Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-gi-oh ::snif snif::
Authoress note: This is my first Yu-gi-oh fic and I hope I do well. This is a depressing like thing. There's masochism, persciption drug abuse, so don't try anything they do please? I don't want to do fined and sent to jail.
He was sitting there, staring at the razor blade in his hand. He watched it glitter in the dim room. Ryou was watching it too, in the same way. This seemed to be the only thing that kept them alive and sane. Or at least Ryou sane. Bakura knew that if he harmed this body, he'd harm Ryou. This, not matter how psychotic he was, didn't seem too inviting. He backed away into the black of unconsciousness. He couldn't do this, he couldn't harm Ryou for his own personal detachment. But something grabbed him, pulling him back into control.
/ It's ok Bakura, I can't do this on my own, I trust you. / Ryou's voice rang through his head.
But Ryou, you're not much on pain. he joked. There was a silence that explained everything. Are you sure?
/ Yes, and take the pills on the table. It'll help. /
Walking into he kitchen, he swallowed the five pills and went up to Ryou's room.
What about school?
/ I really don't care anymore, this is all I want. / Bakura was a little disappointed with himself I letting his hikari become addicted as he was to such a thing. Groggily sitting on the edge of the bed, he spread a towel over his knees and pulled out the razor again. Before he knew it, he was reveling in the masochistic bliss that he practiced whenever possible.
"One . . ." he sighed, staring at the ceiling. Another slash crossed the inside of his forearm.
"Two . . ." He looked down, watching his blood drip slowly onto the towel.
"Three . . ." The drops of crimson came faster now.
"Four . . ." Now it was covering his arm in his natural red paint.
"Five . . ." It was flowing like a fountain over his lap.
"Six . . ." It grew to a river.
"Seven . . ." His head was swimming.
"Eight . . ." The towel was soaked.
"Nine . . ." The room began to spin.
"Ten . . ." Letting the razor drop, his world faded to black. I only made it to ten. Pathetic.
TBC, hopefully, R&R to tell me what you think!!!