Hey everyone ! This is my first fanfiction submission, but I am a long time reader. I am also a lousy writer, so PLEASE, if you have any corrections or suggestions at all regarding my grammar or writing ability, let me know! I really want to get better at this. Anyhow, this is a songfic, guess I've been listening to too much Green Day.
Edit: Few quick revisions, grammar, reworded a few sentences. THANKS FOR ALL THE NICE REVIEWS! They are like crack, only better! I will try to add another chapter by tomorrow, just because you guys were nice enough to take time and read my lil fic.
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Take away the sensation inside,
Bitter sweet migraine in my head,
It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind,
I can't take this feeling anymore,
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Kagome placed the pistol into her mouth, hot tears streaming down her cheeks. She was a wreck, her beautiful cheeks tarnished with the stains of tears. A flood of memories appeared in front of her eyes, almost all of them about him. When they professed their love for each other. Their first kiss. When they had finally made love under the stars. They had just recovered the shikon jewel the day before. But all of that seemed so blurred; the once beautiful reverie playing itself in her mind was smeared with the grime of hurt and pain.
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Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensation's overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be all right,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine,
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More memories returned, and Kagome was letting out choked sobs. She had returned to the feudal era, looking for Inuyasha. She asked around the village to find his whereabouts and found he had left towards the forest south of the village. Kagome set off immediately, seeking her love. The young girl wandered around the forest for days, until she finally found him, next to a waterfall. He was groaning in pleasure above Kikyo as he thrust himself into the priestess.
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Out of body and out of mind,
Kiss the demons out of my dreams,
I get the funny feeling that's all right
Jimmy says it's better than air,
I'll tell you why,
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Kagome bolted, and ran for the well, her tender mind refusing to accept what she had just seen. The "love of her life" was losing himself inside Kikyo. Her arms and legs tingled, and threatened to give out. Her entire body tingled with a blunt sadness that would never leave. In a moment, the young girl's mind returned to the wrecked, disheveled room she stood in. She was still holding the .45 in her mouth.
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Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be all right,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine
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Wondering consumed her now. Would it hurt? Would it be quick? Who is gonna be the first person to find me after I do this to myself? Those thoughts strengthened as her finger tugged lightly on the trigger. She clenched her teeth, and got ready to taste the bullet. He would know why she did it, and she wanted him to hurt, just like she hurt now.
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Oh Novacaine,
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be all right,
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine.
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The bullet never came. The gun clattered to the wood floor, while Kagome burst into a renewed fit of tears, unable to bring herself to do it. The poor girl fell into the pile of dirty sheets on her bed, and cried herself to sleep. She felt numb.
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That was it! If you liked it, hell, even if you hated it, let me know! R&R please!