Disclaimer: don't own Beyblade
To Beka-Hazel: I think Kai's always going to the shower because he's alone and its well, a good place to think without so much noise?
If Only
Kai held his blanket close to his cheeks, his forehead was sweating and he was having a nightmare, a nightmare so frightening he was petrified.
He could see a girl, Lillian, she stood at his feet. She was crying; he held a knife, a knife he longed to use. He smiled a crazed smile.
She screamed at him, he held the knife close to her throat. She was screaming now, hard and long.
When...only silence was heard...
She was dead in his arms, he was panting, he was sweating, blood spilled on his face, and his hands. He drew air in was he looked at her dead figure in horror.
He saw the camera at the corner of the room he was in. He walked towards it, and shouted: "HOW COULD YOU. YOU'RE MONSTERS, ALL OF YOU...ESPECIALLY YOU BORIS, MONSTERS!!!!!!!!!"
He turned to the knife in his grasp, 'I killed her, with my bare hands I KILLED HER!' he thought as he dropped the knife onto a cold cobbled floor, with blood dripping from his hand.
He was shaking all over, 'no, this isn't possible, I couldn't...I wouldn't!' his mind was a jumble, the drug had worn off and he was having a fit.
"No, I'm not like that, I wouldn't, ever, why me? Why did you pick me?" He was asking to no one in particular, but Voltaire's voice came booming through a speaker.
"Because my young Kai, you are you're father's son" "But - he didn't want this, he didn't want people to suffer for this, I'm not my father's son, I'm my own person, do you here me...MY OWN!"
"Calm down my young boy, you still has a lot to learn, but first, that temper of you're, needs correcting before it becomes your worst nightmare".
"I wont listen, you can't make me, I'm Kai, only Kai", he was saying this in between sobs.
"Kai! You will not cry in my abbey, a Hiwatari doesn't cry for feeble things!"
End nightmare
"NO!"
He screamed as he shot out of bed. Thank god Ray was still asleep.
"No", he was shaking all over, he never knew he had killed her, he knew he had killed many, but never her and with that knife.
He softly got out of his bed, and quickly and quietly headed to the bathroom. He started the cold water to flow out the tap at the sink; he paused and shook his head.
Kai splashed the cold water over his face, he had a fever, and he turned it off and moved towards the medicine cabinet. And removed a bottle of ponstan, and took hold of a measuring spoon and took three spoons of it (I luv the stuff).
He put it away and shook his head again. "I can't kill her", he whispered, and sat himself on the edge of the bathtub.
About five minutes later he got up and wobbled to the living room to sit on the couch, away from the others. He lay down, and looked at the roof, but before you could say 'Kai Hiwatari' he was out like a light.
In the morning Mr Granger rolled over in his bed, and yawned looked at the luminous clock next to him and snapped.
It was six and Kai hadn't woken the other up yet, for that matter the kitchen light wasn't even on, 'something wrong', he thought and jumped out of bed to the boy's bedroom.
"Tyson, Kenny, Max, Ray, Hilary and, hang on, where's Kai?" He whispered to himself, pointing at each sleeping body.
As Mr G walked towards the kitchen he spotted a body on his couch, blue hair peeped from under a blanket.
"Kai", he sighed as he took a closer look, but Kai was asleep, and he was whispering in Russian.
Mr G put his 'large' hand on Kai's forehead and felt he had quite a high fever; Mr G went to wake the others.
Kai's POV
So hot, I'm frying here! But where am I, I don't remember being here?
I'm alone again, nothing but nothing. I'm so tired, so hot...so WEAK! I need to cool off.
Somewhere icy and cold, somewhere like...Russia! It was always cold there; I wish I was there, cooling off. I need to cool off, and fast.
What's this? Sound Voices My 'friends', oh I need their help, I'll die if I don't get their attention. Help!
I can't say it; I'm too tired to weak!
Please I need your help, please!!
Back with the Bladebreakers
"What's he saying", asked Tyson as Dizzi was turned on. "He's saying exactly this, "help me, I'm so hot so weak, my friend's, help", over and Over again", answered Dizzi.
"So he does know we are here to help", said Ray to no one in particular. "Let's see, he's got a fever that for sure", said Prof.
"Max, hand me that needle", he asked Max as he was sitting next to Landenberg's medicine bag.
"But sir-" started Max but Landenberg swiftly took hold of the needle, "this wont take long", he whispered, and pierced Kai's arm with the needle.
Kai's POV
No!!! Stop it hurts, stop it!! Take it out, I've had enough, I give, let me go!!!
The liquid inside the needle seeps into me, and saps the last of my strength away. Stop!!
Who's doing this? Why?
I need it to stop, let go of me!!!
Back to Reality
"Get him down, before he hurts himself", ordered Professor to the boys.
Kai was yelling now, harder then before, he was fighting something, he wouldn't stop moving and this worried them, he was thrashing around.
Max was holding his legs, Tyson his lower body, Ray his waist to chest and Kenny kept Dizzi translating what Kai was saying. Mr Granger helped Prof with Kai's shoulders up.
Hilary was crying, she couldn't take it anymore, and was crying her heart out.
"What's happening to him", she asked Professor Landenberg. "He's rejecting the serum, it's to get rid of the fever and make him calm down", he answered.
Hilary looked at the body and asked Kenny what he is saying. "Lets see here, "stop it, it hurts, let go, Stop", and that's all I can get", answered Dizzi.
"Oh Kai", Hilary whispered.
Just over 3 pages, phooey I'm tired. This is my longest chappie ever in the story so far. And what's this? Does Hil have feelings for Kai? Who wants Hil to like Kai, you tell me and I'll see what I can do for you!