, but we still accepted it".
Then Ray: "Why cant you understand we want to help, isn't it enough we win for you".
Then Kenny: "But you take us for granted, and treat us like dirt".
And last but not least Hilary: "we love as a friend, family if needed, we can help you, if you let us".
Kai turned to each of their faces, "So its true, I am weak, to fall so slow in their minds, I'm nothing but a weakling, I'll never live to be the best, because...I'm...not...perfect" ########################END##########################
Kai woke, it was seven and he was breathing too deeply he would have suspected Ray to be awake.
He flinched at the dream, so complex and wise.
He stood up from bed, and felt a new surge to blade, so he could show he could accept loosing.
I DID IT!!!!!!! I did so well in this chap I think I'll sort another fanfic, what do you think and what it should be about?