Disclaimer: Don't own Beyblade
Before you read this very confusing chapter I want you all to know that I found it hard for Toni if I put her in my position and in so she's a bit well, mental.
Ray's will be back to his good old self in the next chapter (hopefully) and the chip, well you'll have to wait and see looks around evilly
My Loyalty
"Well Toni"
Toni looks at Ray, he's smiling
"Were do you stand, with Tala, or with Kai?"
Toni started to shake, she didn't know, she didn't know where she stood.
She didn't know.
"Well Toni, give Ray your answer" said Tala
But Toni started to shake her head.
She felt cold inside, almost frozen.
She felt ripped apart inside.
She didn't know were she stood, she was in the middle, she wanted to help Kai but she knew she needed to help Tala as well.
Her feet began to back away from them, shaking her head, "I don't know", she whispered, turning around she ran to the abbey doors.
"Toni!" shouted Tala as she ran.
"Ok. Is it just me or did we miss something", asked Max.
Ray turned to the others and explained, "Toni's Kai sister, don't ask just go with it".
Ray turned back Tala, who was looking shocked and angry.
"Now, tell us where Kai is", by the tone of his voice, Ray wasn't in the mood to be messed with.
"I'm not telling Kon, Kai doesn't need you, Kai's just been a pain, keeping secrets, telling lies, he's home now, so go bugger someone else".
Tala started to turn and walk away when Ray shouted, "Tala, you may not understand why we're here, but we are, and we're not leaving without our friend!"
But Tala didn't listen and walked off.
With Toni
She cried.
She was so confused.
She had no answer.
To the questions they asked.
She hid behind a bush and was leaning against the cold walls of the abbey.
"Where does your loyalty lie?"
She wiped the tears from her face and stared into the rainy sky.
Then there was a scream.
It pierced her heart as it shattered her soul.
Looking up, she saw that she was leaning against a wall of a cell.
She saw Kai in pain, he screamed again.
"Kai", she whispered
But she drew her body away, "No, I don't help people that kill", she said to herself.
"Help!" he cried
She wanted to run, she wanted to hide, so leave this in the dust.
She looked into the window of the cell and saw him curled in a ball.
"Oh Kai", she began to cry again.
Wiping the tears away as they mixed with the rain, she took out Drio, stood a few meters away from the wall and let it rip.
A hole was now visible.
She crept into the rumble, and he screamed again, "Make it stop, please!"
She knew his leg was in bad shape, and dragged him out, leaning him against the clean wall, she noticed his cast was gone.
She looked at him.
He looked so tired.
Sitting down next to him, she comforted him.
He opened his eye slightly.
Frowned and whispered hoarsely, "Mama..." before passing out.
Kai's POV
Ice and Fire
Black and White
Never in the place but always together
My legs in so much pain I don't even feel it, it's gone numb...shit.
The fire burns me from inside.
It eats away the feeling of happiness, and brings me madness
"Release me" it tells me
"Release your pain and sorrow"
Ray.
Help me
You're my friend, friends are meant to stick together, not leave them to die in their own pain and misery.
Please, help me, save me, free me.
There's someone there, holding me, encouraging me to be alive.
Warmth drips through my frozen skin.
I open my eyes, who are you?
"Mama..."
That face, so alive, so worried, so beautiful.
"Kai, run, before he gets you"
I stand there, ice cold; a man is in front of me, mama?
He's holding a gun, at a woman's head, a man is lying at their feet, and he's dead, blood pouring from his body.
The lady's crying, she looks so scared, the man smirks and pulls the trigger
"Kai!" she screams
I suddenly feel empty, cold, alone, lost, I feel...scared, afraid of what'll happen next.
And I realize who they were...my parents.
I'm swimming in darkness, so much pain, so much torment; I need to let it free, to be a free.
FREE!!
End Kai's POV Ray's POV
Oh Kai, I hope you alright.
I know I haven't been there since the beginning but there's always a time to start, and nows that time.
Please, be ok, we still need you, please!!
We run like mad, finding our way's around the courtyards when we head for the doors.
No guards, opening the door with the help of the guy's we look inside...darkness.
Creeping around like mice we head for the stairs that lead down.
Its evil down here, cold hearted.
But it's were Kai is and I'm not going back without him.
End Ray's crooked thoughts Toni's POV
Oh God, this is the only time I've ever asked you for anything, please, let him live, please; let him still be there when he wasn't.
Let him release his pain and begin anew.
Let him have friends and family that he never had.
Let him, have me...
Kai is very OOC in these chapters but bear with me, I think Ray's gone completely crazy, Toni's making my head hurt and well, everything's going wrong!!!
This is just getting more and more creepy; well that's what happens when you listen to Michael Jackson and Sting 247.
Oh I just remembered, my exams start on the 22nd of November and my dad's coming over from the states on the 15th so updating may be slow.
Hazel-Beka: you don't like Toni, I know, she's a really odd but that's what happens when you're created by me.
SchoolBordem: You're close
Kerei Kitsune: Hahahaha!!!! I've just re-read LOTR and watched the movies a million times so...that would explain that, now that you point it out I couldn't help but laugh!!!
SapphireSword: you were the only one to vote for Tala.You have a very good point...you really should make public speaking a hobby you would be good at it. Toni's a difficult character to place, she's very confusing and sometimes I can't even put my self in her shoes, I've tried and I've had some trouble – But listen, even if at this point I've gone against the Toni and Tala together thing don't worry, I'll make it up Laughs evilly anyway, I think you've just given me the longest review, Yay for you!!
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