Here it is, it's 2AM and I've got one hell of a headache, but it was worth it to finish this.
This is another songfic; it's called Another Broken Home, again from Green Day. Sorry if the songfics bother you, but they really help me get the mood down in my writing. I'll take'em out next chapter if you want me to. Anyways, read on.
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To live and not to breathe,
Is to die in tragedy,
To run, to run away,
To find what you believe.
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"Meh…"Inuyasha walked down the street, cigarette alight in his mouth. He had rather taken to the modern era, much more comfortable than the feudal times, and he could be closer to… Kagome…
But not anymore… He had cheated on her, with Kikyo of all people…
"Who the hell am I kidding? I am a MORON!" With that, he threw his fist into the brick wall of the shop he stood next to. He looked at his hand. Fingers and knuckles bloodied, the hanyou began to weep.
"What have I done?" Inuyasha wailed and hit the wall again. Suppressed feelings of guilt and regret let themselves out. The hanyou, was no longer weeping, he was howling.
"Kagome, my love, I have hurt you so…"
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And I leave behind,
This hurricane of fucking lies,
I lost my faith to this,
This town that don't exist.
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He found a park bench to sit on, and tilted his head upward, towards the stars.
"God, I know I haven't been very devout, and I know I have been a hateful sinner, but please, let Kagome stop hurting. Hell, I don't deserve a girl like that. Please let her move on, and let her forget about me. I love her so much… I just want her to be happy…"
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So I run,
I run away,
The light of masochist.
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Inuyasha walked back to his apartment, eyes gazing at the ground. He lit up another smoke, and inhaled deeply. He arrived at his door, fumbled for hi keys, and walked in. Walking into the bathroom, he opened up the medicine cabinet.
"Shit… My hand is pretty messed up… Can't say I don't deserve it though…"
He reached into the forest of bottles and containers and pullet out some rubbing alcohol. He took off the cap and up-ended the bottle over his badly cut and scraped hand. The flood of cool alcohol filled his wounds, then began to sear and burn like an Armageddon flame.
"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!"
Inuyasha immediately regretted it, even though he knew he had to clean his cuts. He reached for some gauze and wrapped it around the whole of his hand, and taped the sloppy bandage on with some scotch tape.
He looked at his reflection in the mirror.
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And I leave behind,
This hurricane of fucking lies,
And I walked this line,
A million and one fucking times,
But not this time.
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His guilty eyes stared back at him."I wonder… I wonder if Kagome is all right…" He hadn't talked to her since she caught him cheating. He reached for the phone, then hesitated. He couldn't talk to her over the phone; the phone was too inhumane for a situation like this. She was probably asleep by now, he thought, he would visit her tomorrow…
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I don't feel any shame,
I won't apologize,
When there ain't nowhere you can go.
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What would he say, though? What could he say after doing a thing like that? He flipped on the faucet, and pooled the water in his cupped hands. He splashed it onto his face, then grabbed a towel and dabbed it dry.
"Goddamnit. Kagome…" He slammed his wounded fist into the mirror.
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Running away from pain,
When you've been victimized,
Tales from another broken home.
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"Damnit! Damnit! Fuck!" He fell to the floor, with shards of glass sticking out of his bandages and wounded hand, and brought the whole medicine cabinet with him. Blood, pills, and bandages smeared and scattered all over the tile floor and rug. There Inuyasha lay, in a pile of blood-smeared medicine, in excruciating pain, and he pictured her in front of him.
"Kagome… please… forgive me…I love you…more than… life itself…"
Inuyasha buried his face into his gory hands.
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You're leaving,
You're leaving,
You're leaving,
Ah you're leaving home.----------------------------------------------------------------------------
That was it, hope you liked it. Now, I'd like to address all of my reviewers:
Billyjoe'sLover: Thanks for the input, I tried to put more substance into this chapter, so it'll probably take a little longer to read.
Fiona-Angel: Thanks! That gives me warm fuzzies!
Nohohon: I guess I learned something new today!
Punkgoddess: I'm so happy you like my writing, and I hope you'll enjoy this chapter too.
InuChick13: It's reviews like these that motivated me to continue writing.
Leslie Batts: Thanks for the review, I really appreciate it.
xCrimzinTearx: Honestly, I am no expert on suicides, but I tried to use my imagination and portray one as realistically as possible. Thanks!
I'm gonna make it a goal of mine to address all of my reviewers, just because I really appreciate that you guys take the time to read and then critique my writing.
Happy fanfictioning!