Title: Strange Feelings
By: Kimika
Disclaimer: I still don't own Gravitation…
A/N: Well, here goes another one! I know I'm so mean. This is the last chapter for now but if I can figure out a way to complicate things, I'll continue it. Thanks to all of my reviewers!
Shirubaa Kitsune: Sorry! I'll try to continue it if you like it!
Kibethan: Not to worry. K won't leave so soon.
Mezi: I'm glad ya like!
Shani: Hehehe. thanks Shani-chan.
SanuraDayshaun: Lol, K really does seem kinda slow in my story x.X
Novaitica Nightshadow: Happy new year to you too! Read to find out what happens with K. Fun fun.
Warning: There are smooching scenes! I'm sorry, I had to make somebody kiss somebody or it wouldn't be a PG-13.
Enjoy reading and Happy New Year!!
Chapter 5 – Come back
Hiro's POV
I came to work early today. I set on my wooden chair in the corner of the room and tuned my guitar. Many thoughts crossed my mind. You already know what I was thinking about…I was thinking about him. K broke my heart and he doesn't even know. You don't know either, right? I'll tell you about it. I'll tell you what happened that made cry in my bed last night for the first time in a long time…
Flashback
"Come on, come on!" Shuichi jumped in excitement.
"Okay, okay. I'm going in…Wish me luck." I said and entered the small telephone booth we found a few blocks away from the NG studious building.
I breathed slowly and felt my heart also jump in excitement. With a shaking hand I dialed K's phone number. I waited about 4 rings until I got an answer, and it wasn't the answer I expected.
A women's voice was heard from the other side. She spoke English. That moment I wish I never learned a word in English.
"Hello! This is the oh-so sexy, charming and incredible guy in the world, also known as Mr. K's…"
I didn't wait to hear the rest. I hung up quickly. My heart was still beating rapidly and my body was shivering slightly. I couldn't believe what I heard. K had a woman in his apartment…
'…sexy, charming and incredible guy in the world…'
I repeated that sentence in my mind. Scenarios started popping and my imagination went wild. I thought about all the possible things that K might be doing with a girl in his apartment.
I was disappointed and heartbroken. I had my hopes up that I might be able to tell K what I feel for him but that silly aspiration was crushed and stepped on after that phone call.
End of Flashback
I felt my eyes turn glossy. I was surprised that after crying a river last night I still had tears left in me. I lifted my hand to wipe the tears that started forming in my eyes.
"Ohayou!!" Shuichi marched into the room and said in his cheerful tone. He was early for work, for a change.
I looked up to him, my hand still held up, pressed to my left eye.
"Hi..Hiro…Are you…crying?!" He asked and without waiting for an answer, he sat down on the floor and placed his hands on my knees. "What's wrong? Is it because of that mean lady that answered the phone yesterday?" he asked and his eyes also got teary.
I didn't know what to say so I just nodded. Shuichi got up and hugged me tightly. "It'll be ok! We can go out and get Pocky and go watch Nittle Grasper videos just like old times! And, and…No Yuki this time! Ne, Hiro?" He whispered in my ear.
Fujisaki just entered the room. "You two want some time alone?" he asked dryly and placed his notes on his keyboard.
Shuichi let go of me and giggled. "Nope, we're good!"
A single tear escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek. I sniffled.
Fujisaki turned his head and looked at me. "Nakano-san…Were you crying?"
I smiled a bit and wiped the tear away. The atmosphere is getting too mushy.
"Nah I'm good" I replied. Fujisaki furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but didn't ask a thing.
We started practice but something was missing. That practice was kind of…How can I say it…Sucky?
"Lame" Tohma said. He was standing in the door step. How long has he been there? No one noticed him when he entered.
He smiled his usual polite smile and said "I have an announcement to make". Shuichi, Fujisaki and I stayed in the same positions we were in. My hand rested on my guitar, Shuichi's hand held the microphone and Fujisaki's hands stayed in the air above the keyboard. We lifted only our heads and waited for him to announce.
"Mr. K has resigned from his job as a manager and a member of the NG Records Company."
My guts turned upside down and my heart sank.
"What? Why?" Shuichi cried.
"You may call him and ask." Tohma said, still smiling.
"Will do so!!" Shuichi walked towards his bag that rested on the floor on the other side of the room, making each step he takes as loud as possible.
He pulled out his cell phone and dialed K's cell.
He clutched his cell phone to his ear. After a few seconds…
"Mr. K!! WHY DID YOU LEAVE US??" Shuichi yelled and waited for response.
"Oh…Will you ever come back?" Shuichi asked after receiving K's answer.
"Oh…Ok…Take Suguru." Shuichi handed his cell to Fujisaki.
Fujisaki spoke to K calmly and business-like. He thanked him for what he did for the band and also wished him good luck. It was easy to tell Tohma and Suguru are relatives. They are much the same.
Fujisaki handed me the small cellular phone and I didn't know how to react. I held it in my hand and looked down at it.
After taking a deep breath I brought the small item to my ear.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you." K said before I got the chance to say anything.
"Well sorry isn't good enough! Why are you leaving? And why the hell didn't you tell me?! I thought I'm your friend!" I let my anger burst out of me.
"I'm leaving for America because my wife came over here to ask me to return."
"So that lady on the phone yesterday was your wife?!"
"It was you who called?"
"Hell it was!"
"Why did you call me?"
"Because I wanted to meet you somewhere to tell you something, that's why…"
"What something?"
"Something..." I tried to change the subject. "So did you and your wife have fun together yesterday?"
Ack. I shouldn't have said that…I should not have…Said…That…
"…"
"Sorry. That was really stupid…I don't know what came over me…" I apologized.
"Why do you care if we were together yesterday? She is eventually – my wife."
"I couldn't care less if you were together or not!"
"You're tone tells me different. You do mind…Why?"
"I do NOT mind!"
"Say it!"
"Because I love you!! Okay?!"
Oh-uh, what on earth did I just say? I have to fix it.
"K, I …--"
K hung up. He hung up on me.
I lowered my head. What an idiot. Why did I tell him like that? I scared him…That has to be it. He doesn't feel anything like that to me and hung up, instead of telling me he doesn't feel the same. I think I'd rather hear him say it to my face that he simply doesn't love me back instead of him running away!
I lifted my head to look at my surroundings. Shuichi looked disappointed, Tohma was long gone and Fujisaki looked at me. He seemed confused and maybe even disgusted.
"Am I the only straight over here?!" Suguru called, spread his arms open and moved them up and down in the air.
His question was left hung in the air, no one answered him.
We continued to practice but it was even worse than before. We were all depressed except Fujisaki who kept pushing us to do better and yelled about every little mistake.
I'm sure it was his own way of taking out his depression…On us.
We stayed in the studio for extra two hours because we didn't finish recording. After those two hours we called it a day and said we'll finish the rest tomorrow. I stayed in the recording room alone and practiced silently by myself. I didn't want to go home just yet. If I go home I might get even more depressed.
No matter how hard I tried though, I just couldn't play normally. I kept making mistakes like placing my fingers in the wrong positions. My guitar made 'buzz' sounds like I was an amateur.
"Having trouble concentrating?" I heard K's voice. No way…
I looked up and there I saw him. He was leaning on the doorpost, his arms folded. He had his sun glasses on.
"Wha-what-t are yo-you…" My breath was caught in my throat. He came back…I wanted to go and hug him but somehow restrained myself. I swallowed, "Doing here?"
K grinned and walked towards me. I was still sitting on my chair, paralyzed.
He stopped right in front of me and I looked up to him.
"I didn't go on the plane. After your phone call I realized something important…"
"What something?" I asked curiously.
"Something" I didn't think K's grin could get any wider. I was wrong. It did.
He continued, "So I didn't go on the plane. I explained everything to my wife and she wished me luck. I took a cab and came back here…"
"Wished you luck on what?" I blinked.
"On something"
"What something?" This is starting to get ridiculous…
"Something" he snickered.
He took off his sun glasses and placed them safely in his pocket. He reached his fingers forward and put them on my chin. He gently forced my chin upward and I automatically stood up.
He leaned closer to me and our noses were almost touching. I have never been this excited and scared in my life.
"I love you too" he whispered and closed the gap between us.
My eyes widened in shock. K…Is…Kissing…Me…
He let go of my chin and ran his fingers through my hair. It calmed me down a bit and I closed my eyes. My heart pounded like crazy when he brushed his tongue on my lips, asking me to open my mouth…Which I did.
He slipped his tongue in my mouth and moved it from side to side, exploring. I moaned in pleasure and felt a blush creep to my cheeks as K moved his hand under my shirt…
I pulled away because I was out of breath. We were both panting. K thought I pulled away because of something he did and started to walk away, looking disappointed.
"K…Stop…" I called, still trying to catch my breath.
No one ever kissed me like that. So passionately…It was like K put all of his emotions in that kiss. I was hungry for more.
I wanted to pounce on him and kiss him and hold him and love him…
I walked over to him, almost tripped on the way because of my chair.
I stood in front of him, our bodies touching. He was so warm…
His dazzling blue eyes stared into mine. I saw my reflection in his eyes and I came up with a start. I wanted to see my reflection in these eyes for the rest of my life. I wanted to be close to that man that I love as long as I live.
K smiled gently and held my hand. It was the best feeling in the world.
K led me to his apartment. Neither of us talked on the way. I couldn't wipe the silly smile I had on my face as he was holding my hand the entire time.
I was never in K's apartment before. I scanned the rooms we passed until we entered one. It was his bedroom. Isn't he rushing things just a little bit?
He made me sit on the edge of his king sized bed. I started to get nervous at that point.
K was still standing. He took off his guns and placed them on his cabinet.
When he was done he walked over to me and bent down. He started unbuttoning my shirt and taking it off. What is K doing? Already taking me to his bedroom and undressing me?!
A small voice in my mind said that maybe K doesn't really love me and just wants to use me.
I shoved that idea aside quickly. K did LOVE me.
After my shirt was thrown somewhere on the floor, K started planting small and warm kisses on my bare chest and neck, that made every inch of my body tingle in excitement.
His hand made his way to my stomach and he squeezed it lightly. I bit my lip but a moan still managed to escape my mouth.
He went up my neck, still pecking me until he reached my ear.
"I love you…" He whispered.
Those three words sent chills down my spine and I knew I wanted to hear those three words coming from him every day.
I was ready. I was ready to be with K for now until forever. I loved him too so very much, that it was almost unbearable. I have never loved anyone as much as I love him.
K pressed his lips against mine in a long, deep kiss. His hand caressed my cheeks softly. I wrapped my arms around him and snuggled him close.
I woke up when the first bird chirped outside the window the next morning. I sat up on the bed, stretched my arms and yawned. I looked behind my shoulder to see K's sleeping face. He looked so adorable.
I thought about last night and giggled to myself.
K half opened his eyes and smirked. "Good morning, honey".
And those strange feelings I had at the beginning…They aren't so strange anymore. It's normal to love anyone, female or male. As for me – I learned something important. You only live once, so live it fully and never worry if you're having strange feelings for someone. Do what you want to do, and don't be afraid to love. Someone out there might just love you back…
The End. For now.
A/N: WELL. That was fun, na no da! Please review and let me know what you guys think! I already have ideas on how to continue this, so let me know if you want more of this story.
Love you all! Thank you so much for reading!
Kimi