Chapter 18: Until I get my, Satisfaction

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After the ride finished, Sakura quickly got off, pushing past anyone that got in her way. She knew she was being rude, but right there she didn't care what anyone thought.

She was going to go back to her room and she was going to drown herself in sorrow and self-pity.

Sakura gently closed the door behind her as her knees left her and she fell to the floor.

'This isn't right, it isn't, it isn't' she found herself repeating over and over, closing her eyes to try and calm herself down.

She was getting married to Tommy, and he had every right to go off with someone else, she had done the same thing herself.

Sakura found her tears coming down again, as she bit onto her lip willing herself to stop. She had never thought he would've done it this soon though, she had thought...she had thought...stupid, unreasonable thoughts. Now that she was even thinking about it.

"Come one in"

Sakura froze when she heard his voice outside, and remembered he had taken the room next to hers, but he wasn't talking to her, she knew he was talking to Josiane.

Sakura got up and leaned against the doorway, so that she might hear what they were saying, she gave a sigh of relief when she saw that the door had not been closed properly and was left slightly open.

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"What was it that you wanted to talk to me about?" Josiane asked her finger tracing a curved line against his chest, as he pulled her closer to him.

"You know you're beautiful," Syaoran stated, rather than questioned her.

"Mmm," she replied, wrapping her arms around his neck.

"I want you so bad," he replied in turn, leaning his head slightly down catching her lips, as he pushed her against the wall.

"I know that, and you also know what I want." Josiane smiled devilishly.

"Marry me," Syaoran proposed as he slipped out a ring he had in his pocket.

Josiane stared mesmerized at the ring; it was the largest thing she had seen. Her friend, Sakura's ring was nothing compared to this.

"Y-Yes..." she muttered, drawing him back to her.

"You better go," he interrupted, "before I can't stop."

"That would be fine by me," she replied drawing herself towards him, but he pulled away again, this time closing the door beside them.

"But would it be by your parents?" he questioned, knowing he had got her there.

Josiane sighed, "You're right, we should wait," she concluded as she gave him a quick kiss and left the room.

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"No..." Sakura hadn't been able to hear any further when she heard the door close, but she had heard enough.

Syaoran was getting married to Josiane, it had been a total shock to her that he was already going out with her, but now that he was getting married to her as well, she wanted to kill herself.

'It will all be right, Tommy will make a wonderful father," Sakura said softly under her breath trying to fool herself.

She turned when she heard her own door open, with Josiane entering.

"Hey Josiane, what do you want?" Sakura questioned, trying to sound as cheery as she could.

"Oh no, nothing, I just wanted you to be the first to know, being my best friend ever, and I just felt it right that you should know this first,"

"What?" Sakura asked softly, afraid that she already knew what she was going to say, and also afraid if she could do her best to appear genuinely happy for her friend.

"Well..." Josiane started, drawing her news out, "You'll never guess what happened,"

"What?" Sakura repeated again.

"Well..." Josiane started again, "you know Syaoran?"

"I suppose I might," Sakura replied sarcastically, forgetting herself.

Josiane ignored this, "Well he asked me to marry him!" Sakura made her best attempt at a surprised face "And I accepted of course." Josiane added.

"Congratulations," Sakura replied, not sure of what else to say.

"Why thanks Sakura!"

"No problem!" Sakura replied in the same, sickly sweet tone Josiane had used.

"Let me show you the ring he gave me," Josiane continued, placing her hand in front of her, turning it to let the light shine from different directions.

"It's beautiful," Sakura stood staring at the ring.

"Hmm... It is, isn't it?" Josiane agreed, "Well I best be off then," she continued, as she exited the room.

Sakura stood transfixed at the door, in which Josiane had exited moments ago.

This wasn't happening to her, she stood dazed in her own world; a noise coming from downstairs only broke her from her trance. It was only the sound on Josiane leaving; Sakura caught a few words, but understood she was returning back to visit tomorrow.

She needed to calm down, take everything from her mind. A hot bath would do that, she thought as she made her way towards her bathroom, turning the water on and getting in.

God it felt so good, she didn't want to think, just to lie here and forget everything that was happening.

Sakura fell back against the water, but quickly turned upright when she heard a handle being turned and someone entering.

She had forgotten to lock the door.

"Who's there?" she called out to the shadow. Sakura gasped when she saw who was standing there, struggling to cover herself up.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" she yelled, "Get out,"

"You didn't have a problem with it before," he replied.

Sakura didn't say anything.

"You don't have to cover yourself up," Syaoran remarked on Sakura's pathetic attempt to do so, as she came out and grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her. "I've seen you a thousand times before,"

Sakura felt her cheeks redden. "Yeah, this is different," she replied.

"How so?" he asked.

"We're in a different place here, I'm getting married and so are you by what I've heard," Sakura retorted back.

Syaoran remained emotionless, when he heard another voice come from the doorway.

"Sakura?"

It was Tommy's voice.

"I'm in here Tommy," Sakura replied, her gaze still on the man in front of her.

"Sakura ..." Tommy stopped mid-sentence when he came in, seeing his fiancé to be, half-naked with her "ex" there as well.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Tommy yelled outraged at Li.

"Tommy it's nothing, he accidentally came in here that's all," Sakura replied for him, "It's nothing."

"I'll be going then," Syaoran replied, as he took his leave.

Tommy and Sakura both waited until they heard the door close before he started talking.

"Sakura, this isn't right," Tommy started.

"What do you mean?" Sakura replied, biting onto her lip. She knew what he meant, it wasn't right with Syaoran here, but she couldn't ask him to leave.

"This...Sakura, I'm going to tell it to you straight, I know it's silly and I trust you, but I can't help feeling jealous,"

"Jealous? Of what?" This time she was genuinely surprised, what did he have to be jealous of? She was the one going through all this torture, trying to convince herself she was doing the right thing.

"He's touched you, alright," Tommy blurted out.

"What?!"

"He's touched you, and I haven't," Tommy repeated, "We're getting married, and I know your family probably wants you to wait, but Sakura please,"

Sakura stood staring at the man in front of her in horror.

"I need this Sakura," Tommy continued, as he advanced forward towards Sakura, catching her lips in his own, as he pressed against her.

Sakura stood there for a moment shocked at what was happening, before she started pushing him off her.

"What's wrong?" Tommy asked her when he saw the expression on her face.

"Nothing, just not like this..." Sakura trailed off.

Tommy grinned, she was agreeing with him.

"Come on," she called as she grabbed a hold of his hand and pulled him towards her bed.

"Oh god Sakura, I've been waiting for this for so long,"

"Quiet," Sakura motioned as she placed a finger to his lips, before her fingers started undoing his shirt, a button at a time, before his she pulled his shirt off.

Sakura stared at Tommy, she had never thought about him before, but now she realized that he probably could have had any girl he'd wanted.

She shivered.

"I..."

"I'll be gentle Sakura," Tommy assured when he saw that she was scared. He moved his hand up her leg, lifting up her dress, moving it up towards her knee, before he started moving it higher.

Tommy removed his hand when he heard Sakura gasp.

Sakura moved closer to him, they were both sitting up as Sakura placed her legs around him. She was going to do this.

Before she could say anything else, she felt his hands across her back, pulling her closer towards him. Sakura threw her arms around him as she placed her mouth on his, kissing him harder and harder, as she felt him moving his hands. One was on her back and the other on her thigh.

Tommy broke from her kiss. He started caressing her body, his lips moving to her ear, to her neck, and then down towards her breasts.

Sakura gasped when she felt Tommy's breath on her. His hand moving her own downwards, urging her to touch him. Sakura felt him change under her fingers. His body was hardening, as he finally pulled off her dress, exposing her bare body to him.

Tommy stared transfixed on her, she was so beautiful.

Sakura noticed Tommy staring at her, as she started pulling the remaining clothes they were wearing off.

"Sakura..." Tommy started, but Sakura silenced him with her mouth, as she felt one of his hands grasp onto breast, the other pulling her even closer towards him.

Sakura gasped when she felt him enter her, as she fell against him, breathing heavily her hand across his chest, as they fell asleep together.

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Author's Note: Hey!! Okay then... Just want to let you all know that this story is ending soon... only got a couple more chapters. Okay, tell me what ya'll think.