My Life
By Kirusuchinu-sama
I wish that my life could be normal.
That I could just worry about
surviving school,
making it through college,
and getting a job
like a normal teenager.
Apparently that isn't going to happen.
Why did I have to be this one,
this 'Celestial Maiden'?
Why couldn't this curse have been on
someone else?
A normal girl my age
might think the questions
What is my destiny?
What am I meant for?
Are the most philisophical questions
that have ever been asked.
Others would think that
there is no destiny.
You choose your own path and
no one can change it.
Me, I'm right in the middle.
I try the best I can to
get through this,
but it's become clear my future
is not my own.
I can't control my life,
as much as I want to.
I can't determine what will happen.
My life is not a blank book
to be filled in with whatever I choose.
My life is mine,
and that's not changing.
...Although I really wish it would.