A/N: This happened like a week after Micheal had sugery and was relieased from the hospital. Sonny is still really mad at Courtney and Jason is too. Carly, Micheal and Morgan moved into Sonny's PH becuase they decided that is would be better for Micheal so ya. *If you watched GH the last week or so you'd know what I'm saying LOL*

I want to appologize for the paragraph thing. I didn't know that it was like that, sorry.

Courtney wobbled out of the elevator of Harbor View Towers. She didn't really remember past getting out of the car and stumbling to HVTs enterance. But she did remember a nice gentleman buying her drinks at Jake's.

Not even knowing what she was doing but doing it anyway, she swayed over to Max and Calvin.

"I want to see Sonny." She slurred, taking a step back to get her balance but it didn't work and she started to tip over. Max grabed her arm to keep her up.

"Miss Matthews, I'm sorry but we have strict orders not to let you in." Calvin said, while looking at her worriedly. "Do you know its 3 in the morning."

"I don't care if it 3 in the morning or 3 in the afternoon." She yelled. "Let me in now."

"Miss Matthews I'm sor-" Calvin tried saying.

"Shut up." She snapped and tried to hit him with her one arm that she had free but missed. Courtney looked at Max and tried to focus her eyes while putting on her best pouty face she could.

"Max, Max please. I just want to see my brother. He's my brother, my brother." Courtney mumbled trying to find her words then suddenly started giggling.

"Miss Matthews, I'm sorry but we can't let you in." Max said softly with a firm edge.

"Yes you can! Now let me in now!" Courtney screamed and jerked her arm out of Max's grip. She swayed back and forth but leaned against the wall on the oppisite side of Max and Clavin. "Let me in right now! I need to see my brother! So open the door now or I'll-I'll ship you both off to Canada."

Jason jerked his zipper up on his jeans as he rushed out the door into the hallway. He wanted to know what the screaming was about and if it was an assasin or something. When it quickly dawned on him that it was Courtney causing the disturbance he was slightly dumbfounded.

"Courtney." He said in a annoyed tone.

Courtney spinned around and Jason hurried up to her,grabbed her by the arm and led into his PH.

"No! No! Jason don't! Jason you were supposed to help me! I need to talk to Sonny!" Courtney screamed as she was being dragged into the PH.

"Not tonight Courtney." Jason yelled over her screams.

"No I need to say sorry." Courtney slurred as the door was closed behind her and she was let go of.

She leaned against the door and started crying. Jason just stood there trying to figure out her behavior. He knew she was drunk but the thing was Courtney never had more than two drinks at a time in her life.

"Courtney what are you doing?" He asked the now sobbing figure.

"I-I need to-to-to say sorry." Courtney gasped in between tears.

"For what?" Jasons tone softened a bit. Deep inside he wanted hold and comfort her but he wasn't willing to dig that deep down.

"Everything." Courtney mumbled as she started to wobble over to the couch. She lost her footing and her knees weakened but Jason caught her before she fell.

"Let go." She hissed and pulled away. She took two steps but started swaying as her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she fell forward.

"Courtney, are you okay?" Jason said before she fell. He caught her before she hit the floor, picked her up gently and laid her on the couch.

"Whats going on?" Sam asked, walking down the stairs in her robe.

She had been staying there becuase Sonny and Carly decided it was best for the family to move in together after Micheals accident. Sonny told Sam he wanted her nearby and Jason had a guest room and she could stay there. Sam knew he was just suggesting it to upset Courtney but she did it anyway.

"Courtney's drunk, she fainted." Jason said.

"Is she breathing?" Sam asked, walking up to Courtney.

"Yes." Jason shook his head at the stupid question.

"Check anyway." Sam said, she was worried becuase it looked like Courtney was barely breathing after all that screaming.

"Sam-" Jason started.

"Please, Jason." Sam cut him off. "If she isn't breathing I don't want to be in the room with a dead person."

Jason rolled his eyes and checked Courtney's pulse. He jumped at how fast it was and pulled his hand away.

"What?" Sam asked and she checked Courtneys pulse as well. "Holy cow! Talk about andrealine."

Jason nodded. 'Yeah its just from all her screaming and hitting and stuff' he though to himself. But he was just covering up the worry that there might really be something wrong.

"Yeah. You go back upstairs and go to sleep." Jason said as nodded towards the stairs.

"Are you going to stay down here to make sure she is okay?" Sam asked before she started up the stairs.

"Yeah." Jason nodded as Sam made her way up the stairs.

Jason just sat on the chair across the room and just watched Courtney. He held back as hard is he could not to run his fingers through her hair or hold her hand. He distracted himself by trying to figure out why Courtney would drink so much to get that drunk.

He glanced at the clock. 4 am, it had been half a hour since she fainted so by now her pulse should of returned to normal. He grabbed her wrist and checked her pulse again. It was racing faster than it had been 30 minutes ago.

He went numb with worry he refused was there as he gently shook her.

"Courtney, Courtney wake up." Jason said quietly.

She didn't even stir. He did the same thing but increasing in volume until he was basicily yelling. Now Jason did let the worry get to him and hit him hard. The worry that accumulated the past 45 mintutes left him slightly shaking.

"Jason." Sam said.

Jason jumped at Sams voice and turned around to a worried face.

"What happened? Is she okay?" Sam asked, glancing at Courtneys limp body.

"Open the door." Jason said as he lifted the lifeless Courtney into his arms.

"You taking her to the hospital?" Sam asked as she hurried and opened the door.

Jason nodded and rushed Courtney out to his car. As he set her into the front seat he noticed her ghostly white face and how she looked so angelic even when she looked like the peaple he was paid to kill after he killed them. Shakes took over him as the thought crossed.

'Please be okay.' He thought to himself as he rushed her to the hospital.

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When he entered the hospital nurses and doctors took Courtney out of his arms and rushed her away before he could even say anything. He stood there trying to get words out of his mouth.

"We've been waiting for you." Alan said as he walked up to Jason.

"How did you know?" Jason said.

"A woman called." Alan said. "Her name was Sam I think. What happened, Jason?"

"I really don't know." Jason said, running his hands through his hair. "She came into Harbor View Towers drunk, she fainted and her pulse was going a hundred miles a hour then and has just gotten faster since."

"Well I'm sure she'll be just fine." Alan said.

"Yeah, she always is." Jason said.

"We're running tests now. I'll tell you the results in about 15 minutes, you'll be in the waiting room right?" Alan asked.

"No, I'm not going to be here and I don't need to know." Jason said, for some odd reason getting frusterated.

"Okay, well thankyou for bringing her in." Alan said, confusion on his face and in voice.

Jason nodded and left General Hospital in hurry. He needed to go somewhere calm and quiet. Somewhere to clear his mind.. he knew where,too.

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Jason pulled up to his secret spot, his haven. The only place no one could find him. Where Edward's insults couldn't reach him, where Tracy's accusations could pierce the air around him, where Alan and Monica's disappointing looks couldn't tear at him. The place that could only be found if you wanted to hide from the world. This was the place that kept him from going insane after the crash. The creek would lullibie him to sleep on occaision, the breeze that would make the trees sing calmed him. He was the only one who knew about this spot and one other person.

Courtney. She finally crossed his mind. So had happened to her the past couple of weeks. But the thing that will haunt her forever was that phone call. The cops, higher threats than Faith or even Alcazar. One of the many thing that will push Sonny into disowning you. When Sonny and Courtney got in a fight he felt ripped in two. He felt angry, betrayed, heart-broken, dumbfounded. So many things people told him he couldn't feel. But more than any of those things he felt loyal, loyal to Sonny.

Robin, Carly, Elizabeth, Brenda, Courtney. All the women that has been in his life has told him in their own way that his loyalty to Sonny would tear him apart in the end. Every now and then he thought his loyalty was a disease. A disease that causes him to kill, to turn his true feelings off, to sign papers he never wanted to sign in the first place. But he relized that if would have been loyal to Sonny when in concerned Courtney in the first place he would even have to see those papers. Ringing pierced through his thoughts, he quickly looked at his watch. It was 6:10 am, Sonny wanted to meet with him ten minutes ago. He shifted his car into drive and sped down the road to Sonny's PH.

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Max opened the door and let Jason enter. He saw Sonny standing there, a glass of Vodka in his hand and a ticked off look on his face.

"Its not like you to be late, Jason." Sonny growled.

"I got a little caught up in something." Jason said as he poured himself a drink.

"With Courtney? Trying to get the woman sober enough to not yell and wake the whole damn block?" Sonny snapped.

"She woke Morgan up?" Jason asked.

"Yes, he just got to sleep half an hour ago. Carly left for a walk or whatever two hours ago and I need to get papers for Micheal from the hospital. But I can't, so you will." Sonny said before Morgans cries filled the room. Sonny let out a sigh as he headed up the stairs.

Jason shook his head. To the hospital again, he hoped that after Micheal got released it would be a hospital break again. But it seemed that Jason was always at the hospital. He exited Harbor View Towers without even stopping by his own PH.

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He entered General Hospital. He hoped in would be a run in, get the papers, run out type of thing but he knew it wasn't going to be that type of deal when he noticed Monica heading towards him.

"You hear about Courtney?" Monica asked.

"No. I'm not here to see her either, I'm here to get Micheals hospital papers." Jason said and he started to walk away.

"Jason, stop." Monica said firmly. " Courtney had drugs in her system when we gave her medications. The medications and the drugs didn't mix to well, at all. Jason, I have some bad news."

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Next Chapter: Sonny and Jason recieve a ransom note.

A/N: HOLY CARP! Long chapter huh? I wanted to get alot in the first chapter. How did everyone like it? Should I continue? I didn't do my best in writing, I hope I do better in the future chapters. Also I know I did an AWFUL Jason POV.