Chapter 8: Only the Memories

"Thank you," Monica said, tears in her eyes, "for accepting me."

"No problem," Erin said softly. Taking her chin in his hand, he lightly kissed her on the lips.

"Monica?" A hand waved in front of her face.

"Huh? Oh, I'm sorry, Amy."

"I know it's hard, but you're not alone, okay? We're all here for you."

"I know. I appreciate it. It's just—I can't believe he's gone. I just talked to him four

days ago and then . . ." Amy wrapped her arms around Monica. Monica stiffened in her

grasp then slowly pushed her away.

"I, I need some air." Abruptly, Monica walked downstairs toward the courtyard.

Amy stepped back and sighed. Involuntarily, she slipped her hand into Matt's, who

had been by her side all morning. "I'm worried about her, Matt."

He gave her hand a squeeze. "I know, but she'll pull through." Amy tugged on Matt's

hand and pulled him toward the porch overlooking the courtyard.

Wrapping her arms around herself, she leaned against the metal railing to face Matt.

"The scariest part is I see myself in her."

"Go on," he urged softly.

"I've been avoiding you, and running from us. I'm sorry, Matt."

"I'm sorry too. I didn't help the situation."

"Now that we're even, I think it's about time we pulled out of our misery and begin

talking about it."

"Talk about it, why?"

Amy threw up her hands. "That's been the whole problem, Matt! We haven't been

talking about it. Just because we are on speaking terms doesn't mean we can just forget

about . . ." She swallowed hard, "Our loss and move on." Stumbling forward, she

launched herself into Matt's arms and wept.

"I miss her, Matt," Amy cried.

Matt wrapped his arms around her. "I know. So do I. Maybe we should talk to

someone--someone who's been through it just like us."

Monica looked toward Amy's distant figure. Her eyes blurred at the sight of Amy

seeking comfort in Matt's arms. She pulled out a cream - colored handkerchief, with the

initial 'E' embroidered in fancy green script, and stared at it. "Maybe something good

will come out of this after all," she sniffled.

"Maybe." She whirled around to see John Cena staring at her intently.

"What do you know and why do you care?" Monica snapped.

He ignored her question and pulled an orange handkerchief out of his pocket. "Here,

use this one."

Appreciative, she tenderly folded Erin's handkerchief back up and placed it in her

purse. "Thank you," she said softly.

p.s. bold and italicized letters other than title chapters, are character's thoughts.