Will I Last?

by Black Emerald Dawn

A depressing poem in the point of view of Remus in his first years of Hogwarts. Before the other Marauders became Animagi, Remus was alone. Here is how I think he felt. (Second poem I posted today. I was going to wait, but I felt it better to post it now.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Harry Potter characters but this poem was written by me using my brain and feelings. Please do not copy.

Will I Last?

Why, why me?

Why must I feel this pain?

What have I done wrong?

Why must I not belong?

At midnight it will come

The moment that I dread

When the bright full moon arises

I will become dead

No longer will I be the man that many have come to trust

I will be a monster

To cause pain will be a must

The next day I will wake

In a house that many fear

While I await the nurse

That will take me away from here

With bruises that will never heal

I want to leave here fast

Often I start to wonder this

'How long will I last?'