Disclaimer: Don't Own Beyblade AN: I've had serious writers block on this chappie and all the rest coming, so sorry if I don't update soon enough.
Thoughts
1 week after Kai found Sergio
Kai had money to pay for food, electricity, water and a place to sleep for him and Sergio.
They had boarded at a hotel, two separate rooms, one bathroom and a mini kitchen. Sergio looked at the sleepy face of Kai; it was odd Kai could sleep so calmly when he knew Sergio was just there with the knife.
He smiled, the boy had so much on his chest, and he'll sink if he isn't careful.
Sergio brushed Kai's hair out of his closed eyes, so innocent was what Sergio saw on his face he even noticed two different sides to Kai's attitude, there was this serious poor boy who wanted to grow up so fast, and then there a kid trapped inside him, struggling to be free.
Sergio looked up; he had been sitting there for the past half an hour since he fell asleep.
The boy turned around and Sergio watched, 'he was only a child Voltaire, your only grandchild, look at what's he's become', he thought as he stood up.
Sergio spotted the blanket Kai had thrown off himself when he fell to sleep, and placed it on him, the boy stiffened and then relaxed.
Sergio's POV
I hate the way Kai has had to suffer, I may have been the reason for it but, I now understand how evil Voltaire and Boris were, he just didn't know what happened to me when his father was murdered.
They brainwashed me, told me that you had killed Leon, I know it was sad for me to understand, but, only that I believed him; I believed every word he had said, the monster!
The knife, the knife I made for them, for Leon, Sincerity and Kai, the three ruby's shown as each of them, and the red line as their unity.
I wish I never made that knife, I wish, I wish I never did those things!!
End Sergio's POV
Kai's POV
I wish I could forgive him. I just don't know how, I've never had to forgive someone, not even the Bladebreakers.
I cant, it's too hard, I wish, I wish I had a choice, a way out of it but, I have to confront by past sometime, or they'll haunt me forever.
When he handed me that knife, my heart was pounding, how could he do that, why would he do that?
FLASHBACK
As Kai looked over Sergio who was still a head taller then Kai himself he noticed the knife, the perfect knife.
Sergio noticed him staring and said, "have it, it's yours", and he removed the knife from its place in his belt and held it out to Kai by the handle.
Kai stared at the knife and asked, "Why". Sergio laughed and then coughed, "because staying here my dear boy, had taught Me how much pain you've been through and besides, I don't need it do I".
END FLASHBACK
I don't understand, why didn't I take it, what happened, why did I refuse the thing that I could kill Voltaire with.
Because if I did kill him, he wouldn't have to suffer anymore, he'd be free.
End Kai's POV
Normal POV
Kai slept soundly for the first time in ages, he felt almost safe from any harm, yet vulnerable and unsure of himself.
But he still slept, knowing he'd have to go back, and help his team...his friends.
Three Days later
Kai stretched in his bed, he didn't know why but these past few day's he's felt a home with Sergio, like the things that he had done to him were angry and full of hate but yet mistakes and faults.
Kai looked around and smelt something lovely; he turned to the kitchen and saw Sergio at the small table, newspaper in one hand, fork in the other; he ate through some crispy bacon and eggs.
Kai got up and walked into the room, Sergio didn't look up but said in a chirpy voice, "Want some breakfast?" Kai looked at him, and sat down saying, "nyet"
Sergio looked at him and said, "Do you just know what you said"; Kai shook, and then looked at him stunned, "I said no in Russian, didn't I?"
Sergio nodded and said, "Its fine, your Russian, its only natural you know how to speak it".
Kai nodded and Sergio said, "I'd like to take you somewhere today, somewhere special", Kai didn't answer but went anyway.
In Japan
Nothing had been the same; nobody knew what to do anymore, it felt as if something important was missing from the team, and they knew who it was, Kai their only captain had disappointed them and now, they couldn't think of anything to do.
It seemed almost impossible to even believe he was gone, no warning nothing, and all they could do was wait, wait and see, that's if Tyson got his way.
"We HAVE to go", he complained again at breakfast, they all sat around the kitchen table except Ray, who stood at the stove, making scrabbled eggs.
"I have to agree with Tyson for this", suddenly said Kenny, they had all seen what Kai was capable of, and this wasn't one of those times when he would suddenly show up.
"But maybe he doesn't want us to follow", said Hilary who was pouring milk onto her cereal.
"But he wasn't acting like Kai when he left, and he might leave for good if we go", said Max who had just finished his own cereal.
"I still say we go", said Tyson, as he clanked his spoon into his bowl. "You don't have to go with Hil, said Kenny as he opened his laptop.
Hilary folded her arms and said, "I just don't want you guy's to scare him", Tyson looked at Hilary hard and long before saying, "Why would we scare him". "Because, he might not expect it", said Ray suddenly, "Oh, you still with us", said Tyson sarcastically.
"Tyson, think about it, this is Kai we're talking about, how do you think he'll react", carried on Ray, ignoring the comment.
Tyson must have been thinking about what ray had said, it seemed everyone was, because the kitchen became very quiet all of a sudden.
When Tyson spoke up, "I guess your right, but, I'm going and no one can stop me", he stood up. "If your going I'm coming with", said Max and Kenny. "Better get packing, someone gotta keep you boy's out of trouble", said Hilary. Ray put his egg onto a plate and said, "Alright I'll go", and the decision was done.
On the plane later that day
Everyone was settling and most of them were tired.
Ray's POV
Hurry Kai, we need you here, we all miss you, we want you to drill us, I even have a thought that Tyson's getting slack. Hmmm, that would be funny, you been gone for a month and Tyson's not fit for July.
Hilary's POV
I don't know what to think, what to say to you, to say to all of them, to reassure you'll be back, and safe.
You know why I never took much notice of your moods was because your probably the only guy who could keep Tyson under control, to tell him what to do, and that's, what probably makes you a great leader and a friend, you never let anyone say no to you, you put fear into their hearts, but, it's all a blur, your gone, and nothings right.
End Hilary's POV
What do you think? I know I said that thing about no Kai Hil but I find her to be the best will person to say such things, her and Ray of course. I know its short but it means a lot of good if you review this short chap.