Pensive
By dyingstar-elipsis
To be with you, I will even break all the starlights
For your eyes, are my life's brightest lights
-Huan Cheng
Ukyou...
Ukyou...
Can you hear me?
Even as I lie on this cold cold floor
Feeling my consciousness slip away bit by bit
I can only think about you
Your smile
Your laughter
I told you once
That I hear music when you laugh
Heavenly music
So sweet, so majestic
So unbefitting a creature from hell like me
You laughed at me then
Your sweet sweet laughter
Without pretensions
Ukyou...
I'm dying
My heart beats towards my destruction
Soon it'll be over
Is death really so cold?
I've seen death
Many times
Many faces
Many places
Isn't it ironic?
At the time of my death I think about others'
Ones that are caused by me
It's so riduculous it makes me want to laugh
The only warmth comes from my blood
The only comfort comes from my fatal wound
Life is full of ironies, isn't it?
Ukyou...
In the end
I still couldn't save you
Even though I promised you
Even though I gave you my word
Watching your downwards spiral into the black pits of death
I could do nothing to prevent it
Again
Like the first time
It was Oriya who saved you then
Who will save you now?
Who will save us now?
I'm tired, Ukyou
Tired beyond your imaginations
Perhaps you can imagine
Perhaps you're more tired than me
You are an angel
A creature of light
I strived towards you
My bloody path to paradise
You knew it, even before I do
Creatures born out of the darkness
Can only return to the darkness
The darkness is closing in now
Death is dragging itself out
I'm not complaining
It could have been worse
Cold, dark, silent
Just like the beginning
Watch over me, Ukyou
Like you always did
Watch me return to the naught
owari
A/N: YnM does not belong to me. Happy new yr everyone!