Ally...

My head is spinning with flashbacks and words. I have no words. Everything is just too much. Too much to handle. This was driving me an insane headache.

''love someone else is not a bad thing. You always feared the world, always hid your face from the world. Ally, these people have done a lot to you. You got married with a man that doesn't even have mental compatibility''

''I came here to tell you about some people's truth, about your mom. But you don't want to listen then fine''

I went to the wall and rested my forehead ''I'm trying okay, Brooke will date you'' suddenly froze from the sound of someone's voice. I heard it from the door beside me ''...go. Say everything to Austin, what do you think, Austin can believe anything you say...''. I slowly went near the door to hear my mom's voice. ''it was a mistake to help such a blackmailer, you are nothing but a cheap blackmailer ''she hung up the phone ''it was even a big mistake 4 years ago, the day found out that she was carrying a kid. I should've token her to the clinic and finish all of this. Everything came out wrong. I didn't know, she would come back with the kid. If only Amy wasn't born, if only ally didn't come back''

Lies. Betrayal. Heartbreak

I was out in the streets in the middle of the night. Walking. I lay my forehead on a tree.

''Austin please look at me, I'm not like this, you know I'm not like this, I have nothing with him''

''take care of ally''

''Austin, I'm your ally, I love you so much''

''she is very simple and innocent''

''Austin please believe me!''

''Austin please. Please don't make us, yourself, our child alone or else your ally will die.

''I don't want to see your face or hear your voice. Because your dead to me''

I cried and cried as I hit my head on the tree hard

''aren't you ashamed of whatever you've done, after everything, didn't you realize anything that you did, you made me a mess in front of the whole world, but when did I ask for forgiveness, you should've! I'm not saying for you to ask forgiveness, I'm forgiving you myself''

The voices were playing all in my head, I cried as I keep hitting my head on the tree hard.

Ally (Pov) the next day

''do you want to eat something; you didn't even eat breakfast'' aunt Emily asked

''I'm not hungry''

''you also didn't eat anything yesterday...you miss Amy?''

''so much. How can I live without her''

''I told you; this would be a tough decision. But you weren't listening. You can't live a day without Amy''

''...who will take care of her there. You feed her. I used to do her all these works. How can I..''

''ally. Austin's outside'' Trish said, coming

''Austin?''

''yeah, he's waiting for you outside''

I went outside to see Austin

''you? Is Amy fine?''

''...I came here because of Amy''

''what happened to Amy? I left Amy on your responsibility''

''Amy is fine, nothing happened...she just misses you a lot, she's cries because you're not there, doesn't eat anything''

''she didn't eat anything; you should've forced her to eat...c'mon I'm coming with you''

Austin (Pov)

I still had my glasses on. When we came home, mom came standing there, ''you think you can make my son stuck by your innocence, 4 years later came back, and my son will think that it's his kid?'' I eye went to the floor, tired of hearing these, these lies ''my son can never think that, you think my son is crazy, my son is not crazy. Austin don't believe any of her letter, she lies, tricks. She wants us to fight. Ever since you've been giving her kid's treatment, I thought it was fine you were doing this for humanity. But no wonder, you hug her and think it's your child. Who knows where she came from, who's kid she got ''enough mom'' I muttered

''please. Don't say these words about my daughter''

''Austin. You're coming into her words, ask her what prove does she has, that she's your daughter''

''Amy, is my daughter. If this doesn't have any prove then there is also no prove that I'm mike moon's son'' mom's eyes widen through my words and I can feel ally having a shocking face beside me

''are. Are you cursing your mom-

''I'm cursing myself. Am I mike moon's son yes or no, that my curse, Amy is my daughter or not is also mu curse, the curse goes on you or me, it's goes on me right. When I was born, then my dad asks you, if I'm his son or not.'' tears were forming in my eyes ''Does every mother in the world has to find a prove! Does every mother prove their husband that he is its father! If the whole world goes against her. Then I still won't leave her side...what did she do to you. What was your problem? If my wife was not good for you then you should've told me, I would've left her, divorce her. It would've been better than what you did with her. If I had to choose my mom or my wife then I would choose my mom. Why mom? I was your son right. Then why did you do all this!''

''I-I love you so much. In this whole Loved you the most''

''what love is this mom. You ended your son, made me crazy in front of the whole world''

''no Austin, believe in my love, I wanted everything of my son perfect, I wanted everything according to your quality''

''what quality? What is my feeling? That I'm standing here as a criminal in front of my wife and daughter, that I'm not capable to show my face in front of them. When I think what happened to this innocent woman, I feel like I want to kill myself. The things my daughter survived for four years; I feel like hanging myself''

''Austin don't believe in this, just believe in this that your mom loves you so much''

''I stayed alive listening to lie I thought was the truth. But when I knew the truth, the fire that was put inside was no one but my own mom. I wife can betray but a mom doesn't''

'''n-no I didn't betray you, they all lie''

''you just finished my world. The person who wants her kid to die is my mom, killed me

''no Austin! Austin, I didn't kill you!''

''you gave me life. But you also took it from me, my fife ended by my mom

''I didn't do all this!''

''you gave death to your son''

There was a silence and I took ally's hand and went to Amy's room

Ally (Pov)

Tears fell when Austin said those words, it was almost like I felt what he felt. I was standing looking at the view from the balcony, it was raining lightly, when I saw Austin heading toward me, I quickly wiped the tear away. There was a silence

''...ally...I have no words which I could explain to you. I am your slave and I want to get rid of my every monster''

There was a silence again and I tried not to let the tears come again

''you gave me everything Austin. But where can I bring that ally. We don't have 4 years distance. But four centuries. Love didn't die but it is lost. Where should I bring that love.''

''then ally don't look for love. I'm not even capable of love. You should never forgive me. You must hate me and do it all your life. Because maybe by the hatred the fire inside would become less. All our lives, all the sorrow, I'm responsible for it. Loving people are not like me''

''I don't understand what decision should I make, Austin''

''you just think about Amy. If Amy wasn't in our lives, then I would've gone far away from you (he took his glasses out from his eyes) but Amy is our daughter ally...she doesn't need a loving dad. But also needs a loving mother. Ally, you may not forgive me but. Please for Amy accept me. please''

''if you loved then, you should've also taken care of it. What type of love did you do with me. That didn't trust me, left me somewhere''

He took my arms to face him, I started crying

''I'm tired Austin. Fighting with life, living alone''

Like this even Austin was getting teary eyed

''...I will never leave you alone, ally. I'm sorry''

We stared into each other eyes

Austin (Pov) 5 months later

Amy was playing in the as ally watched Amy from the shelter. I smiled watching Amy and stood next to ally

''mom, dad please come''

''no Amy you played a lot in the rain; you'll get cold come inside

''I hope it rains a lot, I'm definitely gonna go in the rain'' ''you're such a bore''

I stared at ally and the so did she

''do you really not like the rain''

''I do. But I don't feel like going''

I removed her bun as her hair fell, sticking to her back, I took her hand and we went to the rain, me Amy and ally played and ran

The end