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Knowing what's there
Mr Dickinson cleared his throat and shifted in his seat, his hand holding onto Kai's icy lifeless one.
"Kai, I knew your parents, your father well, you see Kai I…was a friend of Voltaire's as kids we used to play and as we got older we dreamed of living and watching our own grandchildren play in the garden.
But as you know that never happened, yes it never happened.
My wife, Rosa died eight years after we married, with no children as she could not conceive any.
Voltaire was already married to Jasmine, oh she was a lovely woman, such a mind of her own always speaking her mind, but after her death, your father was fifteen at the time, Voltaire was deeply hurt.
He loved her more then anything in the world, but that's when he became obsessed in beyblade's, trying to get Leon, your father, to be the best blader in the world.
But Leon was too weak as Voltaire liked to put it so he exiled Leon from his home in the Hiwatari Mansion in Japan.
Leon came to me, and I gave him the job of helping me in the BBA, then he met Sincerity, in Italy, the girl was pure joy, no one really knew where she came from.
But they married; Voltaire got news of this and gave his son permission to live in the mansion.
Two years later you were born and Voltaire had almost truly gone mad, I was there are your birth.
Your parents were so happy but Voltaire was scheming something harsh and evil.
A year later Voltaire sent Sergio and Boris to kill them, they were planning on moving too Japan away from Russia, they heard about what Voltaire had planned.
They weren't killed in a car crash Kai, the car was an alibi of their death, you were laid in the car after the crash, unhurt.
No one suspected a thing.
Kai, I'm sorry I just only hope you heard me".
Mr Dickinson's grip tightened and was answered by a squeeze of its own.
"Kai?"
The boy didn't move, not even an eye lid flickered, "Kai can you hear me, Kai?" Mr Dickinson became frantic.
"Kai squeeze if you can hear me, Kai"
Kai squeezed
Mr Dickinson smiled, he could hear him.
"Oh Kai, you don't know how happy I've been, with the tournament in two weeks and the abbey and everything".
No answer, "Kai?"
Still nothing, "Kai answer me, Kai"
Kai's POV
I hear you
I know your there
Don't go
I wish I could answer you Mr Dickinson with all my heart.
You don't know how I feel, you can barely imagine.
But my body feels like lead, I feel weak, oh Mr D save me.
I squeeze I hear your voice calling to me again.
"Kai answer me please"
Your voice is chocking, it's panicky, I wish I could do as you say, I just feel so weak.
I just want to give up, to lose this battle, to run from my fears.
But what you told me about my parent, thank you.
I smile inside; I smile like Tyson's goofy smile.
Mr Dickinson, can I tell you something?
"Answer me Kai answer me please"
"I'm…s-sorry"
Normal POV
"I'm…s-sorry"
His voice is rough it's gruff.
Mr Dickinson would have jumped through the roof if he could.
"What are you sorry about Kai", Mr Dickinson inquired looked over Kai like a mountain looking over a valley.
"Everything", he whispered.
There was a pause when Mr D sniffed and wiped some tears away.
"Oh Kai I'm so glad your ok, oh Kai", Mr Dickinson wiped Kai's forehead.
"Don't…go", croaked Kai, Mr Dickinson's squeeze was tight again as he whispered, softly in Kai's ear.
"I won't Kai, I never have and I never will".
Back to present with Ray, Max, Kenny and Tyson
"Ray, Max saw Kai's doctor talking to Mr D last night, they looked worried, and I'm sorry man".
Ray almost laughed, he shook his head.
Kai didn't die, he couldn't he was invincible, he was superman, he couldn't no.
"You mean he's" Tyson looked from each boy and solemnly nodded.
"No", a burst came from Hilary's lips, and Ray noticed her for the first time.
"He couldn't Kai's a fighter a hero, he just, he's not able to" she was blabbering now.
They all sat in silence when Ray looked up and asked, "What happened to Toni?"
Everyone was silent; "We don't know we haven't seen Mr Dickinson in ages" answered Max.
"Hey Max how's the ankle", asked Ray, seeing the cast.
Max smiled softly and said, "Fine, a little sore".
There was another silence when Tyson asked, "I guess the tournaments off then".
And they all laughed.
Everything was normal.
Well, almost normal.
With Toni
She opened her eyes to see neon lights staring back.
Sighing she looked around, she was sore all over, her body felt like lead and her head hurt like hell.
"H-Hello?"
No one answered, she breathed in deeply, she was alone, and alive.
She was alive, but what about Tala and Kai and Boris?
What happened to them?
With Tala
"About time he was asleep", said a nurse to her friend.
They smiled; the red head boy was sleeping away like a baby, "amazing he lasted that long with that much drug in him".
They agreed; the boy was an amazing person.
They just hoped he was as…unpredictable as when he first came here that night.
They two nurses left, missing seeing two sapphire eyes looking at them, confused and lonely looking.
With Boris
"Cause of Death?"
"Suicide, stabbed five times from his left bottom rib moving vertical in 70° angle to his heart".
"Age, sex, name and date of birth?"
"Age…45, sex…male, name…Boris Balkov, date of birth…31 July 1959".
"Home Country, Employment?"
"Home Country…Russia, St Petersburg, Employment…unknown".
"Records in Jail?"
"Yes, one at fifteen, killing baby sister Rosie (aged seven) went to juvenile detention for eight years, fined with theft and et cetera, abuse of minors, rape, drug use on minors".
"Any evidence"
"Three children minors, Toni Balkov Hiwatari aged thirteen, Tala Ivankov aged fourteen 1 and a Kai Hiwatari fifteen".
"Why does Toni have the same surname as Kai and Boris?"
"Boris is legal guardian of Toni; Toni is Voltaire Hiwatari's granddaughter".
"Thank you Dr Lvov 2".
The officer watched as Boris body was put back into the shelf and he left the semi morgue at the hospital.
With Kai, Kai's POV
I've always wondered whether it was me or just fate that I was never hurt.
I guess it was neither.
Voltaire's gone, Mr Dickinson said the police searched the abbey head to toe and found him dead as a door nail.
Hmm, I wish it was me who had killed him.
I wonder if Boris is dead, if so, I would have liked to see his face before he died to know what was running through his crazy mind.
I wonder if Ray, Hilary, Max, Tyson and Kenny are ok, whether their badly hurt or just sick?
I wonder if Toni's alive.
If she's alive.
Alive…
I almost died.
No, I did die.
I was dead for fifteen minutes and it was freedom, I had fifteen minutes of freedom, fifteen.
I would have given my life to die.
Mr Dickinson explained about the chip on my neck, the Memo Chip I think it was called?
It doesn't burn anymore; it doesn't burn a hole inside of me.
The last thing I remember is the knife, the perfect knife.
My knife.
The knife that killed everyone I cared for.
Sergio
Lillian
Mother
Even Father.
If only it had killed me.
It's funny.
I'm thinking about something I doubt even is still there, the three gems the three phoenixes.
I wish I knew what was going on.
What was going on in my mind, it is a jigsaw puzzle, with missing pieces.
I close my eyes and lie down on the pillows.
I'm tired, almost drowsy.
I look at the happy face of Mr Dickinson and whisper, "Tell…them…sorry".
I don't know what's come over me but I feel so woozy, I let go of his hand and fall into a sleep.
The best sleep ever.
1: Is that his name
2: Lvov said Love
What's going to happen with the guys?? Find out later with the next chapter, I'm so bloody bored can someone tell me if they know any good Kai, Ray and Tala shrines anyhere??
SchoolBordem: Kai always lives…I hope and anyway thanx for review
Imari: I don't like them either I think their evil and…and…and oh dammit I've run out of words.
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