Disclaimer: No, I do not own Harry Potter or anything in the books!
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As I lie in bed,
Thoughts keep spinning in my head
I wonder why:
Why Life just has to be
Has to be horrible for I
so Horrible for me
I wonder what is to become
Become of me after death
Would I just be dead and done,
Or will I still be able to have living breath
Will I see them again?
The ones I loved
and lost
Forever. . ?
My mother?
My father?
Sirius?
When I look in a mirror
Why do I see more
than just me standing here
so hurt and sore
I see someone with a past
That nobody should have
A Frightening Present
That anybody would struggle with
And a future
That is Deadly
even for me
I look into my reflection
and wonder
just wonder
just lay in wonder
I wonder