"Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you"

Liz Phair-Why can't I?

I saw her again. In my dream.She glowed..She was too perfect for my eyes.She may be the queen of darkness but she'll lift my spirits.Her face is full of sadness,but I saw her smile. It was the most beautiful thing in the world.Atleast for me.With all the hell I go through. Nobody to care for me. But she will, I will find her.

Those same words go through my mind everyday.If you have't already guessed I'm Sean Cameron.

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Sean walked through the place he called hell.School. Stupid Degrassi.He looked over to one side and saw Grean Peace. Emma Nelson. The date from hell went through his mind.Emma and him had rough times. He swore by his heart never again will they be in love. Was it really love? He doubted it. Again he started walking through the halls,and saw Craig Manning. His best friend. The he looked beside him Ashley Kerwin. The girl who spends all her time with Craig. She broke-up their friendship.

He started walking down the halls again and saw a punk rock girl.He looked closer at her. "Thats her." He said to himself. "Her, the girl. I've been looking for." She looked as perfect as in his dream.She glowed, He saw her smile again.

He couldn't aproach her right now no. It wasn't right. The bell rang.He scattered off to class. "English" he murmured. He took his seat. But he saw her again, walking into the classroom. There was one seat left. Beside Him. It all fits together.He thought.

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Sean's Dream Girl POV

He looked bored so I passed him a note. I took out my red pen and wrote, "Hi i'm Eleanor Nash. You can call me Ellie though"

He looked up to see what was thrown at him. He knew it came from my direction,

He wrote down something then threw it at me, "Hey, Im Sean Cameron"

Cute. He wrote his name.He looked nice. "So,Don't you hate English?" I wrote trying to figure out a way to be entertained.

He tossed me a note.I looked back at him, he was glowing. I felt vibes from him. Love Vibes. I looked back at the note and opened it. "Yeah, I hate every subject." I laughed a little bit. I looked over again and he smiled, I smiled back. It seems like I have knew this guy forever. I wrote another note saying"Who doesn't?" Before tossing it over, I looked at it. Crossed it out and wrote, "Want to hang out after school?" Then I tossed it.

He read it and wanted to put a big smile on his face but thought it was uncool. I ripped a peice of paper and wrote"it's okay. Do it"

I threw it. He read it and released his big and bold smile. How I loved it.

He wrote me a note saying" Thanks, You get me. Anyways want to go to the dot. Meet me on the steps after school.Class is almost over so,Bye". The bell ring. I looked over he was gone. Was he a hulusination?

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"Hun you cant be serious"said Paige Michalchuk.

"Im as serious as i'll ever be"replied Ashley Kerwin.

"I can't believe he would do this to me"said Paige almost crying.

"Paige don't cry over a boy, how about have a girls night out? With just you,me and Hazel?"said Ashley.

"Lets go to the dot right after school, eat. Then call our parents at the dot and get our stuff from our houses." said Paige.

"Sure" replied Ashley.

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P.S-The last part not pointless. You'll see why if you read carefully.