Title: Strange Feelings
By: Kimika
Disclaimer: Gravitation is not mine…Nope. It isn't. It never will be mine…bursts into tears Waah!
A/N: First of all, I want to thank my reviewers for encouraging me so much! When I read your reviews I had tears of joy in my eyes. Thank you! Secondly, I put Judy, K's wife, in this chapter. I never read the manga or read anything else about that character so she's OOC. I'm working on getting the manga though...

SanuraDayshaun: I know, poor Hiro! And of course fan-girlies are smart. You never know where they might come from…looks everywhere suspiciously and hugs her teddy bear
AyakaChan: There aren't many stories about HiroxK pairing, sadly. I'm so glad you love mine!
Kibethan: Muhahah. Hiro and K…So adorable, so breath-taking, so sexy so…Okay, Got a little swept away o.o . They are so cute! I love that pairing too.
Shirubaa Kitsune: I'm glad you like. I tried to make it funny. I guess it worked!
Novaitica Nightshadow: Hehe, thanks! It was a bit hard to do that part. I'm happy you think my story is very good!

Enjoy the next chapter!

Chapter 4 – To the airport

K's POV

I rested my elbows on the kitchen table and buried my face in my hands. This is getting too difficult. Hiro was so depressed today and it was all because of me. He looked so sad, I just wanted to hold him tight and tell him that everything will be fine…

'What was that all about?!' I panicked a bit and lifted my head. What was I thinking? I should get some sleep, I'm not thinking straight.

Ding Dong!

"Hmm? Who might that be?" I talked to myself.

I got up and rushed to the door. I swung the door open and…"Judy?" I asked in disbelief. What was my wife doing here in Japan?

"That's me!" she snickered.

"What are you doing here? Where's Michael?"

"Michael is home with my mother. I came to discuss something important with you..."

Discuss something with me? I wonder what she wants.

"Ahh. Come on in then."

I showed her the way to my living room and she sat comfortably on my green sofa. I brought us cups with some coffee and sat in front of her on the smaller couch.

I brought the cup to my lips and sipped before asking "What is it you want to talk about?"

"Well. I want you…" She made a small stop and also sipped from her coffee. "To come back home and live with me and Michael. As a normal family"

"You mean…Leave Japan and come back to America?"

"Yes. Please do it, for Michael's sake…And mine's." She stared at me, waiting for my reply.

"What about that guy you were dating for a long time?"

"We broke up. Please…Forget about him! Come back with me, I beg you."

I placed the cup I still had in my hand on the small dinning table in front of me. I then exhaled and sank back in my seat.

Leaving Japan? Leaving NG studios? Of course I want to be with my family in my home-land but…If I leave my job I'll lose a part of me.

Judy that noticed I was deep in thoughts said quietly "Michael misses his father".

I let my eyes focus on her. She had a pleading look spread on her face. She looked straight back at me and asked again, "Please? I would do anything if you'd come home…"

I got up and sat beside her. I laid my hands on the back rest of the couch and crossed my legs. I let my cool appearance remain on my face for a moment and then I smirk, "Of course I will!"

A wide smile lit her face and she hugged me. Just then the phone rang. Gee, who's bothering me now? I didn't feel like getting up so I just let it ring.

Judy let go and pulled away. She looked at the direction of the telephone and got up.

She picked it up and said smugly "Hello! This is the oh-so sexy, charming and incredible guy in the world, also known as Mr. K's residence." She was silent for a few seconds. "Hello? Heeeellloooo?" she yelled into the handle. I guess no one answered her. She hung up and came back to sit.

"Oof! They hung up!" she muttered.

I chuckled facially. For some reason my entire mood was ruined. "Well, I think I better go pack. I'll resign from my job tomorrow morning." I didn't really mean to go pack so soon. I just needed some time alone in my room to think things over.

"Oh no, you can't! Our flight is tomorrow morning. You'll have to resign today." She replied.

'We're leaving so soon?! I need to resign today…I wouldn't even be able to say good bye to everyone…' I sighed.

"Fine. I'll go pack then." I got up and hurried to my bedroom, leaving Judy on the couch.

I went inside and slammed the door behind me. I picked up my cell phone and dialed the direct number of Tohma's office.

"Mr. K. How may I help you?" Tohma asked. He sounded tired.

"I'm resigning my job as Bad Luck's manager." I said and tried to stay as calm as possible.

"Why? Is it Shindo-san?" He asked. I find it weird he always thinks Shuichi is a problem. Probably because of Eiri-san.

"No, nothing is wrong with him. I'm resigning because I'm leaving Japan and going back home" I explained and felt a small sting in my heart when I said it.

"I see…Okay then. I'll take care of everything". I pictured him holding his head like he always does when he's thinking. "Will you come to give Bad Luck the news?"

"I can't. I'm leaving tomorrow morning. Can you --"

"I'll tell them. Thank you, Mr. K for being such a great worker for the NG Records Company. I wish you good luck." He finished formally.

I felt like banging my head against a wall. I wanted to call Tohma and tell him to forget about our conversation. I wanted to work in NG studios more than anything and I resigned from it now because my wife remembered she wants me back. Perfect. Life is just peachy.

I went to my cabinet and threw everything I had inside on my bed. I grabbed the suitcase I had under the bed and opened it. I started stuffing it with my clothes without any organization. I took pieces of clothing and tossed them in.

I heard a slight knock on the door and Judy peeked in.

"Can I sleep here tonight?" she asked, almost shyly.

I nodded and took the suitcase down to the floor. She gave me a peck on the cheek and went under the sheets, asleep in no time. She seemed to sleep peacefully. I sighed and went to bed also.

I woke up quite early in the morning. I shut my eyelids because of the strong sunlight that was breaking through the curtains. I ran in my mind what I could remember from my dream that night.

It was all pretty blurry, like I was in some kind of mist. The only thing I could see was the images of the people I knew. The first person I saw was Tohma. He stood there, with a sad and disappointed expression on his face. He then turned his head down and walked away from me until he disappeared into the mist. The next one was Ryuichi with exactly then same expression. Next one was a giant Kumagoro…
After that I saw Sakano following Shuichi, Suguru and last Hiroshi.

Hiro's expression was different than others. At first he looked disappointed and then he became angry. He narrowed his eyes and opened his mouth to yell, but I couldn't hear any voice. He only moved his lips without speaking. I saw myself reaching my hand forward and then…I woke up.

Don't you hate it when it happens? Just when something is about to happen you wake up and unable to go back to the same point where you stopped.

I got up lazily and went to the kitchen. I noticed Judy reading a news paper and having breakfast. She made me a plate too…

"Bacon and eggs, just the way you like it" she chirped.

I sat down and ate quietly. I probably looked very serious because I could see Judy staring at me in the corner of my eye, looking concerned.

We left the apartment soon after breakfast and ordered a cab. I sat next to window and glanced outside, not at something in particular. Judy didn't speak and also gazed through the window. I was glad we didn't talk. It gave me more time to think.

I kept seeing Hiro's image in my head. I thought about certain memories I had with him. I remembered the dream, the day I first saw him, our special conversations…So many memories. I'm happy he became my friend. He's such a great person. The most amazing person I've ever met.

I stopped my thoughts. I am thinking that Hiro is special and amazing? What's wrong with me?

I do a rewind of all the memories I have with Hiro again. All of those memories were filled with happiness and it was all thanks to him. Thanks to him, I smiled truly and not just the empty grins I use so frequently to hide what's inside my heart. He made me happy and complete again…

And I think I came to a conclusion. My life will become so dull if I can't have Hiro with me. The last few months were the best in my life and I want more. I want Hiro.

I think I have feelings for Hiro. I don't mind the fact he's a guy. I don't believe in gender. In America I used to date men too. Shocking, huh?

What do I feel though? Is it just sympathy? A crush? Love? I don't know. I want to stay with him and fine out…

To Be Continued…

Bah, crappy ending. Didn't know what to write.

The next chapter is the last chapter…I'm sorry! But, nothing is final. If everybody likes and wants me to continue I think I'll write more to this story. Let me know what you think! Review please!

Lubbu all!

Kimmeh